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Friday, March 31, 2006
zui ai ni de shi hou .. .. ni ke nen cuo guo le .. ..
i jus cant figure out how to get into sleep.
..
well. itsa kind of good dae at work actually.
like to work wif wendy esp.
n ive jus classifed "her" to be in THAT CLAN.
mi n sherrie agreed.
she is jus another WIERDO!
n i gona try my best to don't giv a damn!
n thus.
to update.
THAT CLAN now consist of 3 ppl.
haha.. i shall not name it here.
well.. mr loon's prawns is still so nice.
mr lee's BEEF IS JUS AWESOME!
oh my god.
really yummy & delicious~
haha.. n yup.
stayed awhile to help alex to finish up those ordering.
lol.. n its that mr lee who made de mistake.
DOU MIAO!
i wun ferget it man. is 1000 gram to be correct.
hahaha. n this mistake cause mi to miss my 135.
thus took 76 wif wendy they all n change bus aftertt.
hai ya ya.
been listening to dis song.
zui ai ni de shi hou - by zhou chuan xiiong.
wa send mi dis song..
n this song really touched my heart deeply..
a real nice song.
n de lyrics is kinda meaningful too.
n my tears actually dropped when i listen to it attentively for de 1st time.
even though i oreadi had that song on my mp3.
im jus addicted to dis song loads.
=)
yupz.
the thunders and storms had stopped.
everything back to the peaceful site.
=)
2moro wokrin morning.
yea~! wif winnie! finally. haha.
theres wendy. mr lee. winnie.
hopefully. gona b a good dae.
=)
n .. ive suddenly have de urge to COOK!
haha.. sound ridiculus / wierd to some ppl bah.
u see. holiday is meant to do things that ive longed wanted to do.
i shall see how.. dis satuday? yea~!
HEY. i think i can cook much better den mum.
=X
okok. its 2.12.am.
ive ard 8 hrs of sleep.
thank goodness.. a good nite sleep is awaiting mi.
nitz folks.
take care everyone. =)
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Miss You
@ |3/31/2006 01:55:00 AM|
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Sunday, March 26, 2006
-gone-
it seems..
everythings starts from mi.
n i really hate myself fer all dis.
if i could jus accept it.
den theres gona b no problems at all.
u see. de world is never fair.
n its goes to de same.
work.
its never gona b fair share among ppl.
one gona sacrifiace in de end.
i shouldnt had "reject" de runner offer 2dae at 1st.
it created so much trouble.
in de end. everyone was so unhappy.
im really sorry.
much to jerlyn.
....
im so gone and so dead.
how i really wish. my days are near.
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Miss You
@ |3/26/2006 01:28:00 AM|
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Saturday, March 25, 2006
words..
...
jus came back from suppering.
=X
n i found dis kinda nice.
guys drink to forget abt the girl.
while girls drink to think back abt the guy.
when guys are in love , they become poorer.
when girls are in love , they become prettier.
guys can forget , bud they cant forgive.
girls can forgive , bud they cant forget.
guys care most abt the quantity of love..
bud girls care abt the quality of love.
guys break-up when they feel the love from another girl.
while girls break-up when they feel seperation from her man.
guys feels curious towards all girls.
girls feels curious towards the guy who are interested in her.
when guys are heartbroken , they try to forget the girl by going out wif other girls.
when girls are heartbroken , they try to find his charateristics from other guys.
guys wishes to be her first love.
while girls wishes him to be his last love..
a little love goes a long way..
and alot goes forever....
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Miss You
@ |3/25/2006 02:35:00 AM|
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Friday, March 24, 2006
fridae affair.
was wondering isit that my blog has some msyterious ppl viewing..
haha.. de web counter is jumping each dae.
buden.. none has tag in my tagboard recently.
lol..
ok ok.
back to stuff.
one more month. to school reopen.
-sianz-
i used to hope for term starts.
buden now. carefree life is better.
hahaha.
n sometimes..
im kind of sick of going out dis daes. n i dunno y.
work is still okay.. sometimes. i rather go work n play.
haha. bud it realli depends..
on who is working.
terrence is right. de managers.. supervisors r good.
bud jus that some had some kind of attitude problem.
buden. its like tt de bah.
under so much stress.. its difficult to remain your cool sometimes.
jus tt i think.
service crew is not really working well wif de kitchen staff.
or i mean.. the other way?
many of the times.. its de kitchen ppl who r driving mi to go nuts.
they r de ones whom im so pissed of wad they said n do.
-shakes head-
lifes like tt...
haiz... jus for the time being ya.
im stayin on.
bud i wun rule out that de decision to leave in de near future.
sometimes.. its better to think for oneself.
n yea. im nearly late for work 2dae.
i din know tt mum called mi at 9am.
i wake up at 10am instead.
n lucky to find dad still ard.
so glad he send mi to work.
hahaha..
n who fault?
THANKS "someone" who woke mi up at 4am.
asking mi to entertain him.
if u dunno dis.
its a MSN affair.
lol..
wa. i know u r thick-skinned to tahan dis few sentences.
=X
okok.
time to TV-ing again.
babaye.
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Miss You
@ |3/24/2006 11:43:00 PM|
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branded armani!~
had kfc feast again!.
arkk.. n thats de result of gaining weight again. haha.
work was okay 2dae yea.
was damn sleepy & blur initially.
n suddenly.. mr loon called mi a name that woke mi up completely.
" jiao jiao armani "
HAHAHAHA..
made mi laugh my lungs out.
had not heard him calling mi dis for SOOO LONG!
another name that was suddenly used..
" da tou chang ying "
called by xiao ming in de past.
was recalled back by sherrie.
lol..
thats de happy times back then. haha.
buden now.
back to de sian type?
terrence,daniel,mabel leaving .
haiz..
2dae den i realise. april is cuming soon.
-shakes head-
shall wait & see.
im so pissed off by everything..
n i dunno y.
-bad mood-
bud did i show it out?
i see everything also hen sian.
haiz..
i need a FEAST to cheer mi up.
lol.
no matter how long i sleep.
no matter how hard i worked.
i jus cant shake off the pain, hurt .. saddnesss.
that seems to hunt mi around whenever im alone.
all i wanted to do now.
is to move on..
kk. thats all i wanna sae.
thanks for your concern my dear.
im sick. bud its still okay for de time being.
well.. its time to figure out how to sleep now.
nitz folks.
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Miss You
@ |3/24/2006 02:12:00 AM|
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
happiness...
lifes great only wif a happy attitude.
yea. as such.
nowadays. im always wif a happy face around.
n many asked. " y u so happy? "
"y laugh again?"
well. bud in actual fact.
to those who knows mi best.
my laughter had declined kind of bit.
u see. if 2dae is my last dae.
den i will hav no regrets.
at least. im still so happy & cheerful on my last dae.
okay well.
days had past.
months had past.
n years had past.
bud memories always remain.
i still can rmb wad i did when im jus 3 years old.
so well for now.
many ppl had wanted to turn back time.
cos of regrets.. etc.
bud.. should i realli regret?
i should b content & happy.. that it happened.
that it was once my happiest daes..
well.. many times of dis daes..
i still tot of how good life was when im still a kid.
bud .. i jus took it for granted somehow.
i miss those great times.
i miss my old home so much.
frens come and go..
bud i do think..
friendship is a better investment actually..
ive great frens that i felt so fortunate.
those great frens that helped mi thru my bad times.
those great frens who had touched my heart deeply.
n those great frens.. who never gave up hope on mi.
for such..
im content of my family..
even though.. i hope to hav a sis earlier on.
ive gt a great mom that im realli proud of.
ive got a great dad that never gives up on his family.
yup. i still gt moi 2 beloved brothers.
im so fortunate of that.
really.
u see. my heart melts when im wif my loved ones.
mum was admitted to tts earlier on ..
i misses her so much during her stay there.
talking on de phone melts my entire heart.
her voices made my eyes go teary.
till den. i know.
i loved my mum so much.
much more den anyone else on earth.
as such.. everything goes by feeling.
april fool is cuming soon.
well.. i nearly ended myself 2 years ago.
lots of thoughts cuming thru..
2 years ago. those r de incidents that turned mi strong.
as such. my tears was much less watery now.
as i used to be a cry baby since young.
thats y. i think ive aged.
forgivness is my best policy.
ive forgave ppl whom i tot i would never ever forgive.
i forgived someone who broke my heart so much.
i forgived someone who is the only one who had beat mi when young.
i forgived someone who lied to mi so many many times.
dis r de 3 ppl whom ive realli hate for my 17 years of live.
n surprisingly..
dis 3 ppl are the ones that r close to my heart.
n i do believe.
ppl will changed for the better..
thats y.. theres de 2nd chance.
n for now.
i jus hope. that i could really let go..
my mind & heart is not cooperating at all.
its my heart which wans to stay on..
im sorry to say dis.
i need time.
was always wondering..
should i had gone back to work last aug?
seems like sakae is my trouble spreader..
bud no matter wad.
i shall update my next decision when de management changed.
n it seems..
none r encouraging mi to continue.
mum wan mi work less.or rather jus quit.
frens telling mi to stop too.
n yea. wa was so worried for mi when im workin.
so anyone encouragin mi to stay?
onli sherrie n winnie i think.
2.49am..
im still so awake.
i wanted to tell u so much.
that i realli misses u loads..
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Miss You
@ |3/23/2006 02:09:00 AM|
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006
sore-throated**
oh my..
its my turn now
*sore-throated*
-saded-
yup. had dinner wif vin earlier on.
kind of disappointed. cos no boo-boo cake 2dae at suntec.
arkkk~!
bud overall. de food is nice ya. =)
yup.yup.
im so dead tired 2dae.
n moi umbrella spoilt!
-.-
ironed my uniforms , mopped de floor.
ppl are STUNNED to see/hear mi doin household chores.
includin my dear dad.
haha.
am i so (xiao-jie) ? not doin any work type?
lol...
dun wanna care.
sore-throat + headache = nightmare.
hen sian ya.
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2moro wokrin morning shift.
jus hope everything turns out fine.
=)
n yea. was arguing wif wa abt commonwealth games previousli.
hahaha.
-mad-
n if u r readin this.
IM GONNA WIN!
-bleahx-
okook. headache is killing mi.
goin fer my bed soon.
de dew scent is realli nice.
-grinz-
nitz everyone.
babaye...
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Miss You
@ |3/22/2006 01:15:00 AM|
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Monday, March 20, 2006
monday yayness!
oh rite rite.
moi mum is finnali feelin much better.
bud still. hand is still so swollen.
yeap. gonna accompany her to tts 2moro morning.
hopefulli. everything turns out fine.
=)
yup. as usual. im feelin so great on monday.
-grinz-
work is good 2dae ya..
met shan on de bus 2dae. haha.
n yeap. mr loon turned so CHEEKY dis daes. lol!
like to tease at him alot.
n he too like to say mi alot lot. haha.
yea. 2day was not so busy. =)
n de best part came when eatin moi so called "dinner" wif sherrie.
yeap. we were so noisy n it seems like partying wif foodie ard.
hahahaha.
ate so much 2dae.
kfc's bandito meal.
peach red tea.
sherrie's japanese cheese cake.
mine chocolate fanfare cake.
woot!
gona b runner fer a week to shed off those kilos.
LOL!
oh okay. nice time watchin de commonwealth games.
campus superstar.
channel's 5 dancing talent show.
=)
im always working monday shift cos im not willingly to miss all dis great shows.
hahaha.
n yeap~!
TUESDAY is moi free day..
=)
mr vincent promised mi to treat mi eat nydc's boo-boo cake.
haha. yayness!!
yeap. *drooling* over dis cake by nydc.
its realli yummy.
-grinz-
oh rite. i loved dis week's schedule actualli.
kind of PERFECT for mi.
=)
mon, wed & fri earli.
thur, sat , sun nite.
n yeap! friday work till 3pm onli! YAYS!!!
-cheers-
oh yea.
mus thanks to those who had sent over their concern dis daes.
realli appreciated.
=)
oh ok. think thats it fer now.
byes everydae.
-yays-
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Miss You
@ |3/20/2006 10:16:00 PM|
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Saturday, March 18, 2006
........
alright.
will be away for the time being.
ive to take care of moi mum.
n yea. my house & my pets.
so. anything urgent jus gives mi a beep.
or jus leave messages/emails ard. i will read/reply it in my free time.
i wun be so frequently-"onlined".
take care.
ciao~
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Miss You
@ |3/18/2006 11:09:00 PM|
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Thursday, March 16, 2006
wooohoo~
my whole body is aching..
arkk.. long time din do split le.
it realli makes mi so damn exhausted.
was readin jaren's blog previousli.
lol.. ya. i fulli agree. if i were him. i would quit immediateli.
hahaha. kind of torturin yah.
jus when someone see u bu shuang. n thus torture u wif all those work.
its realli bad .
we have HUMAN RIGHTS ya.
becos of jealousy.
*shakes head*
realli hate it . u had done your best.
and no one appreciate your job. it realli sucks!
n so.
think im more lucki den jaren. lol.
buden... mayb. moi TURN is cuming soon. haha.
n fer mi. work is much better now.
cos i jus needa IGNORE those wax ppl.
jus ren abit bah.
no choice. ive great plans for moi next sem holiday.
saving money in progress!
yea. ah seng FUMED mi up 2day.
lol!
-smelli-smelli-
no. 1 lame guy in sakae.
hahaha.
wad he did realli make him so gao xiao.
lol.
n yar~. theres also MR LOON.
haha. all TEPPAN GUYS are jus 'junk ppl'
=X
'shuai nan ren' * not handsome ya*
lol.
n i dun understand y 'big cow' always sayin i actin cute.
wad an IDIOT!.
he somehow FUMED mi also.
lol.
ok. enuff of crap.
i know. ive turned NOISEY nowadays.
haha. i'll try my best to keep moi mouth shut abit.
n looking at 2moro's schedule.
kind of SIANED to see those doin closin.
nvm. i will entertain moiself again. lol.
okok. enuff of work stuff.
last few daes had been great actualli.
too good till i LAZY to blog abt.
lol. bloggin is somehow fer mi to FA XIE ya.
during those great times. i seldom update de.
hahaha. yea~ thats it.
if u had notice. =)
was thinkin abt wad we talked abt yesterday.
it is realli kind of wasted.
n. im real disappointed wif dem.
dis shall b.
im now wondering.
should i visit dem 6 months lata?
yea. U tell mi ..
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Miss You
@ |3/16/2006 01:17:00 AM|
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Friday, March 10, 2006
im.not gona UNDERSTAND.
first thing 1st.
ive received moi results.
im glad that i PASSED moi econs & java
overall. im content for 2 subjects onli.
econs & psychology.
i cant believe i can get a B for psy.
kind of impossible de.
lol.
& while for the rest of de results.
not that fantastic la.
mostly B..
hmm.
nvm. i shall work hard for next sem. =)
so happi! so more IT-related subjects!!
*DOUBLE GRINZ*
simply cos im a 100% computer idiot.
lol.
yea. last nite went for supper again.
i dunno wad steamboat la.
felt so bad cos nick scald his fingers. =(
arhk.. its kind of moi falut ya. haiz.
n we seemd so OUTCAST la!
CPF vs PARKWAY
hey man. CPF has more ppl.
kind of regretted to go.
arkkk.. reached there le den realised the purpose of de makaning
*TSK.TSK*
yea. & again.
alex has de duty to send me home safely .. ahaha.
=)
yup. reached home & gt a shock.
to see the cat moi parents had 'dump' 12 days ago at sims drive.
stuned to see how she came back on her own.
ITS A FEW KILOMETRRES DIFFERENCE .
oh my..
realli cant believe it.
*scratching-head*
yeap. as usual. im dead tired 2day morning.
actualli i think i din realli sleep at all bah.
lots of things spinning ard moi mind.
*sianzation*
so.. was kind of BLUR at work 2day.
moi eyes can hardly open.
arkkK~
so came back n sleep all de way until now.
bud im still tired.
im resting soon again.
cos 2moro working morning again. hmmm.
.i dun understand.
y ppl always felt regretted when he/she lose a loved one.
jus y cant one treasure every loved ones as much as they give.
jus y cant one meant wad he/she said.
how could one jus keep breaking promises.
how could one let a person down so many times every so many chances.
how could one always think he/she is always right.
how could one never think of the concequences when making decisions.
how could one traded love for lust.
....
for once..
IM NOT CARE ABT ALL DIS!
cos.
IM ON A HOLIDAY
(do take note)
people dun give mi more problems pls.
ive jus CLEARED all moi problems.
moi mind is now WHITE & NEAT & CLEAR
dis shall b moi deserved HOLIDAY.
yea~.
*peace*
babaye everyone.
ciao~
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Miss You
@ |3/10/2006 10:11:00 PM|
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
not gona believe...
the rules/instructions:
the tagged victimeslist 8 different points of their perfect lover/partner
mentioning the gender of said partner,
-tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment on the post letting them know they have been tagged,
if u tagged before, you are not required to contribute again.
my perfect guy ::
- trust mi & is honest to mi
- loves mi for who i am
- always there for mi
- humorous
- romantic
- good looking
- having the same interests as mi
- able to give mi a good life ahead
ok done.
thats moi dream guy.
i haven met one yet.
lol.
its like hai di lao zhen.
might b able to find onli in moi dream. hahha.
8 points is jus not enuff fer mi.
yea.
oh yes.
ive tidy up moi room.
de theme is WHITE.
ive make moi own curtains 2day.. cut here n iron there.
wasted lotsa sweat. haha.
de result is jus so fantastic.
=)
change moi bedsheet too.
wooot!
itsa matching wif moi curtains.
yea. everything is nice & neat.
simply jus so cosy.
hahaha.
i jus loved moi room. =)
* * * * *
ok well.
ive done another big mistake.
itsa disaster.
shiet!
i think.
i realli should go disappear from dem.
mayb. its realli a mistake in meeting dem.
i jus hope. i sees peace again.
im realli sorry for the troubles ive created.
im so gone & so dead.
mayb this time round.
marks the end of everything.
mayb. that is a better solution for each of us.
mayb. we will be happier .
so thats it.
im not gona care.
im not gona listen.
there goes. moi 2 lovely frens.
thats it.
im not havin a good mood.
i need some good rest.
2moro still needa work.
...
nitzs.
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Miss You
@ |3/08/2006 10:50:00 PM|
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i believ.e.
i cant stand anymore.
im feeling so terrible.
....
im just not in de rite state of mind.
i know.
it is a point to ferget.
ive tried so hard.
bud i jus failed .
all de while.
im jus lying moiself that im content.
i jus cant get over it.
...
n ive been dreaming of him all de while.
isit cos ive think too much.
mayb.
i know i shouldnt.
cos ppl will b damn disappointed.
ive jus realised.
de more i wanna ferget.
de harder i will succeed.
** ** **
yeap.
dunno y moi cable is givin mi trouble again.
anyone wanna donate travel adapter to mi?
i urgently need one oh.
new one cost 49 bucks.
arkk..
sianz.
intend to buy 2nd hand de.
buden. kind of short of cash for dis stupid thing. lol.
so any kind souls to donate it to mi?
i will be real happi & grateful.
mayb a lunch / dinner from mi.
hahaha.
thats much better den forking out extra $$ to get de adpater onli.
isit it rite?
lol!
okok.
went ikea 2day.
bought some stuffs yah.
bud its too late to pack moi room now.
shall leave it to 2moro den.
kind of tired le.
n yea.
im now looking for part time jobs.
=)
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Miss You
@ |3/08/2006 12:05:00 AM|
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Monday, March 06, 2006
the difference between a little & alot
im realli not in a right state of mind.
i gota make moi final decision 2nite.
oh yea. im dead tired again.
lack of sleep previousli.
lol.. was toking to elanie n vincent until i ferget de time.
jus when i realised. its already 3.45am
n i gota wake up early fer wok 2dae. lol.
yea. was toking much abt 'frens'
made mi sad again.
as i lost a fren 2 years ago.
yea. moi best mahjong partner.
recalling de voices made mi miss him so much.
haiz.
do hope. he is happy in his world now. =)
oh rite.
jus realised . i cant drag on anymore.
i mus made de decision asap.
i mus settle everything b4 moi next sem starts.
theres still one month plus to settle other thiings.
im counting down to de day that i will make moi mind clear.
hahaha.
so shag now. dead tired.
yea! i miss moi MANGO JUICE!!
lol. SOMEONE finish moi apple juice yesterday.
haha. cos i rmb i cant finish it on saturday during work.
n that SOMEONE told mi he dunno who drank it.
LOL!.
-rubbish-
work kind of nice 2day bah.
n yea~. choco tarts are realli DELICIOUS~!
*grinz*
oh yah. met kh 2dae. quite shocked to see him wandering at pp.
n ive saw those lovely burners at the shop.
n its kind of reasonable price.
i gona get a new one soon!. lol.
n finalli. develop those phtos.
nice man.
yea~!.
hahahah.
comparing to the one taken ard 11 years ago.
we grandchildrens realli grown up lots.
yea. we gona take another one 10 years later.
thats gona b interestin oh.
=)
oh yea~!
ikea. ikea.
-laughs-
a little love goes a long way..
alot goes forever...
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Miss You
@ |3/06/2006 10:23:00 PM|
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Sunday, March 05, 2006
happi sunday.
oh rite.
went to creative 2dae.
repaired! moi mp3.
lol. damn glad arh.
bought a new earphone too. =)
thanks dad so much fer driving mi all de way there.
LOL.
de smell of winter flower is jus soooo sweeett..
(",)
moi room is filled wif seeetness 2nite.
hahahah.
mum was lame enuff to say antz gona bite mi all 2nite.
lol.
thats de updated smell of moi room.
i gona make it a point to change the scent in a weekly basis.
hehe. pampering moiself wif those candles & scents.
bud de result is good.
a good nite sleep till de sunlight shine on moi butt.
hahaha.
de cosy quilt wif de supercool new aircon, candleslight, scents, pyjamas, soothing piano music..
whooo.. felt like im in heaven.
hahaha.
yea. moi dear monday has finalli arrived.
i jus LOVE monday.
hahha.
cos gt de campus superstar. lol.
yup.
gona tidy up moi room on tuesday.
ive made an appointment wif mum to help mi.hahaha.
n yea. i gt a NIGHTMARE.
of wad??
shortages of chawanmushi.
LOL!
think im over stressed at work.
nightmare oveer chawan. hahaha.
kind of RIDICULUS.
moi mind cant even stop thinking abt work when i sleep.
jus OMG.
*ahem*
i'll try not to talk much abt work here.
de more i mention. de more agitated i will be.
lol.
ohhh.. yeA..
another thing.
ga said that if one couldnt sleep..
jus think of the person u misses de most.
n think of de impossible things that gona happen.
n one will get to sleep much faster.
LOL!
is dis true?
i gona try it one fine dae when i hav difficulty in sleepin.
hahaha.
n yesh. LOVED dis song alot.
***alex du de wei - jia gei wo***
yup.yup.yup.
its realli nice.
itsa addictive song oh. =)
dunno y. im feeling happi 2day.
hahahaha.
*realli*
mayb. cos i dun need to work 2day.
n moi mp3 is finalli workin.
n monday is cuming!
lol.
okay.okay.
2moro working early.
wif winnie. =)
n i gota bring two turtles fer de aunty.
lol. gona b comical i think.
gota wake up early to see if im lucky enuff to catch a free ride.
LOL!.
yeahhhh.
do i realli look a piyo piyo??
haha. de new uniform realli make mi look more like a one.
ARK!.
haha.
n yea.
2day tot of many things when travelling in moi dad's car.
i actualli tot of adelia.
kind of miss her. =)
n also tot of dis sentence ," ni xiao xin yi dian oh, moi mum onli hav one daughter"
HAHAHHA..
thats wad i told alex when he send mi home previousli.
LOL!.
n it create much laughter to those who hears it.
haha.
yup. also tot of de tiramisu cake ive jus saw at toapayoh.
*MAD over cakes*
=X
n yesh. also tot of many many things.
kind of bu fang bian say here also.
lol.
alright. i'll end moi post here.
moi hand gettin numb! as i type.
so damn cold here.
moi room seems to hav changed into winter season.
lol..
babaye folks.
take good care everyone.
misses all.
=)
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Miss You
@ |3/05/2006 11:35:00 PM|
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Friday, March 03, 2006
jus wad should i do.?
4/3/06
i realli dun understand y im so dead tired when im having enough sleepin hours.
whoosh. mayb im realli getting fed-up wif work.
realli damn fed-up.
haiz.
bud 2day. still okay bah actualli.
having a mini party wif winnie n jerlyn.
hahaha.
jus lotsa DRINKS.
lol.
bought fruit juices fer dem.
hehe.
mango is de popular one.
=)
n alex is jus so nice to treat mi eat de tiramisu cake!
hahaha.
*delicious*
yea. think im crazy over food again.
lol.
im always tempted over fooddie.
jus cant change moi old habit..
hahha.
n soon.
im goin bonkaz..
arkk..
4/3/06
yea. this post was split to 2days.
cos yesterday dunno wad to continue also.
n i ferget to post it b4 i went fer moi bed.
hahaha.
yup. so sorry to make u worry.
fang xin. i din go missing.
lol.
n im realli bao qian to make u damn disappointed wif mi.
nah ha..
i hope i will b more obedient in de future.
lol.
n yea.
i also make moi uncle damn furious n angry wif mi.
haiz.
im always de bad one.
i realli sucks alot.
2day's work is tiring n fed-uping !
work till real damn sian.
haiz/.
n i fa xie at vincent.
lol!
n everyone seems to b encouraging mi to quit moi job.
includin moi mum.
yea. he was somehow right.
sometimes. i needa think fer moiself actualli.
im realli stressed up at work.
haiz.
i tot moi holiday is here to enjoy.
bud im damn wrong.
im still feelin stressed!
yup.
went supper again.
wif jerlyn! hahaha.
oh no la!
im having supper almost everyday.
lol. getting fatter each day again.
hmmm.
sunday is finalli here.
gona send moi mp3 fer repair la.
life without mp3 realli terrible though.
cant compare wif fm radio.
n yea.
its time to PACK moi room.
hahaha.
din even manage moi room fer new year.
cos was busy wif studies
hmmm.
gona make a trip to ikea soon.
moi fav. shoppin area.
lol.
n 2 update.
i haven made moi decision yet.
jing tui liang nan.
realli hard to make dis decision actualli.
im so damn stressed at work.
bud at de moment.
i bu sher de those great ppl over there.
haiz.
jus wad to do?
everyone encouragin mi to leave.
so should i?
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Miss You
@ |3/03/2006 08:50:00 PM|
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Thursday, March 02, 2006
super thursday.
well. i think im realli dead tired out.
so glad i din work 2day.
cos im reallli exhausted.
yea. went to play mahjong at jaren's place.
hah!
im realli late 2day..
i actualli overslept alot.
haha..
its nice to see lao peng you.
lol..
even though..
the mini concert they held there is quite disastrous. =X
hehehe.
yx is de super gay winner.
LOL!.
n im so dead tired when i reached home.
*headache*
- - - -
yes. im still considering abt moi decision.
haiz.
made mi so troubled dis days.
somehow. i think i realli sucks alot.
realli sianed.
im always doin things that made ppl sad or angry.
arhhhkkk..
those are moi sharded tears.
how i wish.
i could turn back time.
well. i do still need some time .
to make moi final decision.
- - - - -
haiz. 2moro workin.
dunno wad will happen also.
sakae is no longer moi happi playground.
ppl r leavin.
attitudes changed.
n i realli cant stand ppl who r so fake.
realli pissed off.
*tsk tsk*
oh well. im realli tireded.
i need some rest.
moi eyes r still swollen.
nitz all.
babaye.
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Miss You
@ |3/02/2006 10:18:00 PM|
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
no point at all.
yea.~ being workin like a MAD COW dis days.
somehow.
work realli sucks.
it seems like those happy days r gone.
im sure all others agree wif mi.
thats y.
so many ppl r leavin.
ive lost de motivation to work actualli.
there seems no joy at all.
unlike last time.
sakae used to b a happy playground fer mi.
cos.
those good staffs r 3/4 gone!
so damn sianed~...
more ppl leavin soon.
it makes moi mood sank even deeper.
haiz..
what should i do now.
i felt realli lost becos of work man.
n im so sorry to let him down.
arh..
......
im feelin so shit now.
moi eyes r swollen.
moi legs n arms are numb.
moi throat tears again.
.......
someone pls kind enough to end mi.
-gone-
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Miss You
@ |3/01/2006 12:08:00 AM|
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