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Sunday, October 29, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WINNIE.!!

so here.
i wished & wished. that i would have 36 hrs a dae for mi.
10 hrs of sleep. 8hrs of lessons. 6hrs of work + 12 hrs of free time.
im so packed this daes that im neglecting my sleeping hrs.

im trying my best to at least update and replying emails.
bud yeap. im still off abit here and there.
my apologies if my email replies are being delayed somehow.

okay. so back to the important updates.
yeap. work at wine arcade is not bad. at least its not that tiring as sakae.
can claim cab fare and learn new things. =)
think the onli problem is transportation. by now. i still haven figure out the bus route to there.
for now. i onli know the nearest mrt station is little india which ive last took.
n i jus realise. i actually cant really see well in the nite.
over at wine arcade. its kind of dim n is lighted by candlelights.
the ambience is great n i kind of enjoyed preparing those food fingers. HAH.
okay. so thats it .
i shall update more when i work next week.

n yeap. for 2dae. went out wif cherry they all to celebrate winnie's birthday.
haha.. finally! we went to new york new york.
ITS A GREAT GREAT PLACE i mus say.
photos r not being uploaded yet so think mus wait a couple of daes.
bud yup. everyone enjoyed and im happy too..

so now. 2moro .. SUNDAY.
still unsure whether to jog wif jerlyn they all anot.
my cough seems to be deterioting. sianx.
my illness seems to b another roller coaster.
one dae okay. de other day not okay.
arks!!

okay bah. think im stoping here.
my eyes seems to be shuting down very very soon.
IM DEAD TIREDED!!!!
so nite nite ppl.
tc.


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Miss You
@ |10/29/2006 12:35:00 AM|
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Thursday, October 26, 2006

updates.

hoopys.
hurrays & much of celebration as no lab 2moro. means no skool for mi. HAHA.
DAMN GREAT. cos ive been getting insufficient sleep these days.
its kind of terrible to wake up early frm monday to friday.
so far. lessons r ERM. all seems so idiot to mi.
or mayb im de idiot of it.
i really dun understand a thing at all. for my course subjects.
they r de ailens in this semester. arks.
n sadly. none of the subjects interest mi at all.
NONE. oh my. i cant imagine how hard times im gona go thru dis time.
all the subjects seems so chim chim. CHIMILOGY.

oh yeap. 2mro starting working at wine arcade. haha.
ive jus quit my sakae job last sunday. n now. not even a week had passed. n im into another new job. =)
im in progress in saving up. haha!
ive actually made some calculations.
tuition/month : $130 - $150
wine arcade/month : $30 x 2 x 4 = $240
total : its ard $370 to $390. =)
i noe its gona b difficult. im trying to adapt.
so yea. looking forward to 2moro . my new job. wif yihua. HAHA.

okay la. saturday would b another great dae i hope.
will be celebrating winnie's birthday wif cherry they all. =)

and to update abit. ive jus cut my hair. HAHA.
i shall take it as a refreshing start. *cheers*
n yup. on another impt note. im trying my best to rmb the dates wif u ppl.
bud yeap.! do remind mi.
my mind is now all full of dates n dates. days n days. work n work.
outings n gatherings . tuition n tuition.
my schedule is kind of packed i think.
for next week. im left wif thursday onli.
im fully booked/scheduled for the rest of the week already. hehe.
so ppl. pls pls. remind mi.
ive lost track of my calendar dis daes. so its abit of messy.

arkays. november is approaching.
theres a couple of birthdays i gotta rmb. such as wj/yingying/kenneth/zhewei and aniversary as well.
-my final theory test. die! i haven even read a page.
bud yeap. im more excited abt december.
even more birthdays. & chalet!!!
& MOST IMPT. MY HOLIDAY.
my 18 days term holidays. real tempting. hahahha.

okok. think i gota end dis post soon.
watching vcds. lol. to rest my mind abit b4 heading for my bed.

babaye everyone. tc.
*waves*


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Miss You
@ |10/26/2006 11:03:00 PM|
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

miss boo boo.

*cough* *cough*
i seems to b really weak this daes.
when i wanted so much to b sick sometimes. those germs seems to b avoiding mi.
bud now!. arks. skool started. i cant afford to even feel sick abit.
n now!. de germs r befriending mi.
im feeling so de ERM. sickish.

yup.yup.
i eat medicine onli when i cant tahan anymore.
so. my medicine seems to b forever on de table. its like forever unconsumed.
gosh. those medicine jus makes mi so DRUNK.
its jus too strong n makes mi so de drowsy.
thats de reason behind it.

n veri surprising. i went jogging wif jer & mei dis morning.
beri de incredible HUH!.
yeap. somehow still ran abtt 4km i think.
i noe. i noe. wj. if u r readin dis.
u would b real mad at mi.
promise. theres no next time. =X

btw ppl. i still drag myself going to skool.
1st dae of lesson n im already late. arks.
i jus cant wake up in time.
i will b having a veri torturing semester dis time round.
ALL MONRINGS!..
arhhh.. SEE HOW SAD I AM.
9am/9am/9am/8am/9am.
thats de start of de lesson of de week. mon to fri.
its realli depressing.
thank gd. 2moro one lesson cancelled. so shall start lesson at 10am.
damn. im still adjusting to my timetable.
i jus find it hard tt my 7 weeks long holiday had ended.
ppl. im still so so into my HOLIDAY MOOD.
theres still so much i wanna do.
n now. im already countdowning to my next term break.
starting on de 18th of dec i think. lasting 2 weeks. YAY.

oh yar. on another note.
UNCLE! MAO MAO!. when r we going out???
book mi fast k. my schedule is crossing out fast. lol.
CONFIRM arh. we r going to some dunno wad rest. tt can play children games.
LOL.LOL.

k la. 2moro is another long dae i guess.
after skool going out wif mr insomnia to pay my faults. LOL.
its probably NYDC i think. =)
YAY!. my boo boo cake.
bud. is he eating. =(

n yarh. VINCENT YAP. still owe mi one boo boo cake. HM!
lol. k la.

im feeling beri blur now.
sickish again. i cant see properly. n i dunno y.
arkays. nite nite ppl.
hugs&kisses.


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Miss You
@ |10/24/2006 11:37:00 PM|
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Sunday, October 22, 2006

my last day.

i shall jus rmb 2dae

thats.it.


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Miss You
@ |10/22/2006 10:49:00 PM|
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Saturday, October 21, 2006

mentally unsound. lol.

oh yea. haha. was actually using my bro's com typing dis post. =X
cos? my com's ebuddy is going crazy dis days.
beri oftenly. i cant receive those messages. =(
n it jus kept on jamming up. arks.
damn de ebuddy also. lol.

oh yea. went over to escape 2dae. cos of ah pear's free tickets. haha.
so theres 4 of us. mi.ah pear.dark choco & vincent. lol.
seems so suey like tt. some of de rides r on maintainance. lol.
n spend abt 10 bucks w/o winning anything. so de suey la!
yup. played most of de rides. except some kiddy rides la. hahaha.
go kart is still my fav. wah. like DAYTONA like tt.
hahaha. recalling those daytona days when im challenging wif uncle.ah mao mao they all. =X. yeap. n i always wins. lol!
2dae leh, EXCITING ARH!. hahaha.
during de pair ride. vincent was amazed on how fast i drive. LOL.!
YUP.we overtook n kept on laughing.
see. im ready to take on drving lessons. HAHAHA.

as for de other rides. its so so de okay la. not tt trilling enuff for mi. lol.
yup. my vincent yap. still owe mi a slice of boo.boo cake. haha.
i shall make him ta bao for mi when skool starts. =X

oh ya. yesterday went to develop de potos. taken on d&d de.
hehe. not bad arh. updated some on friendster. anyone curious can go over to take a look. think im not uploading here le bah. cos blogger uploads pics always take a long long time. haha.

yea. went for supper wif mr nick yesterday.
wooo. frog's leg porridge. lol. it used to my my fav when im younger.
recalling the "LAME,LAMB,LAMP,LAND" thing still make mi go LOL.
hahaha. was toking abt our past den came de q.
de diff between squid/cuttlefish. lol.
good q. i shall ask my frens when ive de chance. =)

oh rite. 2moro gona b my last dae of work at sakae. WOO!
pops of celebration ppl!
haha. thats wad some of u r looking forward to.
i myself dunno la. dunno wad im feeling also.
2 years at parkway sakae. i'll b blackhearted to say no feeling at all.
sure. of cos will miss some of de colleagues there.
my peach tea/piyopiyo/rubbish!
n yea. lotsa nicks ive created for some of the staffs there.
lao yao guai/wai xin ren(alien)/185
arks. not that it holds all my bad exp & memories.
it holds kind of many nice nice memories as well.
hehe. such as suppering and watching worldcup 2gether. =)
almost 2 years there. of cos will hav some of bu sher de.
bud since ah ber has agreed to let mi off. so i shall jus cont wif my next chapter of life at another company most probably.
elaine is already helping mi to get a job at wine arcade. hopefully. i can start work real soon.
think mayb ive already used to doing p/t job since.
it would b real wierd when im so free to jus sit ard n watch tv at home.
hahaha.. life goes on faster when u r enjoying things n also when u r busy.
i shall jus keep myself busy den.
if not. ill b thinking of sakae again. cos some of my fren says its kind of a waste to quit. since im already some sort of an old bird there.
zhuo sheng bu ru zhuo shou. thats wad most ppl said.
some of my frens even predicted tt i will quit onli when my attachment start. bud now. it seems to hav jammed up.
hahaha.

arks. hopefulli. i can still keep in contact wif some of de colleagues there.
not all of dem are baddies.
theres a handful of goodies as well..

ok. so. 2moro is de dae.
think im runner again. wif winnie 2moro. 100% sure. HAHA.
i shall work happily 2moro. YAYNESS.

okok. thats all i wanna update.
its still so sadening to start klass on dis mon.
when im still mentally unprepared of de note of changing to another klass.
becos of dis. ive bothered some of my frens. haha.
de worst victim should b my wj.
hes so numb of mi saying dis already.
=X

thats it.
babaye everyone!
miss.misses.missed!
*muacks.


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Miss You
@ |10/21/2006 08:23:00 PM|
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Friday, October 20, 2006

damn the tp management.

arks.arks.arks.
just wads wrong wif my life dis days.
its so much of a ROLLER-COASTER.
many ups. as well as many downs.
im turning depression real soon.

im jus so damn saded.
timetable is out. n noe wad.
ive changed to another klass!.
damn the tp management..! arks!.
mi.elaine & derrick changed to p04. jus so shocked!
wad de heck!
such a double blow.
JI BA BOOM.

oh yea. jus ended de cold war wif my dear wj.
yup. i admit. its all my fault.
much of sorries sorries.
i should had kept my promise of returning home early for d&d.
n 2ndly. i shouldnt had drank.
=X

oh yea. toking abt D&D. its real fun. =)
too lazy to upload de potos here. next time i guess.
it ends at 4am. how de terrible de timing. lol.
n yea. almost everyone drinks. n many was drunk i mus say. haha.
1st time attending such a dinner.
its a nice exp. overall. =)

n rewind abit back.
went out wif mr mao mao yesterday. LOL.
i kept recalling wad earnest said to him. SEE LANG KIA.
HAHAHAHA. made mi go crazy wif many x's of LOL.
yeap. uncle arh!. if u r reading dis!.
u seems to b avoiding us!. so many reasons of not turning up!.
BOO!.

sugeray. no matter how ppl console mi.
im still beri saded abt my new timetable.
*shakes head*
strike TO-TO also dun hav so de lucky!.
IM JUS SO DOWN WIF LUCK THIS WHOLE WEEK!.
damn.
it.

anyone kind enuff to offer boo boo cake to cheer mi up.
HAHAHA.
correct. im still a nydc's fan.
BOO BOO CAKE'S fan. =X
so much thanks to bro for introducing mi dis cake.
de chocolates melts n felt so much like heaven.. HAHA.
KUA ZHANg!.
-bud im not. =)

okay. think its time to stop rubbishing.
its kinda late now. 1.03am.
workin at cpf building tomro.
wif shan & jerlyn. *yayness*
bud theres tuition 2moro. =(

arks. jus a few more daes.
AJA AJA. =)
those preparing for A's war. work hard too. =)
nite nite ppl.

poppo.loves.all.


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Miss You
@ |10/20/2006 12:54:00 AM|
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Monday, October 16, 2006

strawberry smiles.

anyway. im too awake. thats y i came in to blog.
arh..
im feeling beri erm.erm actually.
tired.sicked.troubled.
i wun use de word depressed. cos its a beri sharp word to mi.

tired.
guess im getting sleep at de wrong time dis daes.
sleeping kind of late dis daes.
been thinking n thinking abt wad someone had told mi.
arh. felt so erm.erm.

sicked.
i din understand y.y.Y!. im back to sickness again.
wif a beri husky/sexy voice.
feeling terrible/horrible dis 2 daes.
felt like collapsing on de move. =(

troubled.
im heavily troubled by wad u told mi.
i need to hiberante again. =(


wad.to.do.
feeling so helpless.
guess im finding help 2moro.
de more days it dread. de sooner i will bcome ms depression.

n yea. 2moro de big dae. DND.
company's dinner & dance.
ppl. anyone hav tremedies to cure my husky voice.
wj recommend mi to eat more strawberry smiles. LOL.
make mi realli LOL.
his theory? smilystrawberries melting through de throat will hav special effect on de husky voice. it will fight wif de sore.
sweet vs bitter.
of cos sweetter wins.
crap. i dunno how to say it actually.
it seems so erm.erm. to mi. LOL.
bud yea. de strawberry thingy do cherry mi up a little.
bud. bud. ive no more strawberry smiles left.
:( :(

guess. its up to 2moro's luck whether piyo's voice will b back anot.
how saddening.

arks. trueli.
im realli sad.


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Miss You
@ |10/16/2006 01:10:00 AM|
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Sunday, October 15, 2006

200th post.

arks. something jus seems so unright.
de feelings seems unright too. bud i jus cant figure out.
wads the matter bothering mi so much.

gosh. jus wad went so wrong in me.
i jus see no answers.
dun ask mi wad happened again. cos. i myself din understand wad happen to mi.

or maybe. im jus too sick to understand myself.
oh rite. 2daes work was erm.erm.
yea. was suddenly back to sickness halfway when im working.
seems terrible n lucky enuff tuition was postponed.

arks.
wad an unright dae it was.
guess its another sleepless nite.
i cant get to sleep again.
help.help.


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Miss You
@ |10/15/2006 02:22:00 AM|
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Saturday, October 14, 2006

ms insomnia.

oh yea. after much much of struggle~.
im finally out of my bed to updaTE.
lol. sorry ppl. 1stly. im too lazy & sneezy to blog.
n 2ndly. somehow alot of things happened lately.

n for de main reason im here to update : i cant SLEEP.
oh god. i dun wanna turn to ms insomnia.
mus b de flu. tt culprit.

lol. be it right. i down wif some sickness jus daes ago.
bud yep. im finally much much better now. =)

dis week seems to b de most relaxing week ever.!!!
jus 2 daes of WORK at sakae.
went over to cpf building outlet. haha. its jus so de great at there.
de staffs r ok. so happy to c jerlyn there. =)
n yup. de workstyle is much much more better than where im currently at: PARKWAY.
its heaven vs hell to mi.
n yea. did i mention. im returning parkway 2moro. arkk.

n yea. on de other matter. wj is back to where he is.
lol. bud yea. still great to c him back last week. *grinx*
oh yea~! my guardian angel. hahaha.

tuitioning was okay okay bah. bit of tired off lately.
hope hope. her exams gona end soon. Lol.
Im bit of sianx travelling to there. cos . im always end up super exhausted at the end of de dae.

n yea. 2dae was much much of an OFF dae for mi. no tuition n no work. =)
met up mr nick for his studies. buden end up looking for his necktie. lol.
yeap. treated him de boo boo! cake as my apologies. haha.
n in de end. its like a wasted dae as theres no harvest.

oh my. oh my god. everyone is toking abt D&D dis daes.
make mi so looking forward to it eventually. which would b held on dis cuming monday at meritus mandrain hotel. YEA~!
n im jus wondering. wad to do wif my hair. LOL.
n yea. CAMERA. opps. im thinking of borrowing again. zi? =X

kay. think i should b getting back to bed. de stomach is arking up becos of de medicine w/o food.
sharks. its terrible.
im jus left wif a few hrs of sleep.
im working 10 2moro. HOW SAD!.
n ive predicted. that i will b runner wif mr hong/ms na/mr nick.
HOW SAD!
working at parkway as a part timer is always RUNNER RUNNER.
mr hong is another poor chap. he is runner-ing like every working daes.
2moro ms winnie not working. HOW SAD!

arks. hopefulli. theres nick & may to HAPPY mi up.
=)


time to sleep.
nite nite folks.
miss misses missed!


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Miss You
@ |10/14/2006 01:23:00 AM|
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Sunday, October 08, 2006

blank.

over to the rainbow.

thankies ppl for the concern. im trying my best to move on.
n im jus so so happy that my buddy had returned.
poppo somehow xiang tong le.

wj. thankies for your return.
the happiness. i jus cant drop it here.
cos. u meant over the words to mi.

*smiles.


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@ |10/08/2006 01:25:00 AM|
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Sunday, October 01, 2006

02/11/1999-30/09/2006 - u left mi with a crying heart.

i hate dis dae. 30/09/2006.
forever & ever. i wun ferget.
i lost something so dear to mi. so close to my heart.
its gone. n its forever gone.

7 years. we hav been together. as a family. as my comapanion. my fren.
remembering the daes we hav gone thru.
my exam periods. u r always with mi thru the nite.
bud now. it became my memory.
7 years. so much had happened.
jus nth could replace u.

i never imagained u would leave mi in a way.
the scene jus brought tears..
jus how could dis be.

7years of love and care.
jus in one second. u are gone. right in front of mi.

tong tong, i realli miss u.
the tears say it on how much i love u.
my heart felt like tearing apart.
hugging u wif my warmth. u still left us.
wif so much memories behind.

i jus hope. u r able to lead a good life next.
as usual. wif so many ppl showering u wif care n love.
till den we will meet.

truely & forever. i love u.
with tears & love.
xiu.


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Miss You
@ |10/01/2006 10:07:00 PM|
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