terrible thursday
yea~! im left wif 4 terrible thursdays. hehe.
2dae is still not too bad.
TCS still gt vincent,yihua they all 2 entertain mi. =)
all those crappers. hahaha..
i dunno wad moi stomach went wrong also.
after moi milk tea. i had a terrible stomach ache. until now~. =(
din even eat during de break.
buden. theres sudden craving for foodie during q-method lecture. HAHA!
all becos/thanks to vincent. haaha..
yupz. we sneak out to buy foodie. lol.
i still cant rmb de name of de food he bought. bud its reaalli nice. *yummy*
bud we ma lu ourself by eating too loudly. hehe. gt de crispy sound*.
after de 2 borin lec. went to find our cp. reviewing term test results.
hmm.. i now den realise our klass did so badly dis time.
lotsa failers..
luckily i gt ABB. hehe. its still not bad la. *grinz*
yupz. im so* in my thoughts dis 2 daes.
panda king mus have found that drop of tear. cos i dun think i would ever forgive him.
even though forgiving a person brings credits to your loved ones.
n its de day i should forget all abt him.
its de same feeling when i knew g.a was lieing to mi in de past.
i hate ppl who took moi trust as an advantage.
it realli breaks moi heart.
bud. hmm. i did forgive g.a at de end.
n now.he was considered to be one of moi bestest fren.
its jus so rare. a probabilty of 1/1 million. mayb?
mayb. he is so much sincere in repairing de frenship once we hav.
(g.a mus be happy/sad when i rack all dis up)
n if anyone asking mi. will i forgive p.k. hmm.
maybe. onli if a miracle happens.
bud theres one thing for sure. i wun go back to that chapter.
hating someone is jus so tiring for mi.
sometimes its jus not worth it to hate someone throughout your life.
its time-wastin to mi.
i should covert moi hating time to treasuring those that i loved.
its more useful i think.
n everytime i knew someone was lieing to mi.
it decrease de depth of how much im trusting ppl.
its jus so heartening when i had so much trust in moi loved ones. n they return mi wif lies/hiding the tuths.
jus y cant everyone be in their true self.
y ppl regret their doings onli at de end. when everything is at its boundaries.
im so damn saded n disappointed.
right now. i dun even know who to believe in.
im so called now. "not in de right state of mind"
everyone has its one version of story.so who to believe?
i dunno. i dunno. i dun even wan to think anymore.
i dun wish history to happen.
it takes such a long time for mi not to recover from sadness n disappointment.
its takes such a long time for ppl to convince mi.
n it takes a much longer time to have trust on those ppl who had lied to mi b4.
so many of the times. i wish i could jus hide inside my shell.
i dun wanna care abt any other things.
im jus so damn tired. i wish i could run away.
bud. im still left wif so much things left undone.
i seriously need a vacation. realli.
cp jus mention de difficulty of q-method main exam paper. its jus demoralise all of us man!
de lecturer is jus so shitty. n cp still claimed her to b one of de best lecturers.
jus omg~.
i cant even understand wad she teaching abt .
from chapter 2. she was like toking to herself for de whole lecture.
n i gota study by moiself during exam period.
its realli pointless to hav her as our lectuer. -.-"
n yupx. looking at de calendar. time has ran too fast.
straight after cny gota psychology main paper. i dunno how to study de 8 big theories . *sian*
dis sem is jus so short & shocking.
im so sick of chasing time ard.
im so dead tired.
ive no more brain cells to think anymore.
so much often. i dread moiself going to skool. *haiz*
n at work.
things cant get much better.
moi perspective of many individuals had changed.
-completely-
n yupz. i do tot of quiting now.
im so . . .
i shouldnt had tot of going back pp to work.
it seems like i created so much "trouble" since.
i got so much bad kama during dis period.
i felt so sucky. *eeks!*
i realli cant tahan anymore. -.-
next thing.
moi cat is sick. realli damn sick.
omg. heartbreaks when i see her suffering.
dunno when den will recover.
she's having illness after illness.
. . .
jus do hope she will get better soon.
well. 2moro will be a nice friday i guess. *hopefulli*
moi best dae of de week.
having moi fave sub. engineering drawing. =)
bud i gota wake up by moiself. 6.45am. =(
gota go to skool by moiself.
no free ride 2moro. haiz.
prayed hard it dun rain~...
& it marks de start of de weekend. *work!*
well. next week gota special dae. =)
yupx yupx. im looking forward to it. yeah~!
oh yesh. another great great news.
g.a might b cuming back huh. lol. *cheers*
oh okay. im done wif moi stuffs for 2dae.
nitze everyone.
take care
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