well wishes,.
okay. im back to blog again.
y? becos. i realli wan to fa xie.
n somehow. theres no one able to hear mi out.
panda king is jus so engrossed in his sleep.
those that had been moi listeners are jus not ard.
im jus so saded lar.
bud luckily. moi guardian angel is jus so sweet to send mi that mail.
im realli touched.
at least. he gt de 6th sense that im feeling terrible right now.
i realli wish to have a good chat wif him.
so far yet so near.
at least. i could feel. he still cared fer mi.
well. 2dae is de start of de 2nd term. im feeling so restless de whole dae.
gt back moi 2 papers.
rather happy abt it. bud dunno y. i cant feel it at all.
no one is here to share de joy wif mi.
i felt so alone 2dae.
n i gt even saded after receiving de messages.
i think i realli sucks alot.
i din have a proper rest. b4 i proceed to moi hw.
im so bombarded wif hw n projects.
in de end. i actualli took moi hw to fa xie all de way. n did manage to complete those urgent hws due on thursdays.
im left wif java. dis irritating project.
it seems de whole class din bother much abt it.
will leave it 2 2moro den.
din wan to complete everything by 2night.
orelse. ive nth left to fa xie abt.
2moro will b another long dae. i realli hate moi cds tutorial.
n theres a talk needa attend.sianzation la.
din understand y skool still force students to attend such talks.
like so scared theres no audience at all.
haiz. life is so shit rite now.
2006 is a bad start. n its not abt projects.
...
many events cuming up. hope that everything get in paced.
i felt so much like running away. parents telling mi to stop working.
guardian angel was so worried abt mi. he too telling mi to stop working.
i think. i realli need a hiding place.
im so shit right now.
if possible. someone pls kind enuff to end mi.
im jus so reluntant to think. n move on.
to my panda king. moi guardian angel n moi dearie frens.
poppo felt wonderful n blessed to hav u all.
many of u. r once moi determination to live on.
thanks fer everything.
take care
babaye..
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Miss You
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