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Sunday, August 30, 2009
Moved (:
I've moved ..
to here (:
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Miss You
@ |8/30/2009 11:16:00 PM|
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Wednesday, April 08, 2009
The painful U-Turn
Seriously, i thought im halfway back to normal.
When i thought i found a happier me back at Raffles City.
Im so wrong when i start surfing around the net.
I took a sharp & painful U-Turn .
I just couldn't stop thinking of the past.
I couldn't stop my heart from aching again.
I need a heart therapy.
Ive tried all means. Be it shopping , feasting , mahjong-ing , sleeping.
I thought ive moved on,
but im so wrong..
U brought me so much happiness over the past few years.
And u left with everything ive always cherished.
I hate it to say this. But i truely miss you ..
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Miss You
@ |4/08/2009 11:17:00 PM|
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Monday, March 23, 2009
I'm finally back (:
Im back to blog again (:
And so much have since changed.
To be exact , is everything.
I'm back to the square one.
Back to my lovely girlfriends' side.
The transition is truely tough.
I never imagine it could be so heartbreaking.
And somehow or rather. I'm lost in this big mess.
I hate myself for being so reluctant.
I hate myself for being so naive.
I've never once sees it as no happy ending.
I've never once regret of the decisions ive made.
Damn. it just sucks so much.
as i just couldn't get you off my mind.
-Bleeding Love
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Miss You
@ |3/23/2009 07:21:00 PM|
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Friday, October 03, 2008
i wish everything gonna last.
finally, ive the time to do some updating (:
loads of stuffs happened.
there is meihui's hse warming and birthday celebration.
drinking session.
lessons.
outstations.
mahjong win ! $50+
some walk walk ard (u ppl gonna laugh @ me again)
F1 sight seeing.
and yesh!
the JB trip with nick & his friends on hari raya.
and it so happened. 2day is the 1st day i reached home straight after office since the start of my lessons.
due to those events, i havent touch my tutorials any bit.
ive not started my assignment as well.
very chui.
so..
will make full use of my whole weekend to pay back. lol.
even though im so so exhausted with all the activities.
so stressed out due to work and studies.
bud yeap.
so glad to meet up my bunch of girlfriends.
half of my mahjong kakis.
YUP.
and my cutest boyfriend (:
i wish everything gonna lasts
realized that each meeting up dosent comes easily.
sharing loads of love around.
loves <3
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Miss You
@ |10/03/2008 11:47:00 PM|
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Sunday, September 14, 2008
of all the reasons..
wow. today is already my last day of freedom .. school starts tomoro (:
been hack busy with gatherings.. appointments.. etc.
orientation cum supper session on the 1st!
catching up dinner with alice and mat @jacks on the4th! (:
there was the great POTLUCK session @ sentosa last sunday.. with my lovely sisters and 2 man. haha.
j & c drinking session @ mansion on the 10th!
enlisting dinner for ben cum poly gathering on the 11th!
sherrie's birthday chalet which was jus yesterday (:
plus those little comfort time spent with nick <3
everything dosent comes that easily.
i'm amazed with the level of faith ive in you.
still enjoy the long walks under the stars..
be it by the cars, or by the sea..
i love your presence.
as the reason is love (:
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Miss You
@ |9/14/2008 12:14:00 PM|
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Saturday, August 30, 2008
Free (:
yes! finally im out of HR dept.
a fresh new start from 1st sept . so new that my boss is still thinking of a designation name for me.
so yup. im relieved for the decision (:
just sent wj + wa off.
i think this is the 1st time i sent them off over the years..
they always secretly came back and left with just a note.
things are definitely different now. as each of us had changed.
and i still gonna take note that ive 2 weeks of holiday left!
appointments,gatherings,chalet,activities lining up before my 15th.
life is as good as it seems currently.
and just as glad when i could click with other colleagues well.
(:
and ive decided to spend my entire weekend watching tom and jerry cartoon!
hahaha. since nick is back home @ malaysia.
i might as well concentrate on this set of vcds borrowed from ladyboss =D
of all cute animals,people,stuffs around.
ive the cutest boyfriend (:
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Miss You
@ |8/30/2008 12:17:00 AM|
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Sunday, August 24, 2008
tune of happier notes
life after exams is so much better (:
i lost 2 kg due to exams.
and i gain it back after those sumptuous dinners after my last paper.
so. back to square one.
one big mess when i returned to work.
accepted it.
and i so gonna fight the war.
wj came over and we really talked a lot.
he is such a persuader.
conversation filled with inspirations and encouragement.
just something different spoken by someone who runs his family business with so little experience of working as an employee.
years had passed. and yes. everyone had changed.
and ive decided that since ive not much to loss.
i shall fight to the end.
so at least. somehow, he managed to persuade me to continue working.
with so much to encounter and endure. i'm not gonna be weak and just lie low.
they might have underestimated me with a young age with less experience or whatsoever.
matilda had left. and so i gonna stand strong by myself.
i know its never easy.
bud hack. i wont just give up so easily.
and aside from work.
im on a 3 week break until 14th sept.
theres so much catching up with friends and family.
***
and im just as glad.
that all my worries are just worries.
we have to consider the fact that we no longer colleagues.
no longer seeing each other for like 5 days a week.
we have to keep it to the point that we are both working and
understandings and trust are always in our minds.
its never easy when theres so much obstacles upfront.
off to the tune of happier notes..
<3 to my sweetest boy (:
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Miss You
@ |8/24/2008 01:54:00 AM|
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Sunday, August 17, 2008
the sudden return.
infact i wasnt feeling great these few days.
the so many happenings .
plus theres the bridging exams.
i could hardly count my heart beat.
as for the most heart-warming note, wj and wa are coming back in less than a days time (:
thats probably the most shocking email i recieved for the week.
i thought they will be back on the 31st. and i thought that only wj is flying back.
and yea. i havent seen them for erm. year/years!
once again.
i found myself on a roller coaster ride.
till den.
aftermyexams
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Miss You
@ |8/17/2008 02:09:00 AM|
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Saturday, August 02, 2008
sick cat
wj was asking if ever i will regret in choosing this path of life.
surprisingly. i said no.
lol. mainly becos. its just how one sees abt his own life.
i think ive everything from everywhere.
theres one good news that im kind of relief. which is .. im moving out of HR kinda soon.
im infact starting helping out boss's projects and @ the same time doing the routine HR work.
that explains why im superly busy @ work these days.
yesh, everyone will sees me differently when im out of the bloodly hell dept.
but seriously, i dont think ive the extra energy and time to care about what others said behind my back.
its no longer impt to me.
career advancement is the way to go.
so actually. things are starting to picking up.
peace @ home.
lessons are ending soon.
work is getting more excited.
with colleagues that dotes on me.
class is getting more rubbish/crazy/entertaining.
met up my so lovely girlfriends.
and.
yesh. i love spending time with my boy (:
bud the negative thing.
yesh. my mahjong kakis!
arha. i think i gonna date them out very soon. lol.
just when i tot im over wif my sickness.
im so terribly wrong.
im an official sick cat. -adopted by nick ong (:
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Miss You
@ |8/02/2008 10:45:00 PM|
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Wednesday, July 23, 2008
a blessing. definitely.
Somehow. its really a blessing to be doted by my SH (:
esp after a day of rubbish @ work.
politics are getting on my nerves and boss was so pissed off of a missing cheque.
>.<"
bud yea. im not gonna take it so badly.
thats life.
and the thing to cheer me up abit.
my SH cooked curry fish head for me (:
he knew ive always wanted to eat the dish.
and it so happened that the fish was duper fresh today. haha.
i din realise i was so pampered until chubby mentioned abt it days ago.
HAHA. oh yea. im in fact enjoying life back @ office. and also constantly adding the pounds on =D
and i jus thought of my sakae days, those chef and cooks always cooking up stuff for me . lol.
i seriously miss the fried rice + ribeye + any dishes they came up themselves. hhaa.
i wish ive the time to visit them. haven seen them for some time already.
+
ive quite nice classmates ard actually. (:
yest. night chill out @ timbre was really a gd chance to destress
oh c'mon. i really love wines .
till den.
i still must live on.
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Miss You
@ |7/23/2008 10:22:00 PM|
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Sunday, July 20, 2008
a journey.
sometimes, i just wonder.
when colleagues thought of me differently.
i wish im not in HR.
ppl felt jealous/unhappy whenever i finish my work faster than them.
pissed off when im lunching with my SH/boss
they have such mentality that im so disappointed with.
what should i do?
bud anyway. in the end.
FOODIE save the day (:
had a dinner buffet@ novotel on tue with some colleagues.
nice food + ambience. bud few variety.
since the day i join broadway. ive been buffeting @ hotels now and then.
i know its sinful. but "it" makes me happy (:
and then. i finally met up my boy after weeks of busyness.
nice food + booboocake + red cliff ..
booboocake was definitely a bonus. when im just playing ard nydc and nick drag me in to take away a slice of it. lol.
and still. enjoyed the long walk under the moonlight, from bugis to orchard.
im just so glad that during this busy period, he is still as thoughtful as ever.
and yeap. still as cute as he used to be (:
thinking back the happy days @ work years ago. a jouney we had walked through till now.
im fortunate to have met him <3
lol. i dunno if my lovely girlfriends have dump me out of the "xinfu board".
haha. arh. i gonna be back when holiday comes (:
and speaking of it.
sunday - lovely girfriends' birthday gathering (:
i miss them so much . haven seen dem for a super long time.
and theres gonna be an upcoming zoo zoo trip!!!
u ppl gonna be shocked if ive to mention who im going with. lol.
come ask me if u are curious =D
and of course. BLUE JAZZ (:
i gonna stay motivated with all these.
haha. and yes. ive to dig time out to spend with nick. no matter how packed my schedule is.
busy is just an excuse.
and love is the reason.
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Miss You
@ |7/20/2008 10:53:00 PM|
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Wednesday, July 16, 2008
going insane.
well.
i was feeling real glad that my wj is coming back soon! (:
even though there wasnt any specific date in the email.
bud hack. i shall just look forward to the day u arrive..
i shall off my mobile soon,
i kept getting calls and msg in the middle of the night from those random people.
so random that yest my SH sms me regarding a worker's work permit.
i was so dazed till i fall back to sleep w/o giving him a reply.
lol.
as everything starts to settle down.
im starting to feel guilty of how things are @ the moment.
i really felt bad abt it.
it seems. my life is still in a roller-coaster mood.
my social's life was like the US economy.
its jus so chui.
somehow. i wish i could fly.
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Miss You
@ |7/16/2008 12:02:00 AM|
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Monday, July 14, 2008
ventolin's tremor.
oh.. ho..
jus another idea of blogging while @ de office.
the days are still passing by so quickly that ive lost track of the dates.
and omgness. it was already mid month.
weeks after weeks of lessons.
still. i found no much time for myself. onli until yesterday that ive the energy and time to switch on my tv. watching the news and some dramas.
bud hack. i left my project undone still! =X
i think chubby gonna scold me if he is reading this post. lol...
and yesh. i dunno y im falling sick so frequent.
in addition, the medicine for asthma is kinda horrible.
the side effects are so bad, which includes :
1) tremor
2) increasing heart rate
3) fainting spell
so much so that even the tablet could subside my difficulty in breathing, i still have to control the side effects .
in the end. it makes no much difference..
bud hack. this week is much better. jus 4 days of lessons.
and yesh. the days are passing by so fast and by then,
its always so that difficult to have time together.
and ive not meet up my boy for so so long.
and i really miss him jus so much <3
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Miss You
@ |7/14/2008 04:31:00 PM|
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Friday, July 11, 2008
There is no balance.
A choice means a choice.
Back to back. actually im feeling much better after a MC rest on tuesday.
it was the ultimate decision when i tot im fainting on monday's class.
Bud hack. its really really a god damn good rest (:
i slept all the way after returning home from clinic @ 9am to 7pm. and sleep again from 11.30pm to 7.30am.
To a point. it was another round of bronhchitis with more hand shivers.
I think it was jus a matter of time when my doctor gonna diagnosed me of having acute asthma.
And somehow or rather.
i think i ought to give myself a "break" .. im giving myself too much stress and pressure.
its jus so hard to find the "balance point"
its even harder when i myslef had kinda high expectations of "ME".
i jus want stuffs to be done fast. jus wanna clear my workload.
Sometimes i just wonder..
guys of my age are usually still stucked in NS.
Ladies are usually enjoying their prime life .. be it working or just purely studying full time.
"shiok life" . the phrase to describe it.
And since. ive stepped into this hectic path. i must move on (:
Ive made this choice. A path to have better opportunities and better career propects.
It means a choice.
And of the balance. i wish my boy could understands me.
jus like he always does <3
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Miss You
@ |7/11/2008 12:03:00 AM|
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Sunday, July 06, 2008
depressed.
im feeling jus so terribly depressed.
over everything.
nth seems to happy me up recently.
.
.
.
give me a day to cry.
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Miss You
@ |7/06/2008 01:15:00 AM|
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Saturday, July 05, 2008
life.
i realli tried hard.
to have enuff time. bud i terribly failed.
workplace had somehow turned into a war.
im in de center line. and i gonna get killed anytime.
my dept seems so fake that i always wonder if im working in a wax museum.
and seriously.
im not being sentimental,emotional or sensitive to broke down.
it jus so happened.
so i guess. somehow it reached a point that i gonna fight back whatever stuffs that are against me.
and fear not. i wun stay long in de HR dept.
and everything jus not coming my way.
-phone sent for repair.
-falling sick. again.
haix.
tats life.
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Miss You
@ |7/05/2008 12:03:00 AM|
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Wednesday, June 25, 2008
its never easy.
i was so busy with the stuffs going on, until im like totally dumping my blog aside.
surprising, my classmate (our grp mr chubby) was the one who reminded me. that my blog still exist.
lol.
what a tough life im going through.
bud anyway. had a pleasant birthday spent with nick (:
thanks all my lovely friends who sent their wishes over. be it in spore or from overseas.
greatly appreciated (: with all the lunches,dinners..
and even though it wasnt a blast compared to previous years.
haha. bud i shall be content that ive nick this time round <3
and it has been a hectic week since.
2 more lessons to go. ARKK!
i wish to have 8 days a week seriously. i jus wish to have more time.
im really sorry if im neglecting u ppl dis days.
i so miss my lovely sisters. sushi friends. mahjong kakis. my 2 dearest carebears.
my social life seems to have flip upside down.
its kinda sad to realise this.
bud. oh yeap. im meeting my mahjong kakis this sat.
and im really looking forward to!
jus a note to tell my 2 carebears. im really living healthyly.
haha. ive been so obedient to drink orange juices everyday.
phew. im not gonna revise anything. im tired.
thats it. i shall find time to blog regulary. i promise (:
take care all my lovely friends.
*hugs*
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Miss You
@ |6/25/2008 11:58:00 PM|
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Thursday, June 19, 2008
carousel (:
life is still as hectic as ever.
bud hack. @ least. ive managed to balance some stuffs out.
school is alright. so at least i found de fact that a whole bunch of us living near each other.
having kakis to cab home or some kind soul to drive us back.
was so dead busy wif everything.
till den i nearly forgot abt my upcoming birthday.
whopas.
i dunno whether to be sad or happy.
its neither here or there.
jus the feeling of imbalanced . lol.
its never easy to juggle work and studies.
family.friends.relationships.
bud
im jus as glad to have nick around.
always so cute and understanding.
lol.
and yeap!
CAROUSEL. here i come! (:
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Miss You
@ |6/19/2008 12:48:00 AM|
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Thursday, June 12, 2008
slap me.
ive realised how fortunate to have such nice frens who took the trouble to email me almost daily for de past few years.
the distance counts. and im way too grateful for that.
it was such a moment of realisation while im in a meeting days ago..
it really slaps me hard with this. while they are talking abt the long distance relationships.
i jus felt so bad abt everything.
that ive took all these somehow for granted.
and seriously, it has been a difficult period for me since my lesson starts.
ive been questioning myself repeatedly.
and i think im kind way off too selfish.
even jane wun make dis kind of a decision.
slaps me hard again.
):
im selfish to have make de decision of studying now.
i really sucks.
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Miss You
@ |6/12/2008 09:28:00 PM|
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Thursday, June 05, 2008
hmmm
loads of stuffs are happening.
and i think im starting to drain out.
bud yea. i spent my last weekend pretty well (:
im jus too busy to update days ago.
it was real nice dining out with some of my colleagues @ royalplazahotel.
we had the international buffet!
and i spent my whole sunday with nick.
hahaha. we actually went down ECP to cycle. yup. the 2 seater bike =D
cos till now. i still dunno how to cycle. >.<"
plus the donuting,lagooning and suppering.
lol. i really enjoy my last few days before my lesson starts.
and seriously had a great time with him (:
bud on de negative point.
i fight for my request to end work early .. and ended up in boss room.
my manager hate me to core i tell u.
everyday giving me black faces till now.
he gonna think that im a very very sturborn worker, cos he had previously rejected my request.
bud im seriously too sturborn to give up, so i went to talk with my boss instead.
boss approved my request in the end. thats y my manger is still furious at me. lol.
bud hack. whats done is done.
lesson had started. quite a friendly class i think. with lotsa professions.
i gonna endure this schedule till aug.
and i mus work hard [:)
right. do take care.
all my lovely friends (:
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Miss You
@ |6/05/2008 10:30:00 PM|
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Thursday, May 29, 2008
my anti depression drug
seriously,
im jus so glad to have my sweetest boy around.
even when im feeling so sucky down due to work and upcoming studies' lessons.
he can easily brighten me up with his ways.
i love my boyfriend.
: my anti-depression drug <3
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Miss You
@ |5/29/2008 11:28:00 PM|
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Tuesday, May 27, 2008
how much is the worth?
alrights.
its final. ive decided to take up de course.
even though ive submitted the forms.
i still felt uneasy abt it.
it still sads me whenever i look at my calendar.
my upcoming birthday week is bombarded with lessons.
In fact, ive 5 lessons straight for that week.
omgness. its so chui lar.
and until this very moment.
im still feeling so uncomfortable abt the decision made.
and my days are numbered.
7 more days to de 2.25 years of torture.
i think its gonna be chui-er then those guys serving NS.
haix.
seriously, im feeling so sad abt this and that.
i think i gonna lose the "happiness balance" once my lesson starts.
the balance over..
1)family
2)career
3)money
4)friends
5)my sweetest boy.
i so feel like crying.
whenever i thought over the days if im having lessons.
i have to wake up @7.30
go for work. ends @ 6pm.
rush for lesson @ 7pm.
ends lesson @ 10pm.
reach home @10.45 pm.
worth it?
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Miss You
@ |5/27/2008 11:38:00 PM|
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Sunday, May 25, 2008
a choice.
finally. and finally.
i recieved a reply from sim.
they accepted me. bud ive to complete de 3 month preparatory course 1st.
which starts on 4th june.
and im so taken back when i browse thru the timetable.
ive 4 lessons on average per week. sometimes up to 5 times. >.<"
and it runs from 7-10pm or 2-5/6pm on weekends.
so now.
im in a dilemma.
haix. i dunno wanna take up de course anot. event hough ive filled up de contract and the reply form.
i really wanna further my studies. bud den...
my 1st concern is . im so scared of failing. im so troubled by the consequence if i really fail. wasting money and time.
as for my 2nd concern. is nick.
haix. i think i would be happier if sim rejected me.
i was back from batam happily. and now im faced with such a decision.
and im now still in a daze. whether yes/no.
what a tough decision.
my brain jus stopped dead.
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Miss You
@ |5/25/2008 10:55:00 PM|
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Saturday, May 24, 2008
baby danielle
okay. so much so of the waiting.
i think i gave up hope on sim application.
ive yet to receive a reply from them. its jus so so. chui~!.
well.
looking from another angle. time might jus be finally right.
my superly nice wj sent me an email on his updates. lol.
to speak the fact. im so used to working @broadway and everything.
that i somehow or rather. "place" him aside. haha.
its been so long since ive last heard from him.
and till den. yeap. everyone is busy with their stuffs.
bud im jus glad. he is living well (:
and yesh!
happy birthday uncle!! (:
may u blessed with all the happy returns!
arhh.. im jus being random.
lol. i so love my baby danielle <3
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Miss You
@ |5/24/2008 01:06:00 AM|
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008
children anti mosquito spray.
oh! happy graduation! (:
its still as nice seeing my those crazy/rubbish classmates. haha.
bud i seriously hate the weather! damn 34.c
and i think i nearly gt a stroke. had de headache for the entire day.
went vivo.kim gary to dinner our celebration. lol.
and it so happen.
my sniffy boyfriend passed me the mosquito repellent spray when we walked pass sakae. lol.
cos ive been getting bites all over my body. its so serious that ive de intention of seeing my doctor.
and the bottle seems so cute la! HAHAHA. its a children anti mosquito spray!
meant mainly for infants and children. lol.
bud hack. its very thoughtful of him (:
alright. i shall upload some pics 2moro.
im so dead tired already.
and i shall look forward to 2moro's work.
loves.
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Miss You
@ |5/21/2008 11:23:00 PM|
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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
my desk!
i tried to clear everything on hand .
lol. finally. 2moro is the day : Graduation (:
back to my desk.
and talking abt it. QQ wanna have a massive change.
he wants to sit at my current place >.<"
i gonna grab my desk tight. and not gonna move anywhere. lol.
work gives me those yawns. O.O
aiya. jus leave the stuff as it is now.
im so tired to think abt it.
even though my financial status are kinda tight. bud im happy with what i have.
life is short. so better treasure it.
and i jus cant hold back my laughter. on my sniff sniff boyfriend. =D
oh right. he still blame me for catching a cold.
hahahaha.
finally. his turn to fall sick =X
im so evilly rubbish*
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Miss You
@ |5/20/2008 10:00:00 PM|
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Sunday, May 18, 2008
trust. me.
i was kinda amazed of the no. of hrs i spent @ home.
jus lazing around. lol.
bud hack. it was mainly due to de fact i needa save $$.
so i not realli into hanging out dis days.
its kinda terrible that ive onli ard $115 to spend on myself.
that is my salary minus $600 for my study fees.
minus another $200 for mummy.
$50 for my endowment plan.
$50 for my transportation.
$150 for my food supplies.
and minus another $9 of insurance cover and hp bills.
im left with onli $ 106. to be exact.
>.<"
credit card payments seems so helly for me .
haix. im so looking into other alternatives. for the extra income.
its seriously so impt of saving for the future. really.
im not broke. its jus the fact. that im bomebarded wif burdens,commitments that im kind of out of breath.
ive been surfing ard for investment plans. damn. i need the 21 years old mark .
deposit accounts bearing higher interest, like the step up account. tap & save.. etc.
and also those currency types.
unit trusts and blar blar.
saving alone isnt enuff. investments are essential.
starts young. thats the point (:
and ppl have been commenting abt the no. of plastic i have in my wallet.
lol. i jus received one yesterday. UOB's NOW card. its jus a replacement of my current UOB acc.
red in colour. bud full of discounts. lol.
cathay tix @ $6 again. and free popcorn for everypair of tix purchased. how interesting!
and it acts as an EZ-LINK too. jus like the citibank tap&save/SMART.
lol. very nice.
and back to back.
fully revitalised my body today.
its always so nice to spend some time to relax.
to have some time alone.
yell it out. theres much activities up in the calendar.
its time to party ppl (:
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Miss You
@ |5/18/2008 11:23:00 PM|
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Wednesday, May 14, 2008
a true fact.
oh finally. im somehow recovered from my weeks of sickness.
bud hack, QQ still mentioned abt susuki's stalled engine >.<"
back to back. it has been a drastic period since my april month end payroll.
was quite relief that everything is back to normal again.
returned my connection, fixed my computer. etc.
bud the no. 16th is cuming again.
payroll part 1 for the month of may.
n yeap. thanks those lovely ones for the concern (:
it was so contagious that everyone in my family took turn to fall sick.
more and more ppl are falling sick & taking MC back in my office.
even boss wants me to take a half day off to rest. lol.
- to stop spreading the sickness.
arks. finally im kicking good.
im adapting well at the office. everyday theres different scenario for me to tackle.
my section chiefs are quite nice too. offered me jackets as ive left mine back @ home.
and my AOM drove me ard for lunch (:
always laughing at each other for stupid stuffs. lol.
ohyup.
i so loved my 2 mummys okay! (:
i got my real mummy a pair of lovely pearl earrings
and knowing that my 2nd mummy is so rich and has everything.
i got her a very cute hello kitty balloon!! HAHA.
and a nice lunch @ ajisan.
haha.
on a final note. and in true fact.
its always so hard to find time together.
but im suddenly so excited abt the upcoming batam trip with nick.
lol. our seafood! seafood! (:
yesh. ive a very cute boyfriend actually <3
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Miss You
@ |5/14/2008 09:27:00 PM|
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Friday, May 09, 2008
susuki.
I think my company gonna banned me soon.
cos im too contagious.
ive been spreading the illness around and more ppl are falling sick with MCs.
if ive no payroll on hand, i would well be resting at home too.
and seriously, im superly uproared by the fact with my internet connection.
cancelled my connection and still wants me to do online application.
lets see next week..
if still dun reconnect. damn. i gonna confront boss abt this matter.
>.<"
and im so surprising shocked to know that my colleagues thought i went out with QQ.
when we seemed to left the office together.
lol. it jus seems so funny to me in the end.
its like an earthquake in textile centre.
bud seriously, we are still bickering with each other abt susuki and cherry QQ.
sounds idiot. bud hack.
bud i wish my 6th sense arnt right this time round.
we are jus quarrable colleagues .
thank goodness ive mat mat 2day.
so at least, today's work is fine.
and ive decided what to get for my 2 mummys (:
arks. im still sick.
and have no much intentions of going out.
spreading de illness to even more ppl.
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Miss You
@ |5/09/2008 11:44:00 PM|
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Tuesday, May 06, 2008
again and again.
i admit im feeling very depressed at this very moment.
im always trying my best to overcome the negative inputs. bud hack.
everyone has their limits.
i felt so hopeless of the stuffs happening around.
plus the sickness im enduring, i dont think i will make it this time..
im so seriously stressed out. with piles and piles of workload ive to clear.
im so feeling like im in debt with those work assigned.
im so feeling breathless.
im so coughing so badly that my back aches.
im so thinking that my bronchitis will get worst and lead to asthma.
im so feeling biten up by the fact of you people.
im so embedded with tons of insecurities.
once again.
i saw dr.insomnia chasing from behind.
and dr.depression running towards me.
even those medicine cant put me thru a good night sleep.
forgoodnesssake.you made me so wanna cry my eyes out..
you made me so wanna distant everyone.
and you made me so wanna say goodbye.
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Miss You
@ |5/06/2008 08:20:00 PM|
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