having 2 mindset~
had a realli nice week actually.. jus tt abit lazy to blog over de events.. :)
bud.. i'm still waiting fer de poly thingy.. getting abit fed up le la.. was wondering where is moi postman.. :(
i think.. moi trademark luffter may b gone le la..
i dun laugh like in de past le.. dun think jokes is as funny compared to de past..
oh well.. jus a few more days.. jus hope lar.. things will make a turn..
& i dun mind having a U-turn.. :)
jus read the papers.. de little girl wif eye cancer.. so ke lian ..
was wondering.. wad if.. i'm now down wif cancer..
realised i've had 2 mindset..
i'm not afriad of death..
bud i dun bear to leave moi loved ones..
however.. i'm willingly to sacrifice fer them..
jus now at work.. was "playing" wif ah loon.. he was holding a knive.. & i'm topping up moi shoyou & ginger..
& i'm saying.. "kill mi if u dare.. i'm not afraid to die~"
LOL.. & he dun believe mi arh.. i'm realli not afriad of death..
den we proceed to toking abt moi hse & blar blar..
seems that those ppl there thot that i'm a rich gal arh.. oh man.. all wrong!
suddenly thot of alot of things.. many positive & negative..
mayb.. its becos.. wj cuming back lar..
buud.. i haven plan de 10 days yet..
jus walk one step.. see one step bah~
i so confused la.. ark~! moi mind always think de opposite..
i thot i missed wj.. bud.. i dun think its the point.. moi heart dun agree wif it..
was wondering.. out in de sudden.. seems that..
mayb.. all de while.. it was him that i actually missed..
i miss you
listening to: paint moi love (michael learns to rock)
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Miss You
@ |4/12/2005 03:53:00 AM|
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