Wednesday, June 29, 2005
sianzation
im sick. im terribley tired. im exhausted.
term test next week. -sianzation-
read junrong's blog. nice memories. kinda sad.
moi eyesight falling. im getting more tired day by day. mum tot i suffered from wad illness.
goodbye.everyone.
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Miss You @ |6/29/2005 11:11:00 PM|
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Monday, June 27, 2005
jus let it be
how i wish im throwing away my life
deepest condolences to yf. felt so sad for him. bud wad to do? when god need someone else more den us living here. it all bounds to the word of "shock"
im so scared of losing my loved ones. i din wan history to happen. i dunno how i survived in 2004. saded.
so damn angry about last night. i shouldnt had woke up in de middle of the night. & yes. im still angry. so pissed off abt wad u later said as a joke. oh well, jus let it be. i dun wanna care. ITS NONE OF MOI BUSINESS.
& i finally know y weian treat mi so good dis daes. thanks weijie & weian. pls. stop waring. no use de. jus let it be.
mayb.someone by den will understand. y i will use the word farewell instead of goodbye.
poppo.loves.all.
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Miss You @ |6/27/2005 08:17:00 PM|
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throw away moi net.
wan to sleep.. bud jus cant get to sleep. dunno y.
crap abit wif mao mao. found that zi caught dao fish. haha. zi arh zi! y din tell mi!? next time i gt fish i also wun tell u .. =X
sad. crap until i think of erm. u. ( i know u will b reading dis) sorry. i know. i being bad. bud. i gt moi reasons. i still think i dun live long. get it? distance is de main problem to mi. i dun wish ppl to force mi. its so fake & unreal. i wun becos of scared u being de saded one. cos i dun wan to wish. history to happen. 2 parties being so sad about it.
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zi arh zi.. (u might b reading dis) hmm.. i jue ding dun fish liao. no rods.. no baits.. no nets.. haha.. cw also dun wan liao la. mayb. all i wan next. that will b long long time. if (...) is de 2nd. & de last fish
ok.thats it.
nitz folks
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Miss You @ |6/27/2005 01:35:00 AM|
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Saturday, June 25, 2005
OOLALA!
2dae is saturday.. bud i din get outa moi hse .. =) so tired todae lar.. sleep n sleep.. den lots nightmares! omg. so sleep till 2 plus.. wake up.. eat den do de survey thingy.. done moi term test paper..
been so tired dis few daes.. & i think.. fer dis week.. i pon all de math lectures.. =X 3 in all.. lol. actually din wan to yesterday.. bud becos of de morning rain.. den i cant find moi umbrella.. haha.. so i was late.. siting outside de lt.. revising moi math.
& toking abt friday/.. lol. de labtest.. haha.. moi klass so pro in copying lar.. teacher also helped us alot.. hee. think de whole klass get full marks.. den when we left.. weiqiang's whole klass still struggling.. HAHAHA.. =D
went to do project later.. haha.. make lotsa noise in de library.. haha. becos of yihua's lameness lar! canot stand him.
well, went tm look fer jaren.. lol.. he DYED his hair. omg! realli a WHAO! wait till i die there in de salon.. haha. den after tt.. we took train to go orchard to look fer zi.shulin.maomao.uncle.kenneth becos we went to celebrate maomao's burfday.. =) went straight to gio. haha..! when each of dem saw jaren.. all i heard is WAH! OMG! WHAO! HAHA! ARK! ARH?! lol.. so farnie lar.. mao mao gota a pink polo t.. den that kenneth lar! cant resist de discounts.. also bought one.. bud not pink lar.. is de striking orange.. hee.. de colour i choose one.. =) its nice lar.. haa den luff & luff.. till de cafe next to it.. haaha.. tok & chat & luff fer so long b4 we start to order.. haha.. so damn paisay.. den ordered a slice of strawberry short cake fer mao mao.. =) de waitress keep luffing at us lar! haha.. we sang de song fer him too.. so malu! haha. =D
lol.. den we totof watching movie.. took 36 to marina.. haha.. we were so noisy in de bus man! =X den zi dunno y la.. keep asking.. "dao le ma?" "dao le ma?" hahaa.. bud too bad lar.. marina dun hav any seats left.. we walked to suntec next to try our luck. haha.. den mi & zi went to gio. ark! dunno is i suey or wad.. i keep seeing gen yen! lol! in skool almost everydae will see him.. take lift see him.. if see dao of cw instead of him jiu hao le.. =X lol.. den we went to de bridge to wait fer de guys.. cos shuo hao meet there den go shaw watch movie.. den know wad? mi & zi at de bridge.. see gen yen again! LOL! haiz.. so we went to shaw lo.. de building there beri suitable fer filming ghost series.. =D finally.. bought the tickets fer initial-D haha.. de moment we step to de thearte.. mi & zi gt a shock! haha.. we were first time being there.. LOL! REALLI OMG LAR! SO BIG MAN! like watching concert.. haha den know wad? SAW GEN YEN again! lol! 3rd time liao.. thats de record.. den de seats realli sucks! haha.. mi kenneth..mao mao keep complaining.. so cramp lar! WE WERE LIKE SARDINES.. haha.. den so suey sit in btw dem.. NO FRESH AIR AT ALL! both of dem put de legs up during de movie.. haha.. felt so much like fainting.. hahaha initial-D was damn nice man! lol.. i luff throughout de movie.. den kenneth they all say i siao liao.. lol.. de de air con also sucks.. *shakes head* haha.. also.. kenneth also sot de.. ask mi de timings so many times during de show.. LOL! after de show.. tt stupid kenneth.. wear that cap.. look 30% like cw. haha.. wanna scold him again.. lol! n he de first to chiong fer bus.. haha.. den i took 100 wif mao mao.. reach home.. like dying.. so tired..
thats de reason y i sleep till so late.. haha. bud 2dae at least done moi survey & math lar.. gt man zhu gan.. =) well.. think thats about it.. going to study other sub soon.. one more week left to term test.. abit sian lar.. bud wad to do? jus study lo.. haha.
hao bah.. thats it..
*steal kenneth's cap* & RUNS!
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Miss You @ |6/25/2005 09:16:00 PM|
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
happy burfday. =)
hahahaha..im finally level 17. =) yeah~! 2dae is moi big dae. moi burfday.. (",)
well.. gotta thanks those ppl who send their wishes.. im realli happy 2dae.. :)
hee.. 2dae i pon lesson.. 1 lec & 1 apel.. =X lol.. its okay lar.. jus once.. haha.. weiqiang so nice arh! gave mi 17 ferreo chocolates..
den.. went to hav ice cream buffet wif zi+ying+mao+kenneth+jaren+buddha+zhewei+uncle~! hahaha.. de air con there so damn cold lar.. everyone was eating so wierdly.. LOL! everyone was shivering.. haha.. den took turns to go out n hav some hot air.. hahaha! buddha was so touched abt his burfday gift from us.. well.. i onli manage to eat 6 scoops of ice cream.. chocolate flavour was oreadi half ot it..hhaha.. gt a reall good time wif dem lar.. haha.. luff & luff.. so nice~
after that.. we walked past de vcd shop.. we stood there.. watching de eye10! haha. we were luffing out so loudly during that part.. which is they tapping de bowl fer de ghost to cum.. hahaha!
den went to play pool lar. mao+uncle+ah tze jus on de next table.. haha. & yup! kenneth owe ying some kisses! ying also owe some kisses..! =D
& ya.. went ebase to bought that jacket! haha.
erm.. den ner. went to eat sakae! we book de VIP room .. hahahha.. had so much fun inside man.. luffing & playing.. tot the room was sound-proof. bud we r damn wrong.. ppl outside can hear us shouting so louding.. =X we tried de new bbq.. haha.. its so much fun larz! den saw ben! de fishermen! bud he saw fishermen went fishing.. no more fishermen sweets.. he changed.. to RICOLA! hahha.. he still so lame lar.. lol. de beef was so damn nicz! think we eat most of de cow parts.. haha.. everything so nice.. see so many familiar faces.. so nice.. even de waiter they all know 2dae is moi burfday.. haha. had a real fun time there.. =) den saw perry outside.. he is de bugis pai de.. & we r de parkway pai de.. HAHA! & im realli touched.. de cake.. omg.. realli a surprise.. im so shocked. de managers sang burfday song fer mi & mao mao. & de card.. de present.. which is full of chocolates! haha.. loved it man!
& we dinner fer 2.5 hrs.. haha. den moi 2nd bro cum fetch mi home. & yar.. found that gt a cake fer mi. haha.. & its from moi dad arh! think 2dae can write history le.. its de first time dad buying cake! im realli touched by dis. im realli happy.. =) & yar! hei hei was so photogenic lar! =D
yea~! 2dae was realli a great dae.. lurve it. =) was so full 2dae.. eat dis & eat that.. lol.. fat le lar.. hahaa
from moi deepest heart.. i mus thanks moi family.. moi frens.. fer 2dae. i love all of u.. (",)
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Miss You @ |6/22/2005 11:28:00 PM|
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005
im happy
fer now.. im tired of studying.. realli tired dis few daes.. headaches hunting back again.. so sad lar. 2dae engin fund quiz.. lol.. dun realli know how to do.. ferget to study one section. den gt back moi math. jus 32/40 haiz. so sian lar.. carless mistakes again.
2dae gt de term test timetable. omg. 4 papers instead of 3. n i gt ard 1.5 weeks to study onli.. jus so sian..
oh well ferget all about it.. 2moro throw it aside 1st.. =) 2moro business fund quiz.. lol.. hack care lar. 10 mcq questions. haha. try moi luck bah~ 2dae din wake up on time. lol. pon moi math lec. =X den jaren treat mi lunch.. haha.. lol.. thanks jaren fer de gift & de lunch.. =) & i also pon moi sys concept 2dae. 2dae 1st time pon.. den mark attendence.. =( nvm lar.. lotsa ppl also din go.. hahaha..
& ya.. thankz bro fer de gift & card.. =) im happpy.. :)
okay.. thats abt it.. see.. de clock is tickin away.. im upgrading to level 17. lol.. im old.
yup.. im turning in soon.. gotta sit fer quiz at 8.. so tired now. headache.
hopefully.. 2moro will b a great dae. *smiles*
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Miss You @ |6/21/2005 10:02:00 PM|
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Sunday, June 19, 2005
happy papa's dae =)
thankz so much .. fer all de gifts. hee.. realli like it alot.. =) esp pig's card.. haha.. so nice.. so sincere..
also mus xie xie linjie ying they all fer oragnising dis.. fer mi & huijun.. *double happiness* even thou i looked tired.. bud im realli happy.. (",)
toking abt 2f thingy.. its realli nice.. no matter how many times we brought up.. its still so farnie.. hahaha.
& in subway.. mi & zi so damn paisay! omg.. i dun realli wanna visit that place any more.. LOl!
& halfway..mum called to say.. 2dae theres steamboat.. i was like ark? haiz.. no choice lar.. 2dae papa's dae. mi..zi..mh went home early.. moi bro cum fetch mi home.. n 2dae.. i eat until i wan to vomit sia. one moment steamboat.. one moment crab crab.. den one moment durian.. omg.. n dad was real full & happi.. lol. jus wan moi dad to b healthy.. b happy.. =)
haiz.. so tired 2dae.. muscle aching.. becos of yesterday sentosa trip.. lol. 2moro den start dying le lar.. gt test everydae... & i haven touch on it yet.. haha. think will die flat.. =P nvm lar.. gt weiqiang pei mi.. cylco him dun study so much.. =X
erm.. thats all.. needa chiong moi systems concepts thingy.. 2moro gt de assignment..sian 3/4
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thankz 2f peeps.. zi,ying,pig,$9.00,xy,daidee*queen,hj,weini,tkk,kkk,ts u guys r de best.. from jokes to study to chalets to mahjong..
*cheers*
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Miss You @ |6/19/2005 11:57:00 PM|
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Saturday, June 18, 2005
 now! target all on zhewei! LOL 
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Miss You @ |6/18/2005 11:17:00 PM|
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 see! june babies wif our unique trademark fingers.. =P 
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Miss You @ |6/18/2005 11:16:00 PM|
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 finally.. we r normal again.. hahaha 
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Miss You @ |6/18/2005 11:15:00 PM|
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 LOL! everyone pointing at all directions.. =) 
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Miss You @ |6/18/2005 11:14:00 PM|
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 haha.. kenneth will get more pimples from dis! 
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Miss You @ |6/18/2005 11:13:00 PM|
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 look at zhewei.. HAHA! 
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Miss You @ |6/18/2005 11:13:00 PM|
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 lol.. that our trademark! *little finger* 
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Miss You @ |6/18/2005 11:12:00 PM|
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 wad a nice face painting by zi.. =D 
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Miss You @ |6/18/2005 11:12:00 PM|
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 fangrui wif his goggles.. LOl! 
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Miss You @ |6/18/2005 11:11:00 PM|
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 sentosa trip.. haha 
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Miss You @ |6/18/2005 11:10:00 PM|
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im so touched..
wad a great dae at sentosa.. =) seeing moi olf frenz did realli make mi happy.. i felt that.. i'm "normal" again.. hahaa.
went to tanjong beach 2dae.. lol.. cos of kenneth's stupid idea.. haha saw so many DOGS! omg! wan to hav one too..lol. den see zhewei play vollyball.. he looked like a dog to mi .. LOL! jus so glad that i din get burnt 2dae.. jus abit chocolate colour.. haa. so all de while.. jus played balls.. n balls.. din get into de water 2dae.. =D
&.. we saw ah ber they all.. LOL! so shocking to see dem.. ahhaa
had realli a nice dae spent there.. realli enjoy moiself.. how i wish.. we were still classmates.. =)
& that kenneth lar.. wear that cap.. look like cw.. haha. bud cw more shuai.. lol!
went to pasta mania to eat after de sentosa.. lol.. de food there.. cannot make it lar! moi rice not cooked.. den de sotong gt smell.. lol & when we were heading home.. saw de pet shop.. lol.. de rabbit so damn cute lar!
went home wif kenneth.. took 65.. chat non stop at the bus.. haha.. we so talkative in de bus lar..
& yeah.. 2dae de nicest thing to me is .. mao mao.. kenneth.. jaren.. swam to de other end of the beach.. drew the words.. happy bday.. =) hee.. so nice men! den me n buddha.. picked a stick n drew back.. sheng ri kuai le in chinese.. haha. n.. 3 of dem.. at the other end of the beach.. sang mi de happy burfday song .. *triple smiles* even zi they all way back in the hut can hear it. im realli touched. so nice. so sweet. =) realli a big thanks to dem.. haha. even 2dae is not moi burfday.. at that moment.. i felt like im level 17 le.. haha.
hee.. such a nice & wonderful dae.. luff so much 2dae .. so happy.
hopefull.. we ppl can still hang out 2gether in de future.. =)
*cheers*
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Miss You @ |6/18/2005 09:18:00 PM|
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Friday, June 17, 2005
im sorry.
nothing gonna be done off for good. nothing gonna change since that dae. im jus so sorry. that ive let u down. again.
ppl keep asking me about him. im tired of saying. im tired of explaining. i dun realli wanna face it thru. its jus so hard to forget. jus so hard to face it thru. the response i gave was always bits of tears.
ppl keep encouraging. bud. wads the use. when i dun wish to believe. that it will works. i know im sturbon. to me. it would never ever works. jus like moi wonder chair. its jus all pure imagination.
mayb. u should accept the fact fer yorself. u see. sth works onli when u believe in it.
i know. im being harsh dis time. bud pls. live on for the sake of yorself.
or maybe. jus treat mi that im gone. i din mangae to tell u the truth.
sometimes. a person needa so sth that he/she dosent wanna do. a person needa make decisions. so in the end. if u did it. u had regrets. when u din did it. u had regrets too. wads the point of living.
some ppl complaint that life is short. bud. some ppl complaint that its too long. i rather moi to be a short one. im not scared of death. im willing to sacrifice. jus like wad i had dream b4. i save u. and im gone. im not putting againt it. im not going fer it. cos ive learned. its a wrongful way.
in life. we dun hav any rehearsals. we should put our best in every second of moment. we dun hav time machine. we dun hav longvity peach. we dun hav longvity anitidote. we jus hav once. our life.
i know. some ppl believe in reincarnation. and. i do too. i believe some of moi frens now. that we had met in our previous life. becos we promise. to meet.
i din know exactly y im writing such a post. when i jus hav de intention. of jus saying. sorry. ive let u down. again.
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Miss You @ |6/17/2005 11:23:00 PM|
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wad would u do??
oh gosh.. everyone seems to b so busy dis daes..i'm busy too.. after a few more hrs.. having moi math quiz arh.. quite confident wif it lar.. jus that moi carless mistakes cannot b cured.. it has realli been a long time since moi last confidence in math.. amath used to b moi most hating sub in maju.. bud now.. its moi most afv sub in to.. haha mayb somehow.. moi math is enlightened.. lol..
saturday sentosa outing.. hee.. 4e klass gathering arh.. looking ferward sia.!~ miss moi mad frens.. those haven seen fer so long.. yf..buddha..papa.. haha.. oh yar! we (mi+buddha+mao) agreed to celebrate our burfdays wif sand! haha.. our burfday is next week lar.. =)
sunday.. 2f ppl organising burfday celebration fer mi & huijun.. *double smiles* looking ferward to it also.. can b so mad wif dem.. luffing out so loudly like no one's business.. haha..
2 weekends occupied.. means.. i dun hav any time left fer moi test next week.. monday.. systems concepts assignemnt.. tuesday.. engin fund quiz..PSPs1 presentation.. wed.. business fund quiz.. friday.. internet tech lab test..
haiz.. so sad lar.. so many test.. =( nvm.. i will survive!
hm.. seems that lotsa ppl r getting stressed out dis daes.. zi..maomao..tu er.. those jc ppl preparing fer mid year.. those poly ppl busy wif projects/quiz/term test.. haiya.. mus take care of yorself everyone.. cant afford to b sick dis period.. i now looking ferward to moi holiday arh.. haha..
it seems.. i realli turned "normal" .. i not so mad liao.. i dun luff so much le.. [poly de jokes jus not farnie enuff fer mi to luff at] haha. & i eat so damn slow now.. always last to finish moi lunch .. haiz.. dunno wad happen to mi also lar. i felt so abnormal.. haha.. used to b so kan chiong over food during recess.. used to luff so madly.. bud one thing neber change.. i treasure moi manju ppl de friendships... =) greatly miss moi manju frens.. secondly miss moi manju teachers.. hee.. wanna go back mjr & say mr lee! haha.. moi math now so power! =X
okay lar.. see de time now.. so late liao.. haiz. actually not feeling sian go skool.. i actually quite enjoy going.. excep t math lec lar. ponning math lec every thursday.. haha.. that teacher realli useless.. den everydae wear same clothes de.. see le also sian.. bud.. seeing moi fren so sian.. i gt abit influenced..
eh mao mao.. rmb to INFORM mi.. hee.. u can make it thru de lar.. bud if realli cannot.. lets go together.. haha..
k bah.. now beri busy.. hardly had any time to blog.. de most one week twice or once..
n.. time realli flies pass fast! more den half a year is gone.. he gone too.. haha.. nvm.. i still hav tong +BB.. lol.. moi besta companion.. =)
nitz.. no theory 2dae.. haha.. mayb.. everyone should realli plan fer de future.. wad if u had onli 6 months left? wad would u do? hmm.. fer mi.. i will go rent a ship.. go ard de world until i die.. haha.. k.. realli thats all.. moi bed calling mi to sleep..
take care everyone..
love,poppo..
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Miss You @ |6/17/2005 01:20:00 AM|
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Saturday, June 11, 2005
happy.ba.zhang.jie
yahaha.. 2dae is the ba zhang jie.. =D ererm! went shopping wif zi & ying.. lolz. zi! i agree wif u.. we tends to loiter ard when shopping.. hahaha went marina 2dae.. not eat steamboat arh.. is shoppin.. =) marina square has such a nice diamond flooring! haha.. den mi n zi so paisay.. walk in between the opening of a shop.. "heatwave" den we saw familar faces.. bryan wong & quan yifeng.. LOL! =X & we were like losing our way in de shopping mall.. so bai chi of us to rao quan quan at there.. den.. loiter to suntec.. =D & also tempt ying to cum down n look fer bag.. n becos of ying.. mi n zi was in gio fer so long.. so paisay arh! =X ying ying finnally succeed in shopping arh! =) den.. loiter to marina again.. hahaha. say bring ying to buy bag.. but in de ennd.. haiya! is mi n zi bought bag fer ourselves.. lol!! TINKERBELL lol.. was choossing bag in de shop fer so long.. in de end.. i bought the pink one.. den zi cannot tahan lar! =X walk n walk.. loiter to the cinema there de toilet.. y? look at mirror of moi new bag.. compare n compare.. think n think.. laugh n laugh.. in the end.. we went back to the shop.. LOL.. & zi bought the green one.. =) wahah.. same design eh.. can exchange bag in the future liao.. =D hahaha.. dun wanna say abt the shoopin le.. still thinking wad to buy fer hj.. "??" k le lar.. used up a whole dae le.. din do any homework since tuesday! =X means that.. 2moro i gotta chiong all the homework inorder to hand in by monday.. the most problematic one is the TCS1.. =( needa use imagination.. ark! "moi wonder chair will never ever work" hahaha.. mayb.. it will b fer entertainment.. still gt many tutorials needa chiong.. math revision needa chiong.. --> math quiz next week.. =( n actually many revision lar.. next next week(4th week).. all the quizes.. lab tests all cum le.. that means.. i will die on the 4th week.. lol. mayb i will collapse on moi burfday.. hahaha.. so tired dis few daes.. din get many many sleep.. n.. i actually skip moi math lec on thurday.. =X becos.. i wanna go home n sleep.. n.. i saw him again on the bus.. =) so shuai lar! cant resist it.. =X n i had received moi 1st burfday gift from wj.. =) is a green bracelet.. so nice arh.. it seems so charmed~ lol.. mayb becos.. green represents hope.. (",) [poppo's theory #9: in life.. we dun hav any rehearsals.. so do not hesitate in doing wad u wanted to do.. *jus enjoy life* =)]
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Miss You @ |6/11/2005 10:52:00 PM|
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Friday, June 03, 2005
wad a friday!
tadala.. june had arrived.. how i wish.. 2dae is jus de start of de year.. gt abit of avoiding moi burfday lately.. lol.. upgrading to level 17 soon soon..
jus felt so sick n tired dis daes.. lotsa homework.. lotsa reading..lotsa revisions.. projects.. blar blar blar..
fuzy lop rabbit is jus so CUTE! arh! ark! aR! hee.. n de price is also SCary! =X k ba.. went back to sakae jus now .. lol.. bought turtle fer ah tze.. hahaha! so nice to see dem lar! ah loon wan to use the beef to throw at mi! michelle see mi jiu RUBBISH.. lol. aunties see mi jiu say i becum fatter.. HAHA! den ben see mi.. ARK ARK ARK!! FISHERMEN! quickly kop fishermen sweets from him.. =X haha.. 2dae at de food court.. the salemens can go commit suicide le lar.. tok to us is realli an error.. sae him until he beri pek chek.. =X
wo de tian arh.. i actually went jogging jus now.. HAHAHA! 7 monthes din exercise le.. =X luckily.. still can run.. felt so freshed after that.. lol.. and ya.. i'm heading fer moi homework again.. jus dun understand.. y i becum so hardworking.. haha. mus b last time work at sakae until felt so much like studying.. =)
kk.. thats abit it.. ah ya.. wj.. the sky is still up there.. jus that .. moi mentor is realli gentle lar! =X
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Miss You @ |6/03/2005 10:22:00 PM|
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