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finalli have some to do so. =) been realli busy dis days.. cos of projects. & of cos chinese new year!! =X hmm. to mi. dis year quite a nice start of de year oh. even though ang bao $$ is not realli fantastic. hahha. nice catching up wif those cousins. haha.. lookin back our photos 10 years ago. so shocking lar! time realli flew so fast. n relatives they all r saying abt marriage. hmm. lol. targeting at those potential ones. hehe. its always like that de bah. thats y some ppl will go hiding during chinese new year. lol. well. it will b nice to attend weddings. *ahem* a new year means having new plans. lol.. yea. im planning it! n im looking back de last year wad i had done. (hmm. i should b self-refelcting during 1st jan) haha.. no time la. now den think of it. 2005 in conclusion. is quiet a good year actually. many nice memories. evn though theres saddness as well..do hope 2006 is also another greater year fer mi. yea~. many ppl step in and out of my life. it makes mi think y moi life needa b so complicated where actualli can b more simplified. so. year 2006 will b a year to 'simplify' moiself. yea~! i've made moi 'decision' .. hmm. hopefulli i wun change it. :) hmm. im pursuing high standard of living . =X .. studies. n nth else. dis days. actualli tot of continuing moi studies after moi poly.. haah.. its de 1st time thinkin of it. mayb . its all due to me pursuing high standard of living.. hehe! who dun wish to hav a good life ahead rite. i cant possibly jus marry off a rich hubby. hmm. bud. i quite scared i will 'pan-chyte' halfway thru. LOL! im.jus.still.too.lazy. *opps* bud fer dis year. hopefulli~ i dun wish any more complications. cos i've no more energy to entertain all dis. im old! im tired! hahaha. going to level 18 in 5 months time. hmm. fast huh! n im giving out long service award to moi g.a! haha. =X bud dunno y. haven heard from him since last week. . hmm.. well. cny is overing soon soon. means. moi project mania starts soon as well. haiz. so sian to think of all dis. bud. theres one day that will keep mi motivated probably. 14/02.. haha. kinda excited to attend ROM. *grinz* okok. thats it. exams cuming up. will b stuck wif moi notes n books in days to cum. woosh! hoping moi msn recover soon. life without msn is so torturing fer mi. lol. yea. thats the onli communication method wif some frens. well. another news. one more new cat at moi hse. itsa pursian! whoohoo. kinda naughty oh! fighting wif moi rabbit and the other 5 cats. lol. bud its realli adorable!! lol. oh well! jus one more month to go!!! ark!! i will b STRESSED up fer a month ahead. hope everything goes on well. =) hmm. oh well. signing off soon. tired. wif all those oranges n ang paos n goodies. lol! wishing everyone a great year ahead! take care folks. Miss You @ |1/30/2006 07:48:00 PM| Monday, January 16, 2006
cos. moi stomach still churning ard. n it hurts so much during de java quiz. lol! i think. more den 75% of de class is failing dis quiz. includin mi of cos. haha! bud. i dun giv a damn la. lol. n is still hurting rite now. :( well. tokin abt yesterday. hehe. actualli its quite a nice dae to mi la. :) i realli cant take buffet la. im losing $$. haha! eat till so damn full. felt so much like vomitting. *nice foodie* yupz. know everything from dem. even though its veri saddening. bud its okay. hmm. i'm strong enough to take it. yea~! n after eating. i den realise .. moi econs tutorial haven done anything! haha! yupz. bud its okay. do hav time to complete it during de lesson. :) bud. one sad thing. moi pencil box broke down. cannot zip liao. realli sad la. its a gift from zi n ying. haiz. vincent did tried to help mi repair. bud. lol. still cannot make it la. n 2dae actualli wanna attend 6pm lecture de. buden kena influenced by pearlyn to go home! LOL! haiz. den wed gota stay one more hr le. hmmm.. n yupz. 2dae when doin project. PSPS. haha. now den i realise moi brain realli full of rubbish. all those realli ridiculus de. bud we add it in in de end. so. out of de 5. 3 inventions r mine. hehee.. *grinz* n. exam timetable is cuming out on wednesday. hmm. gona plan moi study time soon soon. cannot play too much le bah. bud. i still hav some shit : 1) java project report. 2) PSPS presentation. 3) q-method assignment. i haven even start a thing yet. 4) TCS oral presentation. i also haven start yet. lol. 5) math quiz next week. 6) TCS online research learning quiz. due next week. 7) many many psychology quiz. :( hmm. thats all i can think of. mayb still gt. den i ferget le. lol! im having SSTM (serious short term memory) lol. im goin crazy sooner or later man! hahaha. see wad to do bah. im used to last min work. moi brain onli generate thinking/useful cells at de veri last minute. hahah. in short. im jus too lazy lah! =X oh ok. think thats all i wanna report. someone wanna hear moi story of posts as frequent as possible. hehe. i'll try to. =) n yesh. mao mao said he always treat mi gud de. LOL!. realli? hehe.. mao mao. if u r reading dis. better cum earlier to pei mi on sunday!! =X oh yupz. dun worry ppl. im fine. im okay. thanks ppl fer de concern. :) poppo is blessed~. nitz folks... Miss You @ |1/16/2006 10:41:00 PM| Friday, January 13, 2006
buden. 2dae realli consume lotsa junk foodie. =X yupz. met up at uncle at business skool. hmm. had lunch wif him before we went to meet mao mao. =) n yea~ i doze off in de bus. im jus too tired arh. im so paisay wif dem at mos burger lar!! its like im wif 2 beast. hahaha! =X esp. mao mao. 10 years down de road. he still wun change his pervertic attitude. lol!! (he would chop his sis up when he reads dis.) =X well.well. we went to hunt fer uncle's shoe. walk n walk .. that place jus so haunted lar! a good place to film ghostly films. i dun think im gona go there again. hah! yupx. 2dae we make a huge error. which is to go han's to eat. de food there jus sucks alot. hahaha!! bud we did spend hrs there chit chatting. den mao mao is like our dustbin. =X (dun wanna elaborate any further. ) overall. its a nice n tiring dae. bud. theres work 2moro oh. jus hope everything will go thru smoothly. =) n 2moro .. hmm. i kept forgetting wad i wanna do. lol. i seriously had STM. n moi condition realli worsen alot dis daes. nah ha! moi brain cells r decreasing day by day. im so dead tired . yupz. looking forward to moi march holi! yea~!. hopefulli can go genting wif elanie n pearlyn. n mayb mao mao n uncle? HAHA!! =X take care folks. *signed off!* Miss You @ |1/13/2006 10:34:00 PM| Thursday, January 12, 2006
2dae is still not too bad. TCS still gt vincent,yihua they all 2 entertain mi. =) all those crappers. hahaha.. i dunno wad moi stomach went wrong also. after moi milk tea. i had a terrible stomach ache. until now~. =( din even eat during de break. buden. theres sudden craving for foodie during q-method lecture. HAHA! all becos/thanks to vincent. haaha.. yupz. we sneak out to buy foodie. lol. i still cant rmb de name of de food he bought. bud its reaalli nice. *yummy* bud we ma lu ourself by eating too loudly. hehe. gt de crispy sound*. after de 2 borin lec. went to find our cp. reviewing term test results. hmm.. i now den realise our klass did so badly dis time. lotsa failers.. luckily i gt ABB. hehe. its still not bad la. *grinz* yupz. im so* in my thoughts dis 2 daes. panda king mus have found that drop of tear. cos i dun think i would ever forgive him. even though forgiving a person brings credits to your loved ones. n its de day i should forget all abt him. its de same feeling when i knew g.a was lieing to mi in de past. i hate ppl who took moi trust as an advantage. it realli breaks moi heart. bud. hmm. i did forgive g.a at de end. n now.he was considered to be one of moi bestest fren. its jus so rare. a probabilty of 1/1 million. mayb? mayb. he is so much sincere in repairing de frenship once we hav. (g.a mus be happy/sad when i rack all dis up) n if anyone asking mi. will i forgive p.k. hmm. maybe. onli if a miracle happens. bud theres one thing for sure. i wun go back to that chapter. hating someone is jus so tiring for mi. sometimes its jus not worth it to hate someone throughout your life. its time-wastin to mi. i should covert moi hating time to treasuring those that i loved. its more useful i think. n everytime i knew someone was lieing to mi. it decrease de depth of how much im trusting ppl. its jus so heartening when i had so much trust in moi loved ones. n they return mi wif lies/hiding the tuths. jus y cant everyone be in their true self. y ppl regret their doings onli at de end. when everything is at its boundaries. im so damn saded n disappointed. right now. i dun even know who to believe in. im so called now. "not in de right state of mind" everyone has its one version of story.so who to believe? i dunno. i dunno. i dun even wan to think anymore. i dun wish history to happen. it takes such a long time for mi not to recover from sadness n disappointment. its takes such a long time for ppl to convince mi. n it takes a much longer time to have trust on those ppl who had lied to mi b4. so many of the times. i wish i could jus hide inside my shell. i dun wanna care abt any other things. im jus so damn tired. i wish i could run away. bud. im still left wif so much things left undone. i seriously need a vacation. realli. cp jus mention de difficulty of q-method main exam paper. its jus demoralise all of us man! de lecturer is jus so shitty. n cp still claimed her to b one of de best lecturers. jus omg~. i cant even understand wad she teaching abt . from chapter 2. she was like toking to herself for de whole lecture. n i gota study by moiself during exam period. its realli pointless to hav her as our lectuer. -.-" n yupx. looking at de calendar. time has ran too fast. straight after cny gota psychology main paper. i dunno how to study de 8 big theories . *sian* dis sem is jus so short & shocking. im so sick of chasing time ard. im so dead tired. ive no more brain cells to think anymore. so much often. i dread moiself going to skool. *haiz* n at work. things cant get much better. moi perspective of many individuals had changed. -completely- n yupz. i do tot of quiting now. im so . . . i shouldnt had tot of going back pp to work. it seems like i created so much "trouble" since. i got so much bad kama during dis period. i felt so sucky. *eeks!* i realli cant tahan anymore. -.- next thing. moi cat is sick. realli damn sick. omg. heartbreaks when i see her suffering. dunno when den will recover. she's having illness after illness. . . . jus do hope she will get better soon. well. 2moro will be a nice friday i guess. *hopefulli* moi best dae of de week. having moi fave sub. engineering drawing. =) bud i gota wake up by moiself. 6.45am. =( gota go to skool by moiself. no free ride 2moro. haiz. prayed hard it dun rain~... & it marks de start of de weekend. *work!* well. next week gota special dae. =) yupx yupx. im looking forward to it. yeah~! oh yesh. another great great news. g.a might b cuming back huh. lol. *cheers* oh okay. im done wif moi stuffs for 2dae. nitze everyone. take care Miss You @ |1/12/2006 07:12:00 PM| Wednesday, January 11, 2006
oh. im jus so bored. so tot of doin this. kenneth too had done dis. lol. The 1st 20 People Coming to my Mind Now : 1) panda king 2) guardian angel 3) zilin 4) uncle shuen 5) mummy~ 6) wei an 7) mao mao 8) kenneth 9) sherrie 10) winnie 11) ying ying 12) shi fu 13) tu er 14) jaren 15) elaine 16) pearlyn 17) bro 18) nick . lol! 19) daddy~ 20) linjie who is 8 going out with? - hmm.. should still be single. is 9 a girl or boi? -fei hua! so ming xian is a girl. will 11 and 2 make a good couple? -hmmm! haha. mayb? yea~ no.2 is a real good guy and no.11 is a real good girl. =) how about 18 and 4? -nah. it will never ever happen. lol. what grade is 17 in? -hmm. wad grade? i dun understand. hah when was the last time you talked to 12? -hehe. jus now at msn. was crapping wif him. =) what is 6 fav song? -yea~! paint my love by MLTR *grinx* does one has any sibling? -hmm. thats difficult to answer. cos its jus too complicated. would you ever date 3? -nah! hahaha. she is moi bestest fren cum biao mei. =) would you ever date 7? -nah nah nah!! hahaha. LOL! he is half bro to mi. =) is 16 single? -hmm. she is attached. wads 15's middle name? -Liu wads 5's middle name? -Ong wads 10's fantasy? -hmm.. im not realli sure abt it. would 14 and 19 make a good couple? -its jus totalli impossible. lol! what skool does 20 go? -nyp tell mi a random facts abt 11. -she has "big" hair. bud she has a good heart. =) and 1? -he jus broke someone's heart. where does 9 live? -bedok. what's 4 fave color? -hmm. blue? im not realli sure actualli. hehe. would you make out wif 14? -haha. maybe bah. are 5 and 1 best frens? -hahahah! definetly NO! have you had a crush on 20? - nopez. haha do you like 2? -hmm. yea~! he is moi guardian angel. i like him as moi bestest fren.=) will 8 like 19? -hahhaa... i dun dare to think. LOL! how do you meet 15? -in skool.-tp. does 10 hav any pets? -hmm. dont think so bah. lol. is 12 older den u? -hehe. nah! im older den him by a few months. is 1 de sexiest person? -it cant b. have you given 13 a hug? -LOL!! of cos not! there will b headlines if there is one. hahaha! how do you find 9? -she is a sweet n nice girl. *grinz* yea~! de END. lol!!. Miss You @ |1/11/2006 12:01:00 AM| Sunday, January 08, 2006
yesterday nite went to hunt for food wif bro they all at holland v. hehe. went nydc. de foodie was nice. "boo-boo" was jus so fantastic! *grinz* super duper sian at work 2dae. ^-^ bud yea~ im stopping soon. needa study for moi exam oh. whoosh~ jus heard from mao mao he might b quitting. hmm?? so how huh? if i quit at de same time wif mao mao. others will think that i quit becos him. n its never gonna b true man. theres still sherrie n winnie . theres still nice ppl out there. becos i gotta ignore one person n leave wif mao mao. i dunno whether its worth it anot. n somemore. i cant work wif mao mao arh. i dunno wad gaming job he is into. lol. n yea~ today sherrie n winnie are jus so great to listen to mi. so nice of dem. =) n. they are jus so right. n im jus so lucky . to hav moi guardian angel . *yea~!* even though we r contingents apart. i could feel his warmth of concern on dis rainy dae. he is moi nicest guy-fren ive ever had. he makes such a perfect guardian angel to mi. =) hehe. n im botherin to w.a to intro some gers for him. =X yea~! hahaha! n we agree. that "final" ger will be so fortunate n lucky n blessed ~.. hehe. its jus so great to chat wif dem. *grinz* sad n sad .. disappointed n disappointed.. since 2004's numerous incidents. i now den realised. im so much stronger. life is jus so short. enjoy life man! so. if anything happens 2moro. i will hav no regrets. one mus live life to the fullest. wif no regrets. n wif no sin.. orelse. u will carry guilt for de rest of yor life. thats truly bad karma! hahaha. im gonna sleep well 2nite! thank goodness ive got great frens ard. great family . n my fantastic guardian angel. ** (he mus be luffing when he reads dis!) =X oh okay. i think im going off for moi shower. =) babaye everyone. *..**HuGz**..* Miss You @ |1/08/2006 08:49:00 PM| Friday, January 06, 2006
irritating thursday!! jus any shit word can fit in. im counting down. jus 5 more hard thursdays ive gotta go thru!. weekend is here again. i had a terrible one week. indeed. bad start of the year. =( projects projects assignments. im going mad soon! lemme list out: 1. psychology project. 2. PSPS innovation project 3. JAVA PROGRAMMING applet project 4. q-method new assignment 5. TCS oral presentation *sigh* wad a hard life im going thru. bud luckily! hah. moi guardian angel brighten up moi dae wif a sweet testimonial. *grinz* orelse. i will still feel shitty all those while. *dis was moi 1/2 post of de bog* yea~! jus cum back home. went to make delivery wif bro. went to hunt for milo dino & his prata. hehe. its such a cooling nite out now. im shivering~ lol. bud. it will be a nice sleep i guess. =) for de past one week. had not been sleepin well. i lack of sleep too much. im turning panda again. lol. if de situation get worsen. i will b sent to china one fine dae. haha so.! better turning in soon. he was rite. live for the people i love.live for 2dae. n live for moiself. n yea~. i live for him. =) 2moro. morning. 8am. gota wake up. =( workin morning shift. haiz~ dunno wad will happen also. *sian* bud i think. im stopping work beri soon soon. =) i think one or 2 more weeks onli. im stopping for new year n exam. haha! yea~! it chinese new year again!!! *cheers* kinda excited abt it. valentine's dae cuming up. moi bro's ROM. =) equalli excited oh. *double grinz* yea~! im off for moi dearie bed!! nitz everyone. *hugz* Miss You @ |1/06/2006 11:35:00 PM| Wednesday, January 04, 2006
y? becos. i realli wan to fa xie. n somehow. theres no one able to hear mi out. panda king is jus so engrossed in his sleep. those that had been moi listeners are jus not ard. im jus so saded lar. bud luckily. moi guardian angel is jus so sweet to send mi that mail. im realli touched. at least. he gt de 6th sense that im feeling terrible right now. i realli wish to have a good chat wif him. so far yet so near. at least. i could feel. he still cared fer mi. well. 2dae is de start of de 2nd term. im feeling so restless de whole dae. gt back moi 2 papers. rather happy abt it. bud dunno y. i cant feel it at all. no one is here to share de joy wif mi. i felt so alone 2dae. n i gt even saded after receiving de messages. i think i realli sucks alot. i din have a proper rest. b4 i proceed to moi hw. im so bombarded wif hw n projects. in de end. i actualli took moi hw to fa xie all de way. n did manage to complete those urgent hws due on thursdays. im left wif java. dis irritating project. it seems de whole class din bother much abt it. will leave it 2 2moro den. din wan to complete everything by 2night. orelse. ive nth left to fa xie abt. 2moro will b another long dae. i realli hate moi cds tutorial. n theres a talk needa attend.sianzation la. din understand y skool still force students to attend such talks. like so scared theres no audience at all. haiz. life is so shit rite now. 2006 is a bad start. n its not abt projects. ... many events cuming up. hope that everything get in paced. i felt so much like running away. parents telling mi to stop working. guardian angel was so worried abt mi. he too telling mi to stop working. i think. i realli need a hiding place. im so shit right now. if possible. someone pls kind enuff to end mi. im jus so reluntant to think. n move on. to my panda king. moi guardian angel n moi dearie frens. poppo felt wonderful n blessed to hav u all. many of u. r once moi determination to live on. thanks fer everything. take care babaye.. Miss You @ |1/04/2006 01:32:00 AM| |