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Tuesday, May 31, 2005
no more dragonboat..
OOlala~.. =X
jus reach home fer some time..
after so much of considerations.. ppl's view.. his pursusation..
i decided to giv up on moi dragonboat ..
i'm going back to work soon.. =)
& i had a terrible night yesterday..
i do de A-B-C-D-D-E sys model until i realli flare up! ark! think until moi brain hate mi le ..
in de end.. 2.30 den can go koon..
den i do moi math tutorial... go thru de engfund..
& 2dae.. its homwork again! ARK!
gt the math tutorial.. engfund tutorial..PSPS1 time log..and readding de business text..
boom boom boom!
& ya.. i met moi orientation mentor in de bus.. the one that i considered him as shuai.. =X
bud cant even recognise him at first..
it was his shorts that i recognise.. haha..
he seems so gentle.. :)
k lar.. going fer moi dinner now..
so tired 2dae lar.. all lec n tutorials..
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Miss You
@ |5/31/2005 05:49:00 PM|
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Monday, May 30, 2005
chocolates!!
oh damn.. i suddenly found moiself real busy..
i needa do moi math tutorial.. go thru moi engfund.. read thru & understand moi business book..
gonna complete de sys concept final presentation hard copy..
& i hav dragonboat 2moro evening.
!omg! how am i gonna survive.
2dae prsentation is a real failure fer mi lar.. =(
having cough.. so lec keep complaining abt the vol of moi voice..
moi sys concepts lec is real strict + fierce
TERRIBLE MONDAY!
ark..
zi + kenneth + junrong came to crash tp. =D
bud they are late lar! late by 20 min. =(
so kan chiong dashing fer de lecture. lol.
den saw yihua.. he also late.. hahaha.
den during engfund lec.. kaoz.. zi they all realli small kids lar.. eating de whole box of pokky..
lol.. mi & weiqiang jus shake head.. lol!
& they start teaching mi the logic gates part.. haha.
bud.. i had a terrible 5 hrs of lab!
realli can die.. dunno how to survive thru all de mondays fer dis sem.. =(
bud the engfund lab was fun! haha.
the logic gates thingy seems so interesting.. lol..
after moi break.
i break down during sys concepts lab.
cants stand her lesson lar.
first lab jiu presentation.. =(
n it ended real~ late!
to recover moi mood.. i bought chocolates at de shell.. =X
buy 2 kit kat bar.. get one free.. hahahhaa.
die lar! gt high into chocolates again..
den ying came to get the backpack.. haha.
we tok at the bustop fer quite some time..
until the sunny sky turn dark blur.. haha..
& she offered me chocolates!! LOL!
k bah.. i gonna do those homework wif moi chocolates.. =)
sad.. i'm bound to burn some oil 2night..
take care all..
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Miss You
@ |5/30/2005 10:04:00 PM|
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Saturday, May 28, 2005
2f02
went fer de 2f02 gathering 2dae.. lol.. onli a few ppl turn up..
bud nvm la.. had a great time at swensens.. =)
we 4 ppl.. mi..linjie..xiaoyun n yonghan.. were luffing out so loudly!! haha..
den need linjie to cover moi mouth!!.. =X
its realli farnie lar.. we were jus recalling those sec daes.. those chalets.. its jus so fun ..
er.. den.. we went play pool! lol! mi 1st time playing.. play until so damn farnie lar.. i luff at linjie's jokes.. until i fall to de ground!! hahahaha..
lucky not many ppl ard arh.. kaoz.. so paisay.
quite nice la..
den came de other 3.. tkk..kkk.. er.. one more.. ferget de name liao!.. =X
haha.. i realli had bad memory..
after plaayin.. went fer makan..
haiz.. so tired lar.. we went to esplanade.. sit & tok..
den out of a sudden.. i thought i saw weian..
bud dunno is him anot.. so dark.. n i din wear specs..
bud in conculsion.. should b not him lar... lol.. cos he having his o level dis monday..
haiz.. made mi think of wj again..
den rmb.. i haven went to look fer wa to collect those "things" =X
bud no choice lar.. had been real busy since last week..
skool starts le.. dun think i hav de extra time left..
TKK LOOK LIKE AN ASTROBOI! =X
we ppl were "analysing" tkk's hair in bus..
haha.. in conclusion..
tkk has a wierd+dry+messy+waxy hair! hahah..
k la.. enuff of it.. tired again arh!..
needa revise moi math 2moro.. having quiz next week.. =(
if ever u r true to mi .. if ever i wasnt that stuborn.. i wundnt had said that goodbye..
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Miss You
@ |5/28/2005 11:53:00 PM|
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i'm exhausted!
okay.. i mus announce.. I'M TIRED! ark!
gt lotsa things to blog last few daes.. jus becos I'M TIRED! .. so.. i gave a miss..
its not that i'm lazy lar.. its realli not much energy left fer mi..
erm.. quite okay wif poly lifestyle lar.. moi BZE course gt lotsa walkings de whole dae.. lol.
dun realli like de lecturers.. lol.. i dunno y lar.
i'm a computer-nuts.. learning de systems concepts & internet tech thingy.. I'M A TOTAL LOST!
i gt headache during lectures.. den doze off.. lolz.. tired lar..
the air-con environment jus suits mi to sleep .. haha.
saw lotsa ppl in tp.. in a dae.. i can see mani familar faces..
jus a dae.. i saw eileen..clari..sherrie..andrew..siangsiu..huimin..beeyan..weisheng..wanjia..junhao! lolz.. i stun diao when he called mi.. i need some seconds to recall.. lol!! so nice seeing him!.. =)
& .. i'm planning to join dragonboat.. lol.. tired moiself again.. eh eileen! dun luff lar!! =D
bud arh.. de food from business park & short circuit sucks.. lolz..
de food from mensa best!! =)
er.. yar.. jus came back from de guitar nite at tpjc.. lolz..
its quite nice lar.. haha.. five bucks leh! wads more can i complain.. hahaa..
i shout fer junrong & zhewei until i no voice.. end up coughing again.. ark!
hmm.. ermm.. now i realli know de answer..
that goodbye was a mistake..
k lar.. i'm tired .. been quite hardworking dis few daes.. reading up de texts.. doing tutorials.. revising de lecture notes.. LOL!
cant belief that i turn so guai..
i even gt compliments from moi math tutor..
she said moi steps realli wierd.. she seldom see ppl using it..
bud she like it.. cos its realli short.. =)
felt realli happi on hearing dis lo.. hee..
haha.. in short.. BZE realli rawks. lar!. hee.. love de business fundamentals & emath 1..
interesting & easy.. lol!..
bud still.. i prefer de secondary skool style lar..
even though less freedom.. bud its more fun..
can play in klass... play corridor soccer... filming "movies" .. visiting neighbours during changing periods.. play table tennis.. market shouting in klass.. run abouts chasing & tripping ppl.. busy copying homework.. chating in klass like nobody's business..creating chaoz..LOL!.. ITS JUS SO NICE & FUN.. miss those daes.. miss moi sec frenx alot.. miss those irritating teachers.. esp ms tay lar.. she always say i gt wierd mind & thinking.. lol! & yar! its realli true.. den gt those terrible daes.. i'm always doing reflection forms.. having band prac..
etc lar.. gt so many..
haiz.. miss dem.. yesterday went to see ppl play table tennis in tp.. lol.. make mi recall those farnie daes when i playing table tennis in klass.. haha!
at first.. mao mao teach me.. bud however how hard i learn.. i still catch no ball.. lol!!
den came moi BUDDHA! de moment i play wif him.. I know how to play smoothly le.. haha!!
den came moi shi fu.. dunno leh.. think he taught mi how to smack those balls.. lol!..
yar! becos of dis 3 ppl.. i became so PRO! lolz!!.. i win mao mao.. i win buddha.. bud i din win moi shi fu.. lol! .. den think i becum moi li hai one in de gals section.. ahhaha..
bud.. mr naufal confiscate our bats.. HAHAHA!!!
those r de memories.. so nice.
i'm gonna sleep soon..
2f02 gathering.. i know lotsa ppl cant turn up.. abit sad de.. nvm lar!! i support LINJIE! de 9 dollar.. hahaha.. hope its a fun dae lar.. =)
& becos of dis gathering.. i gave moi dragonboat orientation a missed.. hee.. =X
kk.. wan an folks..
everyone do take care lar.. lotsa ppl getting sick..
poppo.loves.all..
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Miss You
@ |5/28/2005 12:11:00 AM|
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Friday, May 20, 2005
BZE RAWKS~!
TADALA!
lol..
orientataion is somehow quite fun lar.. haha..
love BZE! &K503 ! haha
weiqiang arh.. its fated that we will remain as neighbours~! lolz..
its alright la.. know moi frens' names well.. bud din realli know dem well la..
believed it? i was lazy to talk.. to laugh.. lolz.
cos.. i'm sick lar. oh man.. sick during orientation jus dosent fit in well..
listened to talks.. played games.. n many walkings.. & de food realli *sucks.
bud..
MASS DANCE realli RAWKS!
gt one part is realli farnie.. is lock our arms & run ard..
hee.. de mentors beside mi is MAD! LOL.. during dis part.. they so violent! lolz..
made mi dunno fly until where! lol.. den moi partner cant find mi.. & de eileen.. moi mentor.. fly away too! bud mi more cham la.. fly le den hit moi teeth! lolz.. =X
lol.. its de best of day one prog. haha.. its realli realli damn nice! =)
n fer dae 2.. lolz.. (chickenchop) is nice.. =) hahaha
n.. we hav a special guest.. doing pole dancing!! lolz.. and ah ben act as de pole! wahaha.. so exciting~! haahaa
ok lar.. erm.. did flag making.. played games.. took potos.. den..
MASS GAMES! lolz.. it rawks too! cool*!
lol.. its so.. NICE .. =)
bud.. the food they provide suck* again.. =X
k la.. turning soon.. 2moro will b a long dae .. :)
nitz all.. =)
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Miss You
@ |5/20/2005 12:30:00 AM|
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Monday, May 16, 2005
a brand new one.. :P
such a long time since i last sat in moi dad's car.. 0.0
lol.. yup.. went to creative 2day! finally sia.. being so lazy to go there.. haa..
omg.. its realli realli far!
i think its even further den chinese garden.. lol.
well.. de problem of moi mp3 player.. is "ear jack"
haaha.. they diden repaired it fer mi..
bud they replaced a brand new one fer mi! lol!!
they din even test moi mp3 player.. they jus filled up some forms.. lol..
bud.. i needa transfer all de songs again.. :(
okay bah.. i needa get lotsa rest.. din wan moi GA to nag at mi.. :P
well.. 2moro.. i'm doing a spring cleaning of moi room.. lolz..
such a long time since moi last actions.. hee..
jus hopefully .. i din sleep until too late.. lolz.
wan an..
sweet.dreams..
poppo.loves.all. :)
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Miss You
@ |5/16/2005 12:36:00 AM|
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Sunday, May 15, 2005
a raining dae~!
woke up in de middle of de sleep.. look at moi hp.. its 2.30 am.. lol..
tadala..
jus recovered from fever... bud still feeling wierd wierd inside mi.. lol.
well.. i jump out of bed at 3.30 dis afternoon.. & i'm meeting uncle & ah tze at parkway.. lolz..
yup.. i realli late 2day.. so sorry lar.. haha.. =P
so ner.. we went suntec to watch movie.. meeting up wif mao .. lol..
sorry guys.. din know that u all scared of horror movies.. =X
we watched amityville horror.. lolz.
so farnie inside de cinema la.. hahhaa...
uncle & ah tze were so scared.. they kept covering their eyes.. lolz.. den still gt a few time ah tze jump up.. LOl! make mi luff onli.. haha..
den mi & mao mao busy eating popcorn.. lolz.. he was scared too..
from de begining.. he say he wan to sleep.. den covered his eyes quite often.. lol..
den left mi there watch de show until beri jing cai.. hahaha..
well.. not realli horrifying to mi la.. haha.. :P
bud b4 de movie.. we went to eat swensens.. ah tze( moi rubbish bro) treat us arh.. lolz.. so nice of him.. :) they all keep suaning mi until i nth to say back.. lolz..
ate de breaded chicken.. lolz.. its jus so nice lar.. !!
& quite surprisely.. we din eat ice cream.. lolz..
bud soon.. i fall sick le.. *sharks*
we were walking back to bugis.. to play arcade.. lolz.. was not feeling well at that time le..
i kept asking dem.. " wad if i faint huh? " lolz..
felt realli uncomfortable.. even sees stationary things moving.. lol.
yup.. din care abt it.. we played daytona.. LOL!
hey hey!! i win again k! "1st" LOLX..
uncle! i win u again!! =P
den after de wining.. i felt realli bad la.. like wan to throw up.. den giddy spells..
so quickly find a spot to sit..
seiyen called mi oh! bud so sorry to her.. cant play badminton wif her 2moro.. cos.. i'm sick.. haiz..
erm so they all keep playing de gun thingy.. lolz.. i din play la.. haha.. cos i din know how to play also.. i see enemy i dunno wad to do.. LOL..
after de arcade thingy.. i felt even worst..
so find a spot at mac to sit .. chat abit.. den thunder! & rain!
lolz.. stupid weather man!..
so we tok abt those "things".. haha..
den busy discusing.. how to go home.. lolz.
moi rubbish bro lazy to take bus home.. haha. .was asking de rest wan to share taking 240 anot..
lol.. & ya! saw steph there.. lol..
den mao mao cant tahan like that..
mao mao arh! dun b so flirt lar.! =P
er .. so went home.. took 61..
i dunno de rest how to go home le..
i reach home.. so giddy arh.. change clothes eat medicine & sleep le.. until now..lol
was so feverish.. *ark*
& ya.. tong tong sleeping wif mi.. :)
okay..think thats it..
take care..
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Miss You
@ |5/15/2005 03:37:00 AM|
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Saturday, May 14, 2005
2 little teardrops..
two tear drops were floating down the river.
one tear drop said to the other..
"i'm de teardrop of a girl who loved a man & lost him.
who are u?"
"i'm de teardrop of de man hu regret letting a girl go..."
she teardrop consoled,"there would cum a time when we have to stop loving someone becos we found out that there would b happier if we let them go..."
he teardrop replied,"bud den you'll know that u miss someone veri much when everytime you think of that person,yor heart breaks into pieces & jus a quick "hello" from that person brings the broken pieces back..."
she teardrop said,"it's realli painful to say goodbye to someone else that you dun want to let go; bud its even more painful to ask someone to stay if u can never make the relationship work out the way it should be..."
she teardrop continued," LOVE? its kind of complicated, bud i'll tell you dis.. de 2nd you r willing to make yorself miserable to make someone else happy, that's love right there..."
he teardrop pondered & said," u know, if i had letters "HRT" , i can add "EA" to get a "HEART" or a "U" and get "HURT" . bud i will rather choose "U" and get "HURT" den hav a "HEART" wifout "U"..."
she teardrop smiled and replied,"giving someone all yor love is not an assurance that she will love you back. dun expect love in return, wait fer it to grow in her heart, if i dosent, b contented it grows in yors.."
he teardrop continued," she told mi once,do not b too good,i will miss u. sun b too caring,i might like you. dun b too sweet, i might fall fer u."
she teardrop smiled & said," a heart truely in love never loses hope bud always believes."
she teardrop continued," if u love her,pls let her know becos it hurts to love when you hav to go.
take care of mi;dun go away becos if u love mi, u will stay.. i love u & do u know y? u gt mi when u first said "HI"
he teardrop said," u r brave she teardrop, now i know its always better to have found the courage to love even if u lose it in de end rather den never found love becos u were too afraid the challenge."
he teardrop continued further," did u know that de expression "nothing" is de subconscious mind's of saying I Love You.. thats wad i do, i told her NOTHING & becos of that i lost her even though i love her... i cry fer de time that she was almost mine, i cry fer the memories i've left behind, i cry fer de pain, de lost, de old & de new. i cry fer de times i thot i had her!"
she teardrop consoled," relationships r like glass, sometimes it is better to leave dem alone broken den try to hurt yorself puting it back together, or worse, hav nothing strong to bind it together. u never lose in loving. u onli lose in holding back."
he teardrop cried,"now i know, i have learned. dun throw yor back to love when its alreadi in front of u, dun drive it away from u becos if u did, someday you'll think again y u let love fly away when it was once jus next to YOU..."
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Miss You
@ |5/14/2005 03:51:00 AM|
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Friday, May 13, 2005
moi bears r missing
omg.. moi blog gone crazy.. & moi bears are missing.. *sad*
still dunno y.. dunno where moi bear had gone to.. haiz.
went back to blogskins to find back the skin.. bus still.. de bear dun appear..
so.. jus back up a skin at the moment.. until i find a nice skin.. :)
okay.. i did sth special 2day.. i went to pray.. :)
its somehow the first time i went there alone.. felt kinda wierd.. bud soon got into it..
i prayed realli hard dis time round..
dunno y.. jus hav de sudden urge to pray..
jus hope.. buddha heard & grant mi de wish..
felt kinda bad jus now..
went to walk ard aimlessly..
lol.. felt so stupid to think back right now..
went back early 2day huh.. so guai*
haha.. its becos of moi fav tv show.. "square pegs" lol.. nice lar!
got into watching tv again.. heehee
cos when working fer de past 4.5 months.. i miss moi tv lots!
jus so nice.. watching tv.. :)
welll.. 2moro planning to go watch movie wif unlce,mao mao & moi "rubbish bro" lolz... amityville horror.. lol..spend $$ to go scare ourself.. haha..
ermz.. GA: thanks fer the little msg.. :)
i din realli know that u r all de while reading moi blog .. lolz..
hey.. dun needa hide lar! cum out & hav a tag! =P
& i promise u.. i will get the stuffs from wa soon.. :)
okay.. think thats it..
nitzes..
poppo.loves.all.
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Miss You
@ |5/13/2005 11:15:00 PM|
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.goodbye.
got lotsa things left undone..
all becos.. i'm jus so lazy.. =P
& it seems.. the things are pilling up.. oh man~!
realli wonders wad weijie & wei ann is up to..
wj keep reminding mi to collect some "things" from wa..
din realli wan to go look fer wa la..
he was busy preparing fer his exams.. he is taking his o levels dis year..
mayb.. i was jus too lazy to travel down to get those things.
& i'm realli rotting at home dis 2 daes..
wonder how those peeps spend thir months of holiday without working. lolz.
gotta find things do asap ..
i wanna go praying 2mro..
jus hope buddha can save mi..
i realli dun understand..
jus when i thot i recovered .. the sadness filled moi heart again..
its a cycle that i've gone thru lots of times.
i tot i'm a happy person now.. bud at the next moment.. theres tears..
i've let wj down... becos of him.
i've let go everything.. becos of him.
i stay alive.. becos of him..
jus y?
its a miracle that i'm still maintaing good frenship wif wj.. bud y not him?
everything jus keep falling back.. i jus cant save it..
hu to blame? jus mi.
life from the start is never good fer mi..
i dun revenge fer the past.. bud it stayed still in moi memory card..
how i wish i could jus say goodbye now.
bud.. i cant b so selfish..
well.. might b.. he's moi power of living..
goodbye.
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Miss You
@ |5/13/2005 03:09:00 AM|
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
*double smiles*
jus one word to describe today : GREAT!!
tadala..
lol.. its realli a worth-spent dae.. :)) *double smiles*
well.. gt disturbed by uncles' msg in de morning to confirm the timing..
& yesh.. i slept till 1pm.. O.O
lol. & we agreed to meet at 2pm..
lol.
i realli tot i'm real late..went straight to meet dem..(mao mao & uncle)
yup.. we meet to go headoffice to collect our cheque..
haha.. its a nice cheque man! i loved the amount!
they calculated wrongly lo.. hahah.. =X
saw lena..raymond..agnes.. & alan.. lol.
hee.. also met up wif ah tze!
he went back to take his english test.. lolz.
so after that.. we 3.. went to bugis..
tadala.. we ate de sakae buffet.. :P
we complain abt the food alot la.. haha..
& gosh.. called ah tze to look fer us.. hee..
& we 4 soemhow create much chaos there.. lolz..
so nice lar..
well.. saw ah wah & his galfren at bugis.. hee..
he said mi & ah tze look like sis-bro.. lol!!
he is not the first to say that arh.. last time jeff did mention abt it.. LOL!
& later meet up wif yen! :)
walk after awhile.. we went to play arcade!
muahah.. i win dem in daytona !!!!
LOL!! the feeling of winning is jus so great!!
hey uncle!!! u lose to mi okay!! =P
& next.. we met uo wif yen's niece,evelyn.. LOL..
she's a 100% mad+cute gal.. lol!
ah tze & evelyn jus kept playing ard & scolding each other lo.. they both so cute! lolz..
so mi & mao mao jus luff & luff.. den yen see dem also headache.. ahhaa!
bud too bad la.. uncle needa go home.. & he missed lots of fun.. :)
we went to V8 cafe to eat afterwards.. OMG!
its so mad inside lar.. cos of eve & tze.. !o!
jus play & play.. ==> NICE!
next.. we went to marina square.. to play bowling~!
TADALA! omg.. its realli @#$%^&*((*&^%E!@#$%^&*
haha.. play & luff.. play & luff..
mauhahaua.. evelyn fall down lo! & yesh.. realli lots of rubbish when we were playing..
i luff too much.. until moi jaw cramp..
den ah tze also luff too much.. until he no more energy to bowl..
hee..
its realli a damn nice time spent there..
mao mao keep competing wif yen..
den mi keep competing wif eve..
lol!
den we will even cheers when someone gt zero point.. LOL!
its realli enjoyable..
jus love 2day! =)
& yesh.. happi burfday to meli! =)
okay.. thats it.. i'm tired..
wan an..
*sweet dreams*
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Miss You
@ |5/10/2005 11:57:00 PM|
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Sunday, May 08, 2005
a nice weekend!
okay.. decided to blog cos of zi's request.. :)
well.. had a nice+fun weekend la..
tadala.. went to palawan beach on saturday.. its suppose to b a 4e outing.. bud.. it turn out to b more like a frens outing..
bud its alright.. its real damn fun..!! =)
okay.. kept luffing at jaren's stupid doings througout the dae.. loL!
i realli dun know y.. haha..
den yangfong.. kept mentioning abt his dear ester.. lol.. we ppl realli cant stand him la.. haa.
n kenneth.. like swimming naked in the sea.. HAHA!
its overall a nice dae spent there la.. hee..
den when going home..
i beri hungry!!! realli hungry.. i din hav moi breakfast & lunch.. so i kept troubling dem that i'm hungry.. lol..
so.. mi..kenneth..ervin..uncle went to habourfront to eat mac.. lol..
de seats so cute lar.. haha!
& yup.. gt a short chat den went home le..
so sorri to eileen lar.. *dui bu qi*
realli tired out from moi sentosa trip..
gotta change de tix becos of mi.. :(
so sorri.. gt gt a mix up of msg of moi hp.. so i tot of not going at first..
bud changed moi mind after reading de next msg.. lolz..
eileen.. its not becos of de ppl la.. :)
meet up wif eileen..wn..tkk & jr.. after i reached home & had a shower..
i had a difficult time reaching home after de sentosa trip man..
i wait fer de bus until i like wan to run home le..
i wait fer ard 30 min..ark! mad bus..
okay.. meet up wif dem at ps.. i'm alreadi realli tired le..
bud no regrets of meeting dem lar.. its a nice day spent there.. :)
see tkk play soccer.. lol.. mad lar de! bud quite pro also.. hah..
jr & jt too.. realli pro in drums.. lolz.
den we make our way to parklane to play pool.. lolz..
i din play lar.. i hav no interest at all.. so i jus watch.. & i watch until i realli feel bored.. went to see ppl play billard.. lolz..
& junrong has realli a weird playing in pool! lolz!!
den that tkk so serious abt it sia..=X
& eileeen & wn.. so cute lar.. =D
& so.. played fer 2 hrs den make our way back to ps..
watch de hse of wax..
omg! its such a gross movie!
its de first time..
during so many points of de movie.. i wanted to go home.. lol!
too disgusting lar... ^.^
den i keep covering moi face.. i dun wanna see those grossy things.. yarks!
jr & tkk was sitting beside mi.. lol! both wanted to scare mi.. haha..
so after de movie.. we make our wat to de kopitiam.. lol!
dunno wad eileen was eating lar.. den jr brought his bio stuff to de table.. yarks! so disgusting.. hee. . so in de end.. eileen cant stand it lar.. she din finish it off..
lolz.. den.. we start to observe trans.. omg! so many of dem.. lolz.
den gt a call from bro.. that mum was waiting fer mi... :(
so he cum n fetch mi home..
felt so sad abt it lar..
i've had no bad intentions..
we din quarrel or wad lar.. jus that.. i told her to go n sleep.. :)
i had realli a difficult time sleeping ah!
moi shoulder all servely burnt out! think gt smoke cuming out le..
den when i look into de mirror.. lol! moi face is like a ba gua.. LOL!!!
think everyone hu went to sentosa had somehow sunburnt lar.. haha..
okay.. so den..
went to sleep at 5am..
& i wake up 2day at 5pm.. LOL..
loves to sleep lar..
den when i wake up.. everyone was preparing to go out & eat..
its such a big family like tt.. 8 of us..
dad.mum.bros & their galfrens.. grandma..& mi.. :)
went to mandai to eat yung dao fu.. lolz.. nice.. =)
hee.. sit in de lorry wif bro & hy ya.. its nice! haha..
2nd bro & hy so cute lar.. haha..
okay.. its realli a nice weekend spent.. :)
yup.. den i receive a msg from terrence! lol.. moi new cute shi fu arh.. haha..
he moi wu ling meng zhu.. in cleaning the menus..
hee.. cos in sakae.. we will clean de menus real fast.. becos we din realli clean lar.. haha..=X
so nice of him to thank mi fer de gift.. =)
yup.. i owe moi new shi fu popcorn! =P
& YESH! moi pay is ready fer collection!! haha.. so happi lar..
realli wanted to get a new hp .. moi current one is driving mi nuts.. :(
okay.. thats it..
& yar.. happi mum's dae.. :)
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Miss You
@ |5/08/2005 10:19:00 PM|
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Friday, May 06, 2005
moi good bro..
whip~!
okay.. 2day is much better.. i slept till 3pm.. ^.^
okay.. i promise i will change moi habit..
& e reason i'm earlier 2day? thats becos.. moi mum is banging the door hard~.. lol!
jus to wake mi up.. hhaa..
2day.. is jus a rainy dae.. :(
spoil moi plans.. i din manage to go creative labs 2day.. bud i did manage go parkway to change the rabbit food.. =)
& i bought chocolates fer dad ~ =)
make up an evil plan wif cloudy.. =X
we gonna kidnap xiao ming's mug next week.. & rear turtle.. dis time fer real!
finally found someone to support mi..
i know i'm playful.. bud.. it cant b help lar.. =D
cloudy realli a cute & helpful person.. =)
& yesh.. sentosa trip confirmed..
meeting point will b at habourfront mrt station.. (9.00am)
those hu wanna meet fer mac breakfast.. (8.00am)
i know.. normal ppl will b late.. bud.. i still wanna say.. "pls b puntual" =P
& pls.. moi good bro.. its time to realli think/reflect of yor attitude towards yor family..
i dun care if u r great infront of yor frens.. bud.. the point is..
its a totalli different story when u r at home..
i dunno y..
i know.. u hav yor principles.. bud.. sometimes.. not all can b applied at all situations.. mayb.. u should realli think of how dad & mum felt.. its realli heartening..
i know no one is perfect.. bud.. i do beileve.. one can change..
one can change fer the better..
we r once a happy family.. & it would always b one..
we should realli feel fortunate as we had mum & dad ard..
u know how mum felt when she lost her parents?
know how dad felt after all those bad times?
pls.. loved our parents more..
they gone thru so much becos of the family.. becos of 3 of us..
i know.. mayb.. u would hate mi fer saying so much..
bud.. i dun care..
cos.. i do cared fer u..
infact..the whole family cared fer u..
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Miss You
@ |5/06/2005 12:46:00 AM|
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Thursday, May 05, 2005
childhood~
tadala~!
its such a .. erm? nice dae huh!
i slept till 3.30pm.. *O.O*
omg.. & moi hp broke down.. ark!
wad an afternoon.. i had nth better to do.. so.. i went ard those blocks of buildings that were once moi childhood favourites..
walk & walk.. visited those warehse sales.. lol..
& i banged up wif one mad guy.. ^.^
i regret of giving him de directions! i'm jus too kaypo to help! ark!
well.. luckily i gt him off.. & continue wif moi "walk" lol..
lots of things had changed! realli! many companies had moved out.. many new buildings had being built..
& pls.. i've had feeling fer there.. its considered moi childhood area.. =D
i start "hun" there when i'm jus.. 3 years old~.. lol..
its turning 14 years k!.. & yup..
i miss those chocolates fairs! book fairs..!
still can rmb.. gt one uncle offered to b moi god-father!.. lolz.. how stupid am i to reject arh? always giv mi fruits to eat.. & he is rich!.. lolz..
&.. those uncles below moi dad's office.. even gave mi goldfish & chicks! its chicks!! haha!
bud too bad.. i din bring home.. lol..
its a nice experience to b there oh.. everyday follow moi mum walk ard.. hee.. (",)
& yesh.. jus now went to de samuel & kevin fair.. lol! its real bargains!..haha..
de jeans r going at jus $15.. 3/4 pants at $10..
lolx... think ying will go mad there.. =D
yup.. went to royal sporting hse too.. oh gosh! de bag's belt hit directly moi eye~.. ^.0
moi left eye blured fer some time.. & tears jus keep flowing.. its jus.. PAIN!
i cant open moi left eye fer some time.. & some ppl r looking at mi wif "wierd" looks.. ^.^
oh no.. moi mp3.. is turning nuts..:(
de port connecting to de earphone is losse.. & think.. moi USB cable is turning crazy too.. "*thanks to moi bro!*" :((
lucky.. i still kept de reciept of moi purchase.. gonna go down to creative labs dis few daes.. ark! i hate that place.. its so far.. & its so near chinese gardens.. -.-
plans fer dis week?
thursday : most probably.. going down to creative lab.. & parkway to change the rabbit food
friday : go "hunting" wif zi & ying =D &..
saturday : its sentosa! -get ready & hav fun!-
sunday : [unplanned]
tadala.. its late arh... din dare to watch the horror movie.. i watch fer 20 min i shut off le.. lol! its a thai movie.. ark.. so scary .. =.=
kk.. turning in soon.. found that i've had dark circles these few daes.. :(
i dun wanna turn panda..
nitz..
to all moi dear frenx.. takecare~..
poppo loves all.. :)
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Miss You
@ |5/05/2005 03:14:00 AM|
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Tuesday, May 03, 2005
calling fer help!
i needa some real medicine.. i dun mind a jab..
i'm in real pain! ark! moi stomach is twisting all ard..
oh gosh..
tadala..
y? the feeling of pain again? which i've not felt for some time..
wads wrong wif mi again?
i hate being sick...
the pain is exactly de same as last year.. where i had food poisioning..
mayb.. its jus not serious..
i diden throw up fer 20 times..
jus pain.. & pain.. & more pain.. :(
went back sakae jus now.. to return moi uniform.. i miss yen! i miss windy! i miss cloudy! i miss moi turtle! i miss loon! etc.. etc..
eat wif uncle afterthat.. lol..
ordered one garlic rice.. & it came in a pair.. :)
still gt one free gyoza.. :P
they r real nice..
so nice to see them.. de crazy ones.. ivan!.. kin! :)
yup.. gt back moi discman.. lol..
moi discman has been staying there fer so long ar.. it became so oily! =X
tADAla..
i realli miss sakae.. ^.^
loads.. :)
i think.. i think.. i saw moi cousin at gio.. bud i dare not catch up wif him lar..
i dun even know his name.. we r not that close.. infact.. not close at all..
the most i meet him at CNY onece a year.. lol.. so thats the pathetic side..
he jus kept looking at mi.. so i also look at him.. lol..
& yup.. moi leg itch! lolz.. not becos of any disease.. jus that.. i wan to run!! realli badly lar.. 2day tot of jogging at nite.. bud mum grumble.. say sick le still jog.. lolz..
think.. 2moro.. i gona jog at nite.. its cooling lar..
i realli wanna jog far far..
mayb.. tampines.. haha.. that will b moi mission fer moi 3 weeks holiday.. :)
& yeah! moi hand itch too! mahjong! badminton! bud sadly.. not clarinet.. =X
not that i dun like band lar.. jus that.. i'm lousy lar.. den ferget de notes also.. play also act de.. hahhaa..! :P
back to mahjong.. hoo.. any one free fer mahjong? or a round of badminton?
i wanna b sporty again!.. :)
aiming fer dis cuming saturday.. wanna play vollyball/soccer at sentosa.. :)
moi 4e is changing.. seriously.. i mean de ppl..
i miss them.. ^.^
lonely..
i'm mr lonely..
i had nobody fer moi own.. "OO~~"
i'm so lonely~..
tadala..
its a real nice song.. de song so cute lar.. :)
tot of de term "cute" again.. hee..
yup.. considered more & more ppl as cute.. haha..
think thats good fer mi..
becos.. i'm a real wierd person.. " i'm turning normal " :D
i had high perspection for being classified ppl as cute..
those whom i had classified as cute.. should b quite honour arh.. haha..
& theres one stranger/customer whom said that moi name sound cute..! *faint*
haha.. make mi realli go "huh?"
tadala..
tadala..
dis song also make mi think of moi sad 2004..
i realli felt lonely at some point of time..
bud thank buddha.. i am now living well.. & i love moi life.. moi frens.. moi pets.. moi family..
had a luff abt moi cats.. haha!
go where also see animals.. oh gosh.. i was telling mum abt it..
den was showing her.. see.. i walk up de stairs.. walk which step also gt cat..
haha..
okay.. think i gotta rest soon.. moi stomach is calling fer help..
gotta get a jab 2moro morning most probably..
i cant stand it any longer!
nitz..
poppo's theory #8 : the true challenge in life is to live life to the fullest..
its so easy to say dis.. bud somehow.. its jus so difficult to do it..
so.. do wad u always wish to do..
tell yor loved ones how much u cared & loved them..
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Miss You
@ |5/03/2005 11:44:00 PM|
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a wish..
had a nice chat wif zi yesterday night.. :)
fer 3 hrs arh? until moi phone broke down twice.. ^.^
talked abt an interesting topic.. "fishing" =X
tadala..
i cant reali sleep.. being thinking de whole night ..
should i or should i not..
went shop shop wif zi 2day.. :)
its somehow a bargain day lar.. haha..
dunno y.. felt realli tired 2day.. even more tired when i'm working..
why??
..
gona organise a sentosa outing dis cuming saturday.. :)
i didn't said a goodbye to u.. becos i know.. u will b back..
i hope.. i realli hope.. u will b back..
i'm too selfish to wish fer dis..
i know.. dis wish.. will never cum through..
jus hope & gonna wish.. that..
u will b back fer moi burfday ...
tadala..
tadala..
if u din cum back last april.. everything will b different by now..
i wun b so sad abt it.. i wun b missing u right now..
it takes mi so long to recover ..
bud y heal mi!
god.. pls save mi.. dun let mi fall in love wif him again..
we cant go back to de past.. its impossible..
alright.. mayb.. i should go fishing soon..
pls save moi world..
ark..ark..
does anyone know? poppo felt so fan! felt so troubled!
yes... indeed.. she had recovered from her 2004's deep depression..
recovered from her 2004's departures..failures..sadness..
& pls.. not her GA that healed her.. its her dear frens.. her dear zi!
god pls save poppo.. she's down wif illness again! oh man.. she felt so much like shouting out loud..
she felt so lousy.. felt so down..
becos of wad? her GA again.. arkk!!
y? y? y?
y is GA again? dun realli understand...
poppo jus like him as a fren.. thats all..
mayb.. becos GA had realli broke poppo's heart last year..
bud theres a healer that poppo is fond of.. ^.^
mayb.. cos of dis secret healer.. poppo dun wan to go back to her GA again..
...
tadala..
poppo always told herself to b strong.. to b brave..
bud .. its jus so difficult..
in de end.. she's jus acting strong..
her heart is so fragile.. not strong at all k..
she dun hate her GA..
he is nice.. realli nice..
bud.. pls.. god pls wash him off from her mind..
poppo's having serious headache becos of him.. she felt so sick..
she wun b ending her life.. cos she loves her life.. :)
GA.. pls leave her alone k?
god.. pls save her.. she's having dilema.. she hope her GA to b back fer her new wish.. bud she dun wan to go back to de past.. wad is she doing????
mayb.. she is jus too confused..
loves dis song recently.. "lonely"
anyone has dis song? pls send mi.. :)
the longest distance in moi world is when u were jus next to mi.. bud u dun know that i love u..
loves moi frens..,
poppo..
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Miss You
@ |5/03/2005 12:46:00 AM|
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Sunday, May 01, 2005
the end..
if friday was moi last dae.. it will b realli great..
friday was a reali super fun day! :)
so enjoyable.. hee..
in de afternoon.. that xiao ming so farnie lar.. haha..
"2moro yor last dae le arh??.. i wun b seeing u den "
"cum cum.. giv u a hug"
haha.. he realli cute & comical.. (",)
at night.. runner wif uncle.. haha.. so nice lar..
we even cook de food ourselves.. uncle cook de noodle.. i fry de chicken.. :))
so nice at de cookhse.. eat so many fried chicken.. =P
somemore de 3 big heads not ard.. we realli seem so relax.. can turn de kicthen upside down.. =X
at night.. we 3 went to play pool.. i'm not playing lar.. i have no interest at all..
saw johnie there.. =) den suddenly had a great luff when waiting fer de lift.. lol!
while.. den was saturday.. moi last dae..
de moment i step into sakae.. de atmosphere was so hectic lar.. everyone was rushing here & there.. theres scoldings.. etc..
ah wah actually wan to treat mi pizza de.. bud lazy to order. so change the idea to kfc.. bud no time to buy.. lol! so eat chai fan again fer moi last dae. bud he nice lar.. treat mi pepsi twist.. den at night treat mi roti-boy.. :)
gave de staff moi farewell gifts fer them during moi break.. some of them so touched lar..
=)
thanks to sherrie.. winnie..yen & helen fer de gift.. liked it so much lar.. :)
doing teppan wif winnie & cooks:ah wah & loon at night.. so nice!
first time.. i do teppan until so enjoyable.. :)
den at 9 plus.. so hungry lar.. sneak to de kitchen to eat.. =X
i caught de gyoza on de belt lar.. den uncle came in.. say wan to eat.. den OK! "one each"
bud too bad lar.. kin came in shortly.. den he saw de gyoza.. den er.. kk.."one each"
he pop it inside wif some mayo on his lips.. haha..
so i quickly pop in also.. den at de moment.. uncle came to mi.. wan to eat.. HAHA! bud no more left.. =X
i hate doing de duty yesterday lar.. =(
den later we 3 went to eat mac.. again.. haha..
chat until 2 plus.. den go home.. lol..
its a nice chat lar.. tok abt many things.. :)
so thats the end.. i've worked 4.5 months at sakae as promised..
i actually survived thru..
so many time during these daes that i felt so much like quiting..
this job is realli a challenge..
i've accepted it.. i've faced it.. i've survived it..
i've no regrets of working at sakae .. its overall.. a nice experience..
met so many kinds of ppl.. de customers..
at de end.. its actually a nice satisfaction that i felt..
so much thanks to de staffs there.. most of them r great.. :)
2day woke up at 2 plus.. felt so wierd ..
reallli de wierd feeling..
mayb.. becos.. i'm not working le..
bud it would b sure.. i'm gonna miss them.. :)
so.. plannings fer de next 3 weeeks before skool starts..
had lots of things i wanted to do..
wanted to go shopping lar..
den.. tidy up moi room..
i want to learn cooking.. haha..
er.. still gt things cuming up soon.. :)
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Miss You
@ |5/01/2005 04:39:00 PM|
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