im sorry.
nothing gonna be done off for good.
nothing gonna change since that dae.
im jus so sorry.
that ive let u down. again.
ppl keep asking me about him.
im tired of saying.
im tired of explaining.
i dun realli wanna face it thru.
its jus so hard to forget.
jus so hard to face it thru.
the response i gave was always bits of tears.
ppl keep encouraging.
bud.
wads the use.
when i dun wish to believe.
that it will works.
i know im sturbon.
to me.
it would never ever works.
jus like moi wonder chair.
its jus all pure imagination.
mayb.
u should accept the fact fer yorself.
u see.
sth works onli when u believe in it.
i know.
im being harsh dis time.
bud pls.
live on for the sake of yorself.
or maybe.
jus treat mi that im gone.
i din mangae to tell u the truth.
sometimes.
a person needa so sth that he/she dosent wanna do.
a person needa make decisions.
so in the end.
if u did it. u had regrets.
when u din did it. u had regrets too.
wads the point of living.
some ppl complaint that life is short.
bud.
some ppl complaint that its too long.
i rather moi to be a short one.
im not scared of death.
im willing to sacrifice.
jus like wad i had dream b4.
i save u.
and im gone.
im not putting againt it.
im not going fer it.
cos ive learned.
its a wrongful way.
in life.
we dun hav any rehearsals.
we should put our best in every second of moment.
we dun hav time machine.
we dun hav longvity peach.
we dun hav longvity anitidote.
we jus hav once.
our life.
i know.
some ppl believe in reincarnation.
and. i do too.
i believe some of moi frens now.
that we had met in our previous life.
becos we promise.
to meet.
i din know exactly y im writing such a post.
when i jus hav de intention.
of jus saying.
sorry.
ive let u down.
again.
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Miss You
@ |6/17/2005 11:23:00 PM|
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