wad am i doing??
wad am i doing? wads de big deal of de o level results splashing out dis cuming monday?
mayb.. i've lost moi sense.. i'm not worried or scared abt de results at all..
not that i'm overly confident..
bud.. mayb..
results seems unimportant to mi..
in fact.. nth seems impt fer mi.. i've had no goals or targets.. i'm jus living fer each day..
yup.. initially was quite excited abt de results.. wondering how i fare after i've put in moi uptmost effort..
its jus a slip of paper.. it surely wun eat mi up ya? bud it may make ppl cry or happy.. well.. i gonna b cheerful dis monday.. its not that i'm puting up a strong front.. bud.. its that.. everyone has their limits.. everyone has diff strength in each other area..
i know.. i dun belong to de intelligent section..
well.. dun think i will produce any good results thu.. bud hav decided to go celebrate fer de results.. ppl might say i'm crazy.. bud i dun wanna care.. i will b happy fer wadever results i will b receiving..
mayb becos i've gone thru alot.. thats y.. i dun giv results a damn anymore..
i went thru experience that moi peers dun during dis 2 years..
i've let down moi tears more den most of moi peers..
sometimes.. i realli felt that i'm realli old.. so tired & exhausted.. from struggling..crying..
most of moi frens dun agree of moi theory thu..
& wads de point of being sad over results?? its over! and u could do nth abt it.. its definitely not de end to those results that didnt meet de targets.... theres still a long way.. we mus not jus give up now~ i do believe i'm not good in studies.. bud mayb.. i hav moi strengths in other area..
and can u imagine? de whole whole filled wif all intelligent ppl? its crazy!
well hopefullly.. dis cuming monday.. will b a fine day fer everyone thu.. i dun wanna see any of moi frens being sad..
hmm.. to all moi frens receiving results dis cuming monday.. be BRAVE! we will survie! =)
i love all of u.. (",)
*poppo's theory #1: live fer not jus yourself.. do think of others.. it wil thus make yor life more beautiful*
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Miss You
@ |2/24/2005 10:48:00 PM|
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