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Thursday, March 31, 2005

a nice break~


i jus received a msg..

" erm.. i will b back on the 17th ..
look forward to this day k? :) "

well.. i haven reply yet..
should b.. i dunno wad to reply..

2moro's moi off day.. & its april fool day.. :(
kinda felt restless dis few days.. mayb.. i jus need a break..
even students hav term breaks.. workers also mus hav a break ya..

so..
i will b having a long sleep 2moro probably.. do wad i always wanted to do..
for de first time .. i'm switching off moi handphone..
dun wish to receive any calls or message..
i wun b online too..

i jus needa some rest..

no worry.. i wun disappear.. :)

[poppo's theory #5 : LAUGH more! it will actually make u a happier & healthier person.. :)]



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Miss You
@ |3/31/2005 11:54:00 PM|
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

listening to : peng you

i'm still suggesting..
to rear small fish in xiao ming's mug.. =X
abit stupid la.. haha..
bud its fer de fun of it la.. :)
bud its also not beri nice to use his mug la.. haha..
later he no mug to drink water.. lolz.
hmm.. bud.. it will b real fun to rear..
bud sadly la.. i'm leaving soon.. so if realli rear fish.. later still dunno wad happen to de fish.

adelia leaving on tomoro flight.. :(
sad la.. will miss her.. haiz..
make mi think of wj again.. i quite regret i didn;t send him off..
bud.. now regret also useless la.. so long le.. sian le..
so.. i dun wan to hav any regrets anymore...
i will b sending her off 2moro.. =)

..
theres this sad song.. that will make mi cry..
i'm listening to it now..

i miss him.




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Miss You
@ |3/29/2005 11:40:00 PM|
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Monday, March 28, 2005

moi decision..


alright.. i'm gonna start off wif saturday..
hmm.. yea~ after work went 4e bbq at ecp.. supposed to b bbq.. bud i came out wif de idea of watching midnight movie instead.. =X
haha.. zi also suggests it.. lolz.. great minds think alike huh? =)
so.. we 4 ppl make our way to ecp.. mi..zi .. fr & uncle..
went there fer awhile.. den went ps to watch movie..
we.. 13 ppl.. shared 3 cabs..
lolz.. de last cab was a farnie one.. lolz..
consists of 5 crazy ppl plus one driver..
we were like crapping non stop wif de driver uncle.... we realli had a great luff inside.. =P
saw wenna & bro there..
we ppl actualli intend to watch de eye..
buden.. its FULL.. =X
so.. we had a difficult time choosing wad we wanna watch..
from boogeyman to miss congeniality 2.. lolz..
we realli crazy..
haha..
choosing tickets also wan to b crazy..
we were choosing our tix until we r happy abt it.. its kinda fun actually :)
lolz.. we even suggest to line up b4 we go in.. easier to sit also.. haha! yea.. sitting wif zi & kenneth.. lolz.. zi was like so fed up wif her sit huh? thats becos yf was pestering her all de while.. lolz..
& that kenneth.. lolz.. scare mi in de middle of de movie..
jus becos.. he was alreadi sleeping.. even dreaming! omg! haha..
de movie.. miss congeniality 2 was okay la.. supposed to b comedy.. bud it wasnt as farnie as i thot la.. lolz.. mayb.. theres no popcorn! =X
den ner.. hmm..
we 13 ppl... crazy enuff.. after watching movie.. thats abt 4 .30 am? yea..
walked all de way from plaza sing to kallang mrt.. lol!
realli mad la..
walked thru de art museum.. suntec.. nicoll highway.. lolz!
walked fer more den an hr..
we 13 ppl seems to b problematic kids arh.. haha!
it was kinda a good experience la.. haha.. neber walked in de midnight fer so long.. lol!
& .. on de way.. meli jog/run home.. !!
we were kinda shocked la.. bud.. she wanted..
we actually intend to eat breakfast at kallang mac when it opens at 7.. bud..
when we were approaching.. some of them took bus n went home le..
mayb.. jus too tired la.. lolz..
so mi? i took cab home..thats 6am from kallang mrt.. reach home.. shower & sleep..
too tired la.. haha..
woke up early again.. to work.. at 11am~ haiz.
so damn tired.. bud not as tired as last time.. that time dunno many chalets & camps.. gt mi zi & ying.. we were so tired that we were like collapsing.. lol~
so on sunday.. so tired..
i didn;t laugh or tok much.. den everyone was asking.. "wads wrong wif u today huh?" lolz..
i alreadi so tired.. & they plan mi to do tepan in de morning & runner in de evening.. realli wan moi life!
bud lucky la.. gt terrence!! lozl..
help mi prepare ice coffee!! thats strong enuff to make mi tok & luff again.. ahha!

& ya.. 2day mondAY.. lolz.. it was adelia's last day.. so sad la.. will realli miss her..
& after work.. went to watch de eye at tamp.. wif zi fr n uncle.. yea.. we 4 again.. lol..
& de movie.. it was not scary at all! lolz.. it was so farnie la.. haha!! we jus keep on luffing,.. lol!!
er.. den .. went home.. mi n fr quiet stun at wad uncle did.. lol!
moi best wishes fer them la.. HA! =)


thot alot dis few days.. i hav realli lots of regrets..
i ought to b true to moiself..
i cannot b zui ying xin run anymore..
i shouldnt had act blur all those while..
everyone has de right to fight fer their own happiness..
one should never giv up or let down..
once it had missed.. gotta wait a long time again..

i've made up moi mind actaully..
not to wait fer wj anymore..
jus hope that..
he will find his true happiness at aus..

& i do hope.. moi dreams will cum true.. i wun forget de realli sweet dreams..felt realli in wonderland.. :)
if ever.. even wif a msg..

[poppo's theory #4 : life is already short.. so dun make it shorter~]






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Miss You
@ |3/28/2005 11:56:00 PM|
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Saturday, March 26, 2005

thief & shooter


hmm.. wad a good friday! made mi so damn tired! lolz..
suddenly felt like quiting again.. dunno y la..
beri sian dis few days.. if ppl notice..
mayb..
its becos of de JAE posting..
to b true..
i'm realli sad abt it..
realli sad when someone ask mi where i was posted to.. which course & skool..
realli sad to say.. i'm unsuccessful..

anyone to realli console mi? hai..
it would b great if he is de one..
bud..
he knew nth abt it.. :(
i haven heard abt him fer weeks..
seems like history gonna take place again.. :(
dunno y la..
sad things always happen before april starts..
jus like last year..
its de same old kind of sad thingy.. :(

i'm always wondering..
wad if..
moi last year april fool joke became a real thing..

hai..
so sad..

he realli a thief.. cos..
he had stolen moi heart..
& i'm a bad shooter..
cos..
i'm always missing him~

& .. i'm gonna make moi decision soon..

well.. gotta catch many sleep..
will b spending moi weekend at both workplace & ECP..
gonna stay over..

nitz frenz..





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Miss You
@ |3/26/2005 12:52:00 AM|
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Thursday, March 24, 2005

unsucessful~

yea.. back from blogging again..
jus too sian & tired dis few days..
all becos of de JAE posting results & appealing....

didn't get enuff sleep lately.. travelling ard spore to appeal..
& i amlost slept in every trains & buses..
i'm jus too unlucky.. thats it~..
dun wanna explain again..
everyone jus dun believe.. moi JAE application was unsuccessful..
haiya.. so sian when thinking of that.. jus moi luck..
well..
life is all filled wif many ups & downs.. i jus gonna accept it la..
at least.. i know..
thats still frens ard mi.. willing to help when i'm in need.. much thanks to yingz & ziz~ =)
well.. i jus gonna b patient.. waiting fer de appeal results.. & de htmae..
going fer interview next week.. moi last chance of getting into htm.. wish mi luck!
&..
ya.. saw fab & wt at tp.. haha.. they too were shocked abt moi JAE outcome..
so.. went np wif wt .. nice to go wif her la.. orelse.. i sian until die le.. :)
saw eileen in de train when going to work.. lol! she took the wrong train.. !! haha!

i'm turning into panda again.. oh no!
was so tired & sleepy during working hrs..hardly able to open moi eyes..
& ya.. i'm afraid of being runner again..
its not abt food jam..
its that.. de cooks are always bullying mi.. yesterday even attempt to lock mi inside de cookhse.. kaoz! lolz.. even throw de tanuki & bits at mi.. :(
the 3 crazy cooks yesterday..
(^-^) --> loon
(:o) --> xiang
(@..@) --> tze

=P

[poppo's theory #3 : one's existance is someone's power of living..]




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Miss You
@ |3/24/2005 09:04:00 PM|
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

i'm still waiting


erm.. dis few days abit of tired of blogging..
not sian.. jus plain tired from working..

well.. thinking of yesterday.. wad a sunday!
lolz.. afternoon went bugis wif adelia..fr..uncle.. b4 going to work..
haha.. yeah~! we r de S-4 (stupid-4) =X
& at work.. saw hun yeen & company.. meihui & company..
lolz.. so happy to see them arh.. *nice*
even gt a small scolding cos i count wrong plate.. its alright la.. haha.. quite get used to it of counting fewer plates to customers.. =X
PIG!! its okay!! =)

erm.. at night went fer makan at circuitrd wif s-4 PPL.. =)
eat until so tired.. went home straight head to bed.. lolz.

& today? er.. monday = supose to de slacking day ark.
bud dunno y 2day quite busy ark.. somemore i runner..
lolz.. lucky still can managed..
& jus now.. so damn farnie..
mi & uncle at de counter seats after work..
i'm playing wif de tongs.. & he was toking to mi abt tomro's prog..
haha.. he kept toking to mi wif repeated sentence..
& i kept repeating moi own out of topic sentence.. lol..
& that was like.. we both were tooking to cow/wall.. loL!
& uncle gt so fed-up sia.. LOL!
i didn;t realli know y ark.. not delibratley de.. mayb i concentrating moi thoughts too much arh..
& when we were walking home.. he told mi about it.. & it was soo farnie la.. i was like luffing at de roadside.. LOl!

YA.. & thats how a whole day ended..
happy that 2moro moi of day.. =)
bud kinda sad that 2moro posting will b out.. =(
dunno where i will end up at..
onli scared that i cant get into de 12 choices i've made..
ark.. so cham la..
how arh..
haha.. mayb i dun go check la..
wait for mail to cum.. MORE EXCITING? lolz..


so sad la.. april cuming.. few weeks ago.. i so happy abt april...
adelia leaving.. & i cant sent her off.. sad sad..
april fool day.. = moi off day..



i'm still waiting..
i still held hopes.. i haven given up..
i still remember..
i still treasure..
&
i'm still waiting..





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Miss You
@ |3/22/2005 01:10:00 AM|
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Saturday, March 19, 2005

mr orange~


well.. i hope to see that orange guy again.. :)




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Miss You
@ |3/19/2005 01:28:00 AM|
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Thursday, March 17, 2005

dun test moi limitation..

moi forgiveness is limited..
i can forgive once or twice.. bud not always..
dun test moi limitation..

i hate those ppl who uses moi things without moi permission.. its RUDE!
i hate ppl to mess up moi table..
i hate ppl who owe ppl money for a long time even wif multiple reminders..
i hate ppl to eat moi things all up.
i hate ppl who turn on moi air con & fan n jus walk off..
its not about wasting electiricty.. bud.. its abt RESPONSIBILITIES!
i use moi hard earned money to buy moi thingy.. bud the person jus use it so happily wifout asking.. i hate dis kind of person!
i hate ppl who misplace moi things!
i hate ppl wif empty promises..

its not that i'm being selfish.. bud plz.. ask first!
dis every little things realli pissed mi off..

i can keep quiet once or twice or thrice.. bud not always..
i know everyone is not perfect..
bud.. some ppl jus dun change..

i hate dis kind of person..
& jus fuck off from room..





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Miss You
@ |3/17/2005 10:57:00 PM|
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

forgiveness

er..well..
2day.. de day pass so quickly..
mayb.. becos i'm jus too tired..

bud.. 2day at sakae quite farnie la..
haha.. de stupid uncle & adelia..
loL! made mi laugh so much..
dear & darlings~
haha.. realli make moi mouth open & laugh out loud.. ahaha..

went to eat kfc wif zi & ying..
haha.. ya.. we three again.. :)

k la.. realli damn tired 2day.. even doze off jus now at de bus.. & it was jus 7 plus..

2day also nth much to mention abt..
& ya.. he didn't cum online.
wonder hows r he doing..
jus to b true dis time..

i realli miss him~
i know.. theres many impossibilities..
& its not that i cant get over it..
its jus..
i hope..
we will b lifelong frens thruout our journey..
indeed.. besta frens..
he wun b moi version2.2
dun ask mi y.. its jus..
impossible..
becos.. he his version 2.1
=)
dun ask mi abt de version thingy.. i dunno how to explain..
is moi tu er who came out of de version thingy..
haha..
bud.. i'm wondering..
mayb.. moi version 2.2 has appeared.. jus that i didn't notice..
ke nen..
moi version 2.2 will neber appear..
i jus believe..
that i hav a short life..
much shorter den everyone..
so no matter wad.. i will treasure everyday..
everyone..all de memories..

[poppo's theory #2: forgiveness .. is de most beautiful thing in dis changing world~]






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Miss You
@ |3/15/2005 08:21:00 PM|
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god mus hav spend a little more time on u

2day was so relaz ark..
went shopping wif zi & ying..

so nice la.. haha..

dunno y .. suddenyl feel so sian..
2day is also moi 3 month anniversary working at sakae..
thinking abt it.. it seems so.. impossible & scARY
& i actually survive thru!
lolz.

& suddenly..
felt so sad.. as hearing dis song. [god mus have spend a little more time on you] by N Sync
its not abt de lyrics..
its..
i thought of the days..
when i'm online.. chatting wif him..
its one of those songs that i usually hear..

its sad that those days r gone..
bud thanks so much..
its one of de happier times i've had..

haiya.. dunno... still waiting moi version 2.2
haha.. stupid tu er.. anyhow find one fer mi.. lolz.. =X
dunno la.. so sian when thot of all dis..
wj went away le..
i've no idea..
whether i have de strength to find moi version 2.2
its jus..
so..
tired to think..
so lazy & scared & tired to fall in love..

& i'm wondering.. where is moi version 2.2?
there are many versions appearing..
bud..
i wan 2.2
lolz..

k la.. sleeping soon.. working early..
wan an frenz..


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Miss You
@ |3/15/2005 01:34:00 AM|
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Monday, March 14, 2005

zhi neng zhuo peng you~

jus so sian & angry abt 2day's work..

mi.. uncle & fr realli hate him so much..
so f*** up by wad he did & said..

spoils everyone's mood..

hai.. dun care him le la.. he's jus an idiot to mi..

frens hu know mi best.. i'm de sort of person that once i hate a particular person..
i will not fake a mask anymore..
i will show it.. *clear*
tt person will get a hell from mi..

bud 2day at de kitchen.. was okay la..
haha.
i've been runner fer everyday..
that xiang today.. kaoz.. use de kitchen towel & cover up moi mouth!
like wan to kidnap mi like tt..
& its not onece.. bud twice.. hha!
& jus now.. accident.. becos of de nabe mono..
scald moi hand..
one patch red & swollen..
damn pain..
& that xiang still wan use his saliva to heal wound..
lol!
so disgusting.

&..

ya.. i bought moi mp3 on saturday le..
zen micro.. so cool..
ahaa..
bud i cut queue buy at de IT show de..
cut 50 to 60 ppl.?
haha.
too pro le la.
=X
& that definitely reminds of de skool days.
i everyday cut queue buy food..
haha..

alright..
jus now went makan wif uncle & fr after work..
on de bus.. realli shocked to see fr scold zw.. mi & uncle jus so stun..
lol.. bud he deserve it la..
haha..
help mi revenge also.
eat DO & ME
lolz.. drink them drinks..
laugh so much.. haha.
& it seems.. uncle is getting lamer!
cant stand him arh.
hahaha. =P

&.. i walk back home.. i also dunno how long i walk.. jus walk & walk..
hav kinda mixed feelings.

wj cuming back at april.. dunno confirm anot..
bud i do look forward to his return..
dunno y la.. even though he bluff mi so much.
i still will think & miss him..
its been like days.. i've not chat wif him..
& its not de sweet feelings anymore..
it jus..
i truely treasure dis frenship..
i gotta thank him.. for de past.. =)

well.. 2moro off day.. haha..
going out wif zi..
dunno wad will happen also..
i jus cant stop moi rubbish wif her..
haha..

listening to : zhi neng zhuo peng [zhou hui]




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Miss You
@ |3/14/2005 01:51:00 AM|
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Friday, March 11, 2005

the meaning of sweet~!

well..well.. seems like i'm abit over-working huh?
lol.. keep working like 9/10 hrs a day..
de kitchen staff was asking.. " y u everyday do FULL huh?.. eveyday cum so early & go home so late~"
haha.. & it seems..
everyone in de kitchen was asking mi dis question.. " when r u leaving??"
lolz.. & i'm quite tired of answering them ya..
haa.. is either they wan mi to leave badly.. or.. bu sher de mi! hha!!
seems that i've been toking alot to de kitchen staff dis few days..
haha.. kitchen staff is always better den service crew.. :)
everyone in de kitchen seems like to bully mi huh? esp. xm & dm.. lolz!

bud.. its okay la.. quite fun actually.. hee..
better den those scolding days huh.. =)

& now wif uncle & fr working wif mi.. haha.. work seems so much enjoyable den b4! lolz..

&.. skool holi starting.. so.. de war begins ya.. rest will b super busy.. hai~..

bud luckily.. 2moro work early.. heng!!
will b going down to ITshow..
i'm aiming zen micro..
lolz..
hopefully.. still gt stock.. =)

alright.. gonna sleep soon.. felt so tired now.. dozing off..

hee.. dunno y la.. felt so sweet 2day.. haha! (",)

NITZ FRENS..!

to those having holi.. ENJOY!

&

those working.. WORK HARD!!

lastly.. to everyone.. TAKE CARE!!!



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Miss You
@ |3/11/2005 11:46:00 PM|
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Wednesday, March 09, 2005

version 2.2

oh ho~ 2day moi off day.. 1st time.. stay at home.. lol!
dun realli feel like going out.. abit lazy plus tired.. =P

sleep until afternoon.. den do de washing machine thingy.. lol!
eh .. i clever oh.. repair de hose.. haha!
& so.. finally.. de washing machine working automatically.. :)

watch de tong hua's MV.. hoo.. de story so sad arh.. i felt teary..
de MV quite nice.. i like it.. & i watch 3 times le.. & de song is realli nice.. :)
& so.. tot of one of de story wj once told mi..

is a beri sad de story actually..
is abt a girl hu left a boi..becos she was suffering from cancer..
de girl dun wan de boi to b sad..
so she went away..
name of de ger think is lovil (if i rmb correctly)
yup.. de boi is realli sad.. search high & low fer lovil after her disappearence..
lovil didn't make it.. & she died ..
& de boi(rayden) didn't manage to see her after she left her..
rayden didn't even know about her death..
lovil's parents dare not mention anything to rayden..
they jus told him.. she went to study overseas..

many years passed.. & rayden jus did not giv up waiting.. cos he realli wanna see her badly..everyone persuade rayden to give up hopes..bud he still insisit..cos he jus love her too deeply..

he prayed hard everyday at de church.. hoping that lovil will return..
lovil & rayden both attend de same church when they are together..
de priest know them as a happy loving couple..
de priest know abt lovil's death.. bud kept quiet fer nearly 4 years..
until one day..
he saw rayden kneeling down infront of jesus.. tears flowing..
that day was lovil's burfday.. also de same day that she left everyone..
de priest could'nt help bud told him de truth..
that 2day is lovil's death anniversay..
he told rayden she was buried at de cementry next to de church..
rayden ran over.. too shocked to know de truth..
tears flowing as he found de grave..
he jus could'nt believe the fact she has passed away fer so long..
& in another second..
rayden collapsed beside lovil's grave..

& he neber managed to wake up again.. he was dead.. becos of a sudden stroke..

& so.. everything jus ended..


hmm.. ya.. thats de story.. dun think is true la.. bud think has its meaning too..
rayden such a nice guy huh.. wait fer so long.. pray fer so hard..
mayb.. becos of dis good kama.. he went over to heaven to look fer lovil.. :)
i always believe that.. god didn't produce ppl properly..
so that makes the sense..
we needa find our partner in de world.. they too .. r waiting fer ppl finding them..
maybe.. its de word.. searching.. haha..
& mayb.. thats de assignment we r given when we came to dis world..
to actually find our true soulmate..

alright.. yup.. i'm finding version 2.2 of moi tu er's shi fu..
haha.. jus leave it to tu er oh.. lol!

nitz everyone~







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Miss You
@ |3/09/2005 10:39:00 PM|
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Monday, March 07, 2005

lets play mahjong at de roadside! =X

woohoo~ 2moro uncle & didi will b working at sakae.. haha! nice* great* LAUGH*

lol..

2day work from 11 till 9.. lol.. nearly wan moi life. so tired!

jus now when adelia left.. i an wei moiself say.. " bye everyone! i'm going home SOON!"
& that was ard 5pm.. lolz..

kenneth & meihui cum find mi.. hee.. so nice to see both of them!
how cum arh? both studying in jc.. bud onli kenneth wearing mjr's uni.
haha.. dunno y.. meihui wearing other skool's de.. haha..
also saw meihui's company.. haha.. her mum so friendly huh! wave hand to mi ~ den i quite paisay.. everyone looking as i wave back to her.. ahha.. :)

yup.. bought de iam's biscuit food fer moi cats..
lol.. everyone at sakae seemed so surprised that i own cats..
that ah wah! still meow here & there.... lol! so i *rouff! *rouff! hah!
i evertime tok abt moi pets.. de ppl will always get a shock de.. lol!
haha.. its jus so intresting to own pets.. =)

came back home.. chat wif zi they all..
lol.. rubbish wif zi again! haha.. even suggest teaching her parents to play mahjong!
playing mahjong in de garden at night.. & playing mahjong at de roadside!
hahah! dunno la.. everytime tok to her.. sure gt alot rubbish cum out de.. =)

lol..

hopefully.. next week.. i go camp at zi's hse! haha!
i go murder her! =X
turn her into a real seaweed..
soak her in her hse's pond..
haha!

alright.. thats all fer 2day ba..
i'm dead tired right now..

nitz frens..

2day special..
to all moi cute+funny+ lame river neighbours.. i miss u all!! lets row a boat!! =X

somehow.. i miss nasi banbang! haah.. =P







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Miss You
@ |3/07/2005 11:59:00 PM|
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Sunday, March 06, 2005

i'm so rubbish~

oh damn.. i still felt uneasy abt de choice of course i've made..
dunno y..
ark.. jus hav de strange feeling that i've made de wrong choice..

y ark? is moi 6th sense correct?
in life.. its all abt making choice/decision..

i always dun understand..
y live huh? live to enjoy happiness or sadness & den pass away..
wads de point huh? even if u give ppl happiness in yor live.. u will still die..
its jus a ridiculus cycle of living & dying..

i realli dun understand.. =?

dunno dunno!

oh no.. i felt so sckool-sick!
i miss moi class.. realli lots~
i used to hate moi klass to de core.. bud now.. i love them so much.. haha!
yea.. moi klass-4e .. consist of many types of ppl.. gt muggers-lame ppl-shy-childish-quiet- BDB-playful-maD! haha..
everytime i think of BDB.. i realli wanna LOL! haha.. *big-head-boi*
actually is *bei-hel-bai*.. bud we ppl tranform into *big-head-boi*
lolz.. we ppl realli bo liao actually.. do so many stupid things in klass..
still can rmb.. we used to film movies.. hav wrestling in 3e klass.. play badminton is 3e.. play water .. play corridor football .. hav stupid concerts.. signing sessions.. haiya.. lots of stuffs..
haha.. & i'm always de most violent one in klass! haha.. moi watermelon refers to de broom!
lol!.. & i always take de broom & chASE ppl ard de.. so bai chi & rubbish.. haha!
& how can i ferget de river?? lol.. even thu its de yougest discover/formation.. it hold moi greatest+funnist memory in 4e! haha.. all thanks to zi..zw..jr..fr & mi~ haha..
zi-seaweed
zw-seahorse
jr-octopus
fr-sea urchin
mi!-crab!

haha.. we realli rubbish to form a funny river..haha.. all thanks to zw actually.. he is de first to start.. by shaking like a seahorse!!
still can rmb.. gt one time.. mr lee walking ard de klassroom to check our correction.. den that zhewei.. so lame to say dis.." arh.. "theres a big goldfishz! swimming abt.." lol.. & we even suggest to fish it up huh.. LOL!
YA.. we realli play & tok too much in klass.. hee.. bud de memories is jus so great.. lol..
*nan wang de jin yen* =)
lol.. i still cant figure out.. y we r so RUBBISH?`!

see moi klass ppl realli will made mi luff.. hee.. they r so funny.. & lame.. to de extent already!

OH NO.. de more i rmb.. de more i miss moi frens.. de more sad i am..
beri seldom to see them now.. realli miss them beri much.. ark!

oh well. i'm so damn tired today.. working full arh.. =(
haiya.. i dun wanna think so much already.. *walk one step-see one step* haha..
good night !
to all moi cute frens.. stay happi! & take care.. (^.O)




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Miss You
@ |3/06/2005 01:05:00 AM|
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Saturday, March 05, 2005

arh?

i'm felt so lost dis few days..
is ''lost'' de correct word to describe??
mayb..
its over-worked!?

moi energy seems to hav all pumped out.. i'm dead tired..
i hav not been sleeping well after de results were out..
i'm kinda fastrated wif de jae thingy..
its so lag.. made mi realli pissed off..

and yup.. i've submitted de jae thingy.. jus hope that i will get into de choice oh..
best is hospitality or banking or interior design..
haiya.. should i admend moi application? i put interior design at no. 7
should i change to 3?
i dunno la.. so tired ..

i think i'm turning panda again.. ARK!
didnt get enuff sleep lately..
hai..

&.. i finally bought a washing machine fer mum.. i promise b4.. i cant jus take back moi word.. =)

hai.. how? ark!
i felt so troubled.. bud dunno y..
think i'm mad/insane..
haha..

dunno.. dunno!

hopefully.. starting from next week.. i will b happier.. uncle & didi working at moi workplace.. waha.. can entertain mi oh.. =)

& yesh! april is cuming!! even thu march has jus started.. haha.. april is jus a month away!!
its not april fool thingy la.. haha..
its not abt de ... last year april fool thingy..
i will b working until end of april..
n..
ya.. wj is cuming back..woohoo..lol
he also in confusion.. his results is good..
he actually intend to stop his course & cum back to study..

well.. i think i going to moi wonderland..

wan an..


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Miss You
@ |3/05/2005 02:02:00 AM|
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Tuesday, March 01, 2005

results day~

ARK! ARK! ARK! ARK!

hee.. i'm too happy even to stand still now.. lol..

yeah!! i'm quite happi fer moi results .. huray! i pass all moi subjects..!!
haha.. i'm realli satisfied for moi results.. realli!

can u believe it? i've being failing moi amath all de way from sec 3 to sec 4.. i neber pass b4.. i always getting E8.. lol!
bud hey!! i've made it! i gt a B3!!! ark !! hahahaha..
lol.. even de teachers gt a shock that i gt a B3.. haha..
ya!! i went to look fer mr lee straight away!! lol!
made mi write countless of reflection !! ARHHH!
yup! and i did told him to BURN away all moi reflection forms!!! hahaha..

yeah! as wad i've mention earlier.. i went to celebrate fer moi results wif de 2f gals.. yeah! everyone done well oh.. realli happy fer them!!
yeah.. mi n meihui treat them pastamania..hee.. i promised them oh.. if i pass moi english!

hee.. yeah~! 4e & 4f done realli well dis year.. produced many top students.. so many ppl wif 5 distinctions and above.. congrats them.. =)
4e even hav 100% pass fer eng !!
lol..! so happi!!

ya.. i happy until i drop moi tears at de hall..
so much thanks to all moi teachers.. who neber give up on mi..
esp ms tay & mr gui.. moi 2 cute teachers.. =)

n even thu.. moi results considered BAD by others.. lol.. nvm la.. i'm realli happi..
i'm a easily satisfied person.. lol.. dun wan to have so high de expectations..
i realli tot that i will do badly.. realli.. cos i didn't realli study well during moi upper sec years.. becos of too much distractions and all that.. i realli tot i'm GONECASE! lol.!
i've done moi best.. n thats it! =)

i'm so HIGH today.. lol.. realli HIGH!!
was mading abt in de hall initially.. =X

and next? de choosing of courses.. yup.. will b a big headache..
lol.. i somehow alreadi choose moi courses..
will b reviewing b4 i realli send moi application.. =)

hmm.. realli a tired dAY..lol.. i'm gonna hav moi rest soon..
too tired fer mi to tell story at de moment.. lolz..

wan an folks..

to all moi frens.. stay happy & do take care.. (^.O)



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Miss You
@ |3/01/2005 01:49:00 AM|
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