2004
.. i jus cant get to sleep.. i dunno why..
i jus kept thinking of de past.. those beautiful & black memories of moi life..
i think that last year.. i went thru alot of bad times that i wasn't prepared fer.. those that i wish i wasn't involved in it.. things was in a mess fer mi last year..
lots of things happen ..
i thot 2004 was a good year for mi to start off wif.. neber in moi life did i expect moi fren to leave jus like tt.. all in a few months.. i lost 3 of moi loved ones.. till now.. i truely miss them..
bad things jus happen one after another.. i didn't have any time to stand back again.. things jus happen too suddenly.. it was de year that moi heart breaks often..
of cos.. i wun forget the days when i jus couldn't help bud thot of leaving everyone behind.. mayb.. it will remain as a april fool's joke in ppl's mind.. that was de days when i jus coudn't take it anymore.. as i dun see any reason to be luffing again..
bud thank god. . 3 ppl save mi.. i wun forget the efforts that they had made.. bud somehow.. i still needa thanks them.. =)
from it.. i truely learnt alot.. i even made some theories fer moiself.. haha..
yup.. i agree.. i tends to b zui ying xin run.. n that has cause mi fall into a hot soup a few times.. well.. i realli hope to change.. think i should b more truthful in de future.. i should care more about other's feelings and thoughts..
and of cos 2004 has moi best memories.. =)
in 4e.. i found so many connecting relations.. haha..
from a big family to a river's neighbours.. lolz.. had so much fun all de while..
esp moi river neighbours.. zi..jaren..zhewei..fangrui.. haha.. i'm so proud to b a crab in de river! hahahah.. and of cos still gt moi buddha.. enlighten mi in playing ping pong.. hee.. nice game~!
and along the months.. also acknowledge a cousin.. tu er..shi fu.. da shi xiong.. uncle.. didi.. etc.. many many more.. made mi hav moi greatest luff actually..
even though sometimes wendy is true that even though theres tears in moi eyes when i'm luffing.. i truely enjoy in de company of moi frens.. i thanks them all fer de great memories that they had given mi.. its priceless..
and so.. even thu i've lost so much.. i does gain from moi other side.. i jus needa look more positively in moi life.. take things wif a smile~! =)
n even thu wj bluff mi all de way till de last week.. i wun hate him.. everyone's has his own reason in doing anything.. bud at least.. he made things clear before he left.. n from it.. i truely know de whole picture..
bud neber mind.. 2005 oredi arrive.. i will treasure all de great memories made.. cherish all moi loved ones..
and also thanking de 3 of them.. tu er.. shi fu.. rj..
if not.. i wun b writing dis post.. =)
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Miss You
@ |2/05/2005 01:06:00 AM|
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