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feel like sleeping.. and neber wake up again.. hmm.. i realli like hearing stories.. still can rmb.. wj used to tell mi stories .. sometimes.. he even make up a story.. jus to make mi tired.. haha.. yea.. i live fer 16 years plus oreadi.. i've made many stories moiself.. think i'm gonna start telling moi story in moi next blog.. 2gether wif moi results.. hee.. exciting monday! alright.. de smell of dewberry is so nice.. i'm falling asleep soon.. wan an fer now.. to all moi frens.. do take care.. =) Miss You @ |2/28/2005 01:22:00 AM| Thursday, February 24, 2005
mayb.. i've lost moi sense.. i'm not worried or scared abt de results at all.. not that i'm overly confident.. bud.. mayb.. results seems unimportant to mi.. in fact.. nth seems impt fer mi.. i've had no goals or targets.. i'm jus living fer each day.. yup.. initially was quite excited abt de results.. wondering how i fare after i've put in moi uptmost effort.. its jus a slip of paper.. it surely wun eat mi up ya? bud it may make ppl cry or happy.. well.. i gonna b cheerful dis monday.. its not that i'm puting up a strong front.. bud.. its that.. everyone has their limits.. everyone has diff strength in each other area.. i know.. i dun belong to de intelligent section.. well.. dun think i will produce any good results thu.. bud hav decided to go celebrate fer de results.. ppl might say i'm crazy.. bud i dun wanna care.. i will b happy fer wadever results i will b receiving.. mayb becos i've gone thru alot.. thats y.. i dun giv results a damn anymore.. i went thru experience that moi peers dun during dis 2 years.. i've let down moi tears more den most of moi peers.. sometimes.. i realli felt that i'm realli old.. so tired & exhausted.. from struggling..crying.. most of moi frens dun agree of moi theory thu.. & wads de point of being sad over results?? its over! and u could do nth abt it.. its definitely not de end to those results that didnt meet de targets.... theres still a long way.. we mus not jus give up now~ i do believe i'm not good in studies.. bud mayb.. i hav moi strengths in other area.. and can u imagine? de whole whole filled wif all intelligent ppl? its crazy! well hopefullly.. dis cuming monday.. will b a fine day fer everyone thu.. i dun wanna see any of moi frens being sad.. hmm.. to all moi frens receiving results dis cuming monday.. be BRAVE! we will survie! =) i love all of u.. (",) *poppo's theory #1: live fer not jus yourself.. do think of others.. it wil thus make yor life more beautiful* Miss You @ |2/24/2005 10:48:00 PM| Saturday, February 19, 2005
i truely had a great time spending wif moi frens in de past.. doing lame & funny things together.. and it seems that.. everyone was mentioning abt moi laughter.. hee.. a laughter that can made ppl laugh as well.. hee~ still can rmb de 3f chalet thingy.. hee.. we ppl luff over a beri stupid thing.. "chilli sauce!!!" hahaha! we r realli hav an intense luffing session.. (^.O) etc.. etc.. it jus goes a long way.. well.. 2day after work went to sam yick shop.. spend lots of time there.. jus by looking at rabbits! hee.. dun blame mi.. i jus loves animals.. =) de bunny so ke ai.. realli wan it so much.. at de price of $84.. hee.. hse alreadi gt a white rabbit le.. bro brought home one.. quite fierce.. i dun dare cuddle him.. ho~ moi hse realli gonna turn into an animal shelter soon.. st de moment.. gt 5 cats..turtles..goldfishes..& rabbit.. haiya.. i'm so sad.. i lose moi anklet & broke moi bracelet during chinese new year.. =( both is a gift from moi frens.. hai.. still searching hard fer moi anklet.. realli hoping to find it back.. cos i realli like it alot.. alright.. wanna see de chingay i shall make a move first.. =) Miss You @ |2/19/2005 09:13:00 PM| Friday, February 18, 2005
i will neber ferget de annoucement made last year.. it breaks many peoples' heart.. including mi.. saw many tears & sadness zhiwei.. i miss you.. you will always b moi best mahjong partner.. no one will b able to replace u.. u bring happiness to many ppl in de past.. i thank god.. fer knowing u.. u r truely a great fren.. i respect yor decision.. mayb god need u more den we do.. no matter where u r.. i hope that u r happy.. =) in de past.. many ppl ask mi.. y i have a funny nick.. called " quack tiao~ " .. i'm always beri sad to answer that.. it will made mi think of de great times spent 2gether during de chalet.. i thank u fer giving mi such a nice & unique nick.. thats y.. until now.. i still use it as moi msn's nick.. however.. everything had happen.. i mus still go on.. 2day.. i've left a rose fer u.. i hope that u are peaceful & happy now.. well.. i realli miss moi frens.. esp 2f & 4e pals.. hee.. so nice to see some of them 2day.. i 2day finally eat de kfc's "8 bao he".. i share wif huijun.. haha.. we 5 ppl.. mi..huijun..tkk..zhewei..kanghong.. one left after de another..so in de end.. left mi & zhewei.. haha! after so many months.. he still as lame & stupid to mi.. haha! =X we recall many funny moments in klass .. so *nice.. and he even dare to say.. " after i've change moi seat to yor side.. i;ve learnt nothing in klass!" hee.. mayb quite true la.. we always play & joke in klass.. haha.. realli nice to b his xiao shi mei.. even thu he everyday trip mi.. lolZ! hav a great time suaning him abt his tuitions.. & always saying sorry to mi.. lol! made mi realli LOL.. i last time always luff until de neighbour klass hear de dao.. haha.. too powerful~.. =X & recalling of moi klass's nice memories.. it goes a long long way.. its like.. u cant see an end to it.. hehe.. 2day.. realli hav a good time talking to him.. he is realli a top lamer ! no one wins him.. =) 2day hse having family dinner.. quite nice oh.. long long time no like tt le.. both bro bringing thier galfrens home.. & as usual.. we play daidee.. hehe.. so gao xiao.. even made a bet.. if a person lose 5 rounds.. mus go downstairs and shout .. " wo shi wang ba dan!! " lol.. 2nd bro realli pro in daidee.. can win all de way one.. haha.. alright.. 2day's quite a nice day oh.. not like yesterday.. i dun wanna think of it anymore.. i wan to b happier!~ =) and also thanks uncle.. fer lending a listening ear.. hee.. (^.O) Miss You @ |2/18/2005 11:12:00 PM| Wednesday, February 16, 2005
i've decided to stay in sakae sushi fer de moment until i get moi incentive fer de month.. $170.. thats quite much oh.. so... i mus tolerate a few more weeks... hee.. jus now at work.. xiao ming treat mi eat watermelon.. lol! so much.. somemore wif salt! it taste quite strange oh.. lolz.. that xiao ming arh.. treat mi as de fotune cat.. stupid~! i realli look forward to 2day's work.. cos i finally work early.. for de past 7 days.. i've been working like a mad duck.. like i've lost moi sense.. nvm la.. de terrible days will b ending soon.. =) ah bao went to look fer mi in de morning.. so happy! lolz.. *nice*.. saw her wif shanna.. so after work.. i went to find them.. =) and ner.. went to sam yick.. ask whether gt job anot.. lolz.! den sun bian buy some hay fer de rabbit.. =) and ya.. results gonna out next week.. hee.. faster faster! jus chat wif wj.. hmm.. sounds like he miss home.. lolz.. chat alot.. like in de past like tt.. use to chat wif him almost everyday.. even when preparing for exams .. etc.. and he ask mi sth.. asking mi wad was moi happiest moment last year.. i think abt it.. realli hard to say.. not many.. jus a few ones.. one is at de swensens.. wif meihui they all ppl.. luff here n there.. de other.. is watching aeroplane wif shi fu.. and of cos! de playing atmospher in moi klass! hee.. =P .. inlcudng moi burfday.. grad day.. and chalet~!i long long time didn't hav a great luff le.. miss moi frens.. who shared so many jokes and funny moments together.. =) and wj was saying mi so childish .. so old le.. still mad abt ice cream alot.. and was saying mi so dumb.. to watch aeroplane.. . lolz.. mayb is i stupid.. cos i wan to see how de aeroplae keep his wheels..hee.. and i really know de answer finally!! lol.. and was asking him .. de meaning of cute.. lolz.. i'm realli dumb arh today.. lolz.. cos everytime ppl say someone cute.. i always dun agree wif that person.. to mi.. is realli difficult to b a cute person.. since now.. think onli 2 of moi frens are considered "cute" and they are meihui & kin.. lolz.. meihui is realli a cute pig i mus say~ and kin.. i dunno.. he realli seems cute to mi.. and thru de conversation.. he seems that he is not returning at de moment.. ... think thats it.. wan an~ Miss You @ |2/16/2005 11:56:00 PM| Monday, February 14, 2005
i've actually made up moi mind to quit moi job.. bud ner..i fergot to bring moi resignation letter.. and before that.. de computer hang up twice when i'm typing de letter.. and can u believe tt? moi manager dun let mi quit.. becos of shortage of staff.. she wan mi to work until end of march.. =( haiya.. i dun wanna care alreadi.. i mus quit.. i mus rest.. i mus.. i've been tending de whole tepanyaki from morning till night.. it's no human jobs.. its realli a torture.. some of de customers jus realli annoyed mi.. =( and in de end.. i vent moi frustration in de kitchen.. lolz.. and even de chef today.. ben and super mario.. cook until their hand became jelly.. we 3.. de poor souls.. so at de end of de day.. i peel orange.. and we 3 share and eat.. haha.. funny moment~ its de busiest monday i've work.. its valentines day oh~ de queve didn't stop until de last order of de day.. many times of de day.. i work until i feel like crying.. i'm realli tired out.. . . walk past swensens.. its realli romantic there.. candlelight on every table.. and most of de lights were switch off.. so thats de reason.. i like going to swensens.. in de past.. i always eat swensens wif wj.. its realli nice.. sweet.. .. i cant b dreaming again.. i gotta wake up.. wj might be back soon fer de results.. and i realli look forward for that day.. i realli miss him.. and for moi results.. i realli done moi best.. no matter wad kind of results i get.. i will b happy.. =) i love de sea,,, i love de breeze,,, to be in a yatch in a sea wif moi loved one ... no disturbance.. jus the two of us.. =) no fishing.. jus enjoy de breeze together.. .. .. *so nice* i'm dreaming.. hee hee.. kk.. i head back to moi bed soon soon.. i look forward to wednesday!.. (^.O) Happy valentine day to all ~ Miss You @ |2/14/2005 11:56:00 PM| Saturday, February 12, 2005
even though dis new year was beri different from last year.. bud.. think its still not bad ba.. cos 2 of moi relative pass away.. which makes a big difference.. 2nd day of cny .. and i'm alreadi at moi workplace.. =( so cham arh.. so fast start work.. haiya... no choice.. service line de jobs jiu shi like tt one.. bud nvm la.. gt some ang paos from de aunties and managers there.. hee.. den moi area manager quite cute one.. she gave mi $5 + a singapore sweep ticket.. haha! de no. is 2527826.. hee.. nice number.. i like it.. hopefully i strike one of de prizes! de draw date is 2nd of march oh.. haha.. frens do remind mi to check de papers.. lolz.. hmm.. didn't hav much ang pao money... jus abt $200 plus.. last time still can get double de amount.. plus... lolz.. nvm la.. next time i jiu giv ang pao le.. =X 2nd day of new year.. was quite okay fer mi at de workplace.. kin working FULL to earn money for his bike.. lolz.. cos double pay on tt day.. he seems to b quite lazy one.. bud actually he's a beri fast worker.. haha.. gold runner oh.. somemore he work in many outlets fer many years le.. we all quite no mood to work de.. many shops are close.. so thats why.. no more food court.. everyone was eating chicken rice from de market.. lolz.. yesterday.. was jus a normal busy day~ hee.. 2day was okay fer mi.. bud tired! work from 4 till closing.. i tot i was late 2day oh.. so i walk so fast .. den in de end.. i reach moi workplace.. i tired arh..! lolz.. den ah tze tot outside raining.. cos i sweat abit.. lol! den when i was tying moi hair.. tt super mario use his apron and cover moi whole head! lol! i tot who arh! long time to see him le.. quite surprised he working today.. lolz.. haiya.. so sad arh.. i runner 2day again.. pairing wif zw.. =( seems that everytime i pair wif him i will get angry one.. realli dun understand him arh.. so busy le.. still toking rubbish to mi.. made mi so mad! lolz.. bud nvm la.. one piece of fried tofu save de day! haha.. cos gt one extra plate of tofu.. so i share wif ah tze in de kitchen.. lol! mi like thief like tt.. den in de end.. bei zw see dao.. lolz.. den later jiu eat one gyoza.. bei one customer see dao.. cos i guan ming zhen dao eat in front of them! lol.. yen & xiang say mi arh! hahha.. den ner.. when doing duty.. gt one more chawanmushi.. lolz..i was washing trays.. den i say i later wan to eat.. bud ner arh.. after 2 second.. de chawanmushi disapper le.. lol! den xiang say is zw eat le.. den i quite sad abt it de.. cos i realli hungry.. .. den tt xiang say i gong one.. he put de chawanmushi on top of de steamer.. lolz.. bluff mi! waste moi sadness.. haha! phew! i'm so damn tired.. 2moro will b worst.. i wokring FULL! =( scare moi leg viens will swell again.. so i'm gonna hav moi rest soon.. and also.. happy chinese new year to everyone oh~.. and fer moi wishes dis year.. hmm.. i wan to b happier.. more laughter.. more $$ .. more ice cream!! hee.. and mayb someone to realli take care of mi.. =) and also.. de singapore sweep..! i wanna strike rich!! HAHA! GOOD NITE !! Miss You @ |2/12/2005 11:47:00 PM| Monday, February 07, 2005
lol.. jaren made mi vomit blood in msn .. bud soon recovered.. haha and den went to tampines wif zi..jaren & uncle.. we went to play arcade oh.. play de daytona.. lol.. heng arh.. i'm not de last.. 2nd among all.. eh.. not bad oh~.. i mus train hard.. mus beat uncle someday.. and u imagine? becos we dun hav any more games to play.. i go play fishing.. lol! along de game.. i play until beri jing zhang! lol.. i was sweating oh.. a beri stupid game lai de actually.. bud quite fun la.. hahaha! and i waste so much $$ sia.. use 5 coins = $2.50 and next.. we went to swensens!! yea! one of moi favourite rest. long time no go le... haha.. jus so happy to b there.. loves their ice cream.. esp de sticky chewy chocolate.. eating ice cream will definitely brighten up moi day oh.. de power of ice cream is jus too great! =) i ordered breaded chicken.. nice nice! heez.. realli enjoy de food there.. den jus now say i wan to hav a menu.. den de manager came to us wif a bill.. lol! we stun diao.. haha.. and den we shared a topless five ice cream.. i choose all flavours related to chocolate de.. den that jaren! choose a strawberry! den i on de spot use de menu and hit his head.. den de waiter also bei shocked dao.. lol.. actually we wanna order a firehouse birthday ice cream.. hehe.. early celebration fer uncle.. quite stupid de.. his burfday is at may! haha.. den arh.. when eating de ice cream.. jaren & uncle so disgusting one.. lol.. wan to feed each other.. den dunno y.. zi suddenly bang his head to de window~.. muahah.. so all de while.. i kept blaming jaren fer choosing de strawberry flavour.. cos his flavour ruin de whole bowl of ice cream! den that zi stir and mix de leftovers.. mix until looks like a soup.. den we demand jaren to drink all up.. lol! lol.. we paying $$ also wan to make a fuss.. suddenly jaren's visa fly n land on de floor.. lol.. so embarrasing sia.. den when de waiter cum.. uncle jia jia take all de $$ from his wallet to pay.. lol.. make it so much like he treating all of us.. bud actually mi & zi before that giv him de $$ le.. =) and yup.. we headed home.. bud i went look fer moi family at paya leba.. they buying new year goodies.. heehee.. last minute shopping.. was difficult to find time to shop 2gether.. hmm.. thats fer it now.. to b true.. i'm realli tired arh.. 2moro will b a rushing day fer mi.. morning going back mjr to look fer teachers.. den i needa rush to work.. start work at 12 and end at 6.30.. and after work still needa rush to ah ma's hse fer reunion dinner.. i'm bound to b late one.. can u imagine de time needa to travel from parkway to redhill? .. i mus comfort moiself.. ahha.. Miss You @ |2/07/2005 11:42:00 PM|
haha.. i first time saw him treating ppl.. hmm.. think since working.. he turn generous lo~.. haha.. i went to work wif a happy yuppie mood.. bud soon.. i turn to moi usual workstyle..i also dunno y..i see zw jiu sian half le..hai.. i long long time didn't hav a great luff le.. still can rmb.. is de past.. in 4e.. every small little joke i can luff like crazy.. luff until 4f hear moi luffing.. haha.. now realli no more le.. it cant de de neighbpur rest. hear moi luffing oh.. haha! jus now chating wif uncle abt de incest thingy... made mi think abt mama & son.. papa & daug.. shi fu & tu er.. shi mu & tu er..sis & bro.. etc.. etc.. lol.. still can rmb.. last year i gt say if such things happen.. needa go pig's basket.. haha! think i watch too much movies le.. should b dun need one.. everyone have their right to find their own happiness.. =) hai.. dunno y de.. moi workplace de ppl all say i beri good life.. is that true? half true ba.. i keep saying that i wishing fer 12 big brothers! haha! cos they 12 ppl can form a gang and protect mi from harm.. =X i'm dreaming! lol.. so in de end.. everyone say i siao de.. haha.. and jus now listening to fish leong's de love songs.. i can feel moi heart breaking.. de song is so meaningful.. and de SHE's :bie shuo dui bu qi:.. i actually gt addicted to it.. realli nice n meaningfull.. and also found a nice phrase.." if u love a person.. put his happiness on de first place.. if u dun love him.. even how much force will make it useless" and becos of dis.. lots of sweet memories flow back onto moi mind.. =) i will cherish those beautiful & sweet memories.. i gotta b strong oh~ cant b like last year.. (^.O) thats it.. wan an.. Miss You @ |2/07/2005 02:57:00 AM| Sunday, February 06, 2005
lol.. actually felt quite sian i runner 2day de.. cos i yesterday also runner.. bud thank god! moi partner is kin! lol.. was rumored to b de fastest runner in de outlet.. lolz.. and it was true oh.. there was no food jam on a saturday night~ he realli is de *jing pai runner* lol.. 2day so good.. no yusheng was being served! lol.. mi n kin still blur blur abt serving yusheng.. =X hmm.. still find his hair beri funny.. lol.. n still can rmb.. last time christmas present from mama he choose a lamb magnet.. lol.. den he say he rather choose a pig.. is better to b a pig~! lol.. and btw.. i'm de pig magnet owner.. =) haiya.. i'm so dead tired 2day.. i gonna head to moi bed beri soon.. let dis b a short post~.. =) Miss You @ |2/06/2005 01:10:00 AM| Saturday, February 05, 2005
i jus kept thinking of de past.. those beautiful & black memories of moi life.. i think that last year.. i went thru alot of bad times that i wasn't prepared fer.. those that i wish i wasn't involved in it.. things was in a mess fer mi last year.. lots of things happen .. i thot 2004 was a good year for mi to start off wif.. neber in moi life did i expect moi fren to leave jus like tt.. all in a few months.. i lost 3 of moi loved ones.. till now.. i truely miss them.. bad things jus happen one after another.. i didn't have any time to stand back again.. things jus happen too suddenly.. it was de year that moi heart breaks often.. of cos.. i wun forget the days when i jus couldn't help bud thot of leaving everyone behind.. mayb.. it will remain as a april fool's joke in ppl's mind.. that was de days when i jus coudn't take it anymore.. as i dun see any reason to be luffing again.. bud thank god. . 3 ppl save mi.. i wun forget the efforts that they had made.. bud somehow.. i still needa thanks them.. =) from it.. i truely learnt alot.. i even made some theories fer moiself.. haha.. yup.. i agree.. i tends to b zui ying xin run.. n that has cause mi fall into a hot soup a few times.. well.. i realli hope to change.. think i should b more truthful in de future.. i should care more about other's feelings and thoughts.. and of cos 2004 has moi best memories.. =) in 4e.. i found so many connecting relations.. haha.. from a big family to a river's neighbours.. lolz.. had so much fun all de while.. esp moi river neighbours.. zi..jaren..zhewei..fangrui.. haha.. i'm so proud to b a crab in de river! hahahah.. and of cos still gt moi buddha.. enlighten mi in playing ping pong.. hee.. nice game~! and along the months.. also acknowledge a cousin.. tu er..shi fu.. da shi xiong.. uncle.. didi.. etc.. many many more.. made mi hav moi greatest luff actually.. even though sometimes wendy is true that even though theres tears in moi eyes when i'm luffing.. i truely enjoy in de company of moi frens.. i thanks them all fer de great memories that they had given mi.. its priceless.. and so.. even thu i've lost so much.. i does gain from moi other side.. i jus needa look more positively in moi life.. take things wif a smile~! =) n even thu wj bluff mi all de way till de last week.. i wun hate him.. everyone's has his own reason in doing anything.. bud at least.. he made things clear before he left.. n from it.. i truely know de whole picture.. bud neber mind.. 2005 oredi arrive.. i will treasure all de great memories made.. cherish all moi loved ones.. and also thanking de 3 of them.. tu er.. shi fu.. rj.. if not.. i wun b writing dis post.. =) Miss You @ |2/05/2005 01:06:00 AM| Thursday, February 03, 2005
i'm jus plain too tired.... 18th feb is approaching.. i know that everyone rmb dis day.. mayb they jus wan to let it pass.. mayb they jus dun wanna mention it.. mayb becos of dis.. i felt that i'm avoiding zw lately.. i jus dun want to talk to him like before.. i think.. i'm jus too sensitive : found too many coincidents that i jus cant believe.. well.. i haven made moi leaving decision yet.. i told some ppl that i will b leaving.. some say is quite wasted.. some encouraged mi.. i'm abit lost.. mayb.. i jus need some more time.. haiya.. 2moro eileen's birthday.. bud she is not working.. =( bud i had bought her a present n put it in de locker le.. is a beri cute de piggy.. lol.. i like it so much sia.. think i go get one also... haha! hmm.. 2moro sure sian one.. dun feel like seeing those 3 person.. =( mayb.. everyone jus leave mi alone fer some time. Miss You @ |2/03/2005 10:05:00 PM| Tuesday, February 01, 2005
hmm.. went out wif zi to tampines.. lol.. saw moi didi fangrui & shulin there too.. dunno y they are there also.. lolz.. lol.. jus now i beri hungry.. wan to eat '8 bao her'.. lao eh.. that zi la.. say not hungry.. wan to eat it so much sia.. from tampines to simei i kept mentioning de '8 bao her' .. think zi hear until mad wif mi le la.. haha.. we shop ard.. also bought some bread n drinks fer ying..den also went best denki.. look fer moi uncle tze shuen.. lolz.. he like working until beri restless.. saw him hugging a pot! LOL! alamak.. ying down wif dengue fever arh.. now in hospital.. infact is both her bro n sis also hospitalised.. lolz.. so cham.. her mum so poor thing.. need to run abt in de hospital.. went to visit ying wif zi & huijun.. we bought her daisy flowers..lol.. beri nice.. jus hope ying will recover soon.. she cant miss her chinese new year~.. also arh.. jus now in ying's ward gt one funny guy.. lol.. gt super thick hair one.. den kept asking where the patient (ying) is.. lol.. den we kept telling her she is de ladies.. lol.. we even bluff him we 3 were siblings.. haha! haiya.. actually 2day wan buy chinese new year goodies one.. bud cum back home too late le.. thursday den go buy.. haiz.. 2moro will b a sian day fer mi.. need to work from 1 till 1030.. =( realli dun like this timing.. will made mi realli exhausted at de end of de day.. hmm.. bud nvm la.. will get to see dai dee queen tomoro.. she sick also.. hope she's getting better.. =) hopefully.. 2moro will b a happy day.. =) *praying hard* Miss You @ |2/01/2005 10:45:00 PM| |