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din sleep much yesterday. cos im afraid that i cant wake up on time. lol. which means derrick gonna chop mi up if im late for de meeting. lets jus skip abt ISO audit. the stupidest thing ive done as project. LOL. n so i guess. my BUSY PEAK PERIOD is over. dis days will be less stressful and smoother. the assignments n assesments dun clash = YAY! haha. ppl was geeting nerves on my booboo-ness. as ive been publicing my boo boo lately. THE LEGENDARY NICEST/YUMMIEST/GREATEST CHOCOLATE CAKE ON EARTH. lol. mayb thats y. i like monokuro boo as well. =) n as boo boo had actually save mi from another heart failure. lol. shall not disclose much. it happens a long long time ago. its de past. so jus let it be. =) rite. think ive "turn into a new leaf" lately. lol. no more going home late. LESS* being late. lol. no arguements. =) n ive been buying foodie foodie for my family dis days. haha see. how nice im dis days. hahaha. not that becos ive done sth wrong k. jus that. life is real short. so needa treasure every individuals. i kept have de 6th sense that ive a shorter life than others. well. i hope is true too. =) ppl say simple is nice. bud wad on earth is occupied by all these scheming ppl. u wun noe wad they are thinking. anything.anywhere. they are backstabbing u. so much so of wax figures. ppl say that we needa put on a mask in our daily life for survival. SO FAKE. these world is full of evil ppl who would only think of themselves. even initially gd ppl would b influenced by all dis evil ppl. n LIFE IS NEVER FAIR. seriously. im getting SICK of all dis. dis ppl. arhs. dunno y ive suden tot of all these. i cant say that its pointless in living thru. as theres ppl who still care. so. JUST END DIS WORLD. lol. arhs.. I HATE SCHEMERS. <--- scheming ppl. its top level in my banned list. lol. so enuff of this WORLD. jus a random post abt it. well. 2moro afternoon lesson. YAY. i can have more sleep. =) lol. so thats it ppl. babaye* Miss You @ |1/29/2007 11:33:00 PM| Sunday, January 28, 2007
hah. let it be for the ISO. ive enuff of it. 2moro formal auditing. shall see how it goes.. on a happier note. had my drving lesson. LOL. yah. I LOVE TO DRIVE. its shiok. *winks* bro bring mi to his factory to practice on my braking. HAHA. im really weirdo lar. im up on my biting point..my gear shifting. . bud im super shit in my BRAKING. lol. den later went over to ubi to hav my lesson. haha. keep having de same same instructor for de past 3 lessons i think. bud yup. he is NICE. =) can even LAME wif mi when im driving. LOL. damn farnie also. keep saying he hungry. den wans to buy curry puff at the roadside there. LOL. n yup. in de end. HE FINALLY PASSED MY BRAKING. hahaha. lol. so at least. ive gt de kick of driving. hey. MANUAL K. some din even dare to learn manual cars. lol. shall look forward to my next lesson. =) lol. so . in de end. i din study for my ISO at all. becos of these projetcs. din meet up mao mao for study. hmm. shall study 2moro. =) well. happiness is not a forever-lasting thingy. so. ppl. cherish on wad u have now. =) yay. poppo 2dae real happy lar. hahahaha. yup. i needa turn in soon. 2moro 630am mus wake up. so nite ppl. *muacks* Miss You @ |1/28/2007 11:04:00 PM|
dunno how to do. leader not ard. arhhhh.. so much so that i felt like cuting my long hair. arhhhsss. im getting real tired. hiding in poppo's cave. give mi a week of break. Miss You @ |1/28/2007 01:27:00 AM| Wednesday, January 24, 2007
ISO audit plan (DONE!) procoi report + presentation (DONE!) 2moro : org.com presentation. (DIE!) noe y? up till now. the slides are not even ready yet. n we r presenting at 8am 2moro morning. lol. shag. till now. i still dunno wad org com is all abt. n btw. dis list is only for dis week.! theres many MORE to go next n next next week. =( i see my schedule can cry man. arhs. bud 2dae. done up wif de procoi presentation. lol. its not realli a well done job actually. BUD WHO CARES NOW!? now. everyone jus wan to finish up everything asap.  lol. see de happy faces after our presentation. =)n yup. EVERYONE LOOKED DAMN TIREDED LARH! lina onli slept for 1/2 hr. elaine 3 plus den sleep. im more fortunate. think i sleep at 1 plus. HAHA n think derrick more cham. he still chiong-ing our grp org com slides. =P lol. was thinking whether to skip my cds tutorial cos im so IDIOT-LY TIRED. bud den. promised to b a good girl. not to pon any more lesson. lol. so i spend my 2 gd hrs sleeping in de library before attending de lesson. (: yup. at least. i napped abit after reaching home. so damn busy dis days. IM REALLY DYING .. lol. think i will passed out even b4 nick cuming back from bangkok. SO SO SO SIAN OF SCHOOL. SIANED OF THOSE PROJECTS. that mls tutor so b***h larZ!. marked mi absent for today's lesson. real TURTLE lar her! *pui* shall add her to my BANNED LIST. lol. rite. seriously. IM PASSING TIME NOW. lol. waiting for derrick to finish up de slides. HELL DE TCHER. ! 20 min of presentation . think our grp really dead in dis lar. even derrick himself dunno wad he doing for de slides. actually. NO ONE KNOWS. lol. damn pathetic. bud nvm. WE WILL DIE AS A GRP. lol. =D when it gets even sweeter. *smiles* Miss You @ |1/24/2007 10:30:00 PM| Monday, January 22, 2007
I HATE MONDAY. lol. i mean. I DRAG MYSELF TO SCHOOL 2DAY. AGAIN.* hah. i noe. im beri beri useless. yesterday my 1st drving lesson. n im LATE. arhs. IM ALWAYS LATE FOR EVERYTHING. n 2day. im late for lesson for a WHOLE HR. hahaha. i wake up when de lesson starts. see how pro i am. lol. n i think i lost my PDL. :( super.SIAN. im so bombarded wif projects that i felt like commiting suicide. ITS DAMN TIRING LAR! all my grp mates are having BIG.BLACK.PANDA.EYES. lol. im so tireded that i felt so drunk. yah. DRUNK. 2moro is another BIG DAY. i realli gonna b dead by thur. yup.yup. yestesday. LOL. + dawson's birthday. make mi SUPER IDIOT TIRED. reached home found an orange bomb in trillian.msn. "wei an : xiu ar, still not home right!" lol. gives mi a fright. cos. 1st time he TIMING ME. okay lar. promised to be a good girl dis week. (: rite rite. ppl. iM NOW JOBLESS. super broke. wallet super empty. also SUPER SIANED. im realli dying. SUPER ENVIOUS those having holiday man. WAH LAO!. i still hav feb to clear. super saded for dis semester. =( im leading such a hard hard life. *CRYING* -sobs.sobs.- well.enuff of complaints. complaints cant change de life im going thru. so. jus HACK CARE IT. poppo will jus live once. be happy and for all. =) arhs.so take care ppl! esp.those those going for overseas holiday soon. miss u guys.much. =) TIME FOR DINNER. ** Miss You @ |1/22/2007 05:40:00 PM| Saturday, January 20, 2007
slept for 12+ hrs yesterday early night. from 8 plus till now. lol. 12pm. yar lar!. im so damn tired. oh yea. my cambodia trip is somehow confirmed. bud my military is GONE. they gave us SOCIAL ENTERPRISE PROJECT instead. but somehow. im real happy that de cambodia is a 2 weeks trip. =) somewhere near april. lol. *YAY* shall update more abt it soon (.".) but dun ask mi abt my MOS thing. felt kinda bad. that ive went astray when wj was not ard. im not a regular clubber really. n ive hearing problem now. arks.. uncle say it will recover on the 5th day. omg. its real irritaing to always hav e "eeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeee" sound n its real terrible to cant really hear wad my frens r toking. they gota repeat louder & louder. lol. so much of de times. i rather jus guess wad they r toking n reply. HAHA yup. ppl. I FLUNKED MY LAB TEST. lol. i din copy k!. lol.. actually gt de rite answer. bud i change here n there. it turned out to be NO ANSWER at all. SHIT LAR. dunno lar. seems like theres more cham ppl . those who cant even run de model. those having errors.. those have exagerating answer. n those with NO ANSWER. lol. sianx. whole class flunked it somehow. NO ONE KNOWS HOW TO DO IT. felt good to noe it actually. so next week. getting back our results. most of us would fail it. de best thing. : WE FAILED 2GETHER. lol!! its always good to have company.. in everything.. INCLUDING FAILING. hahaha. rite. thats all abt my lab test. i went NYDC again. lol. yest. went to look for ah tze at wheelock. =) yar lar. din noe will look for him. so din bring his present. haha. so treated him food.food instead. yup.yup. its always nice to meet up wif frens that could hardly meet up. esp. when he is always busy. n im always busy too. LOL.  lol. i look damn shag yesterday lar. din gt enuff rest for much days. but yup. UNCLE LOVE THAT DOG SOFTOY MUCH. hahaha. yup.yup. IVE QUIT MY JOB. but im still not really free yet. lol. cos. IVE TONS OF PROJECTS. monday: report & presentation. & handling up audit plan. tuesday: lab test. wednesday: presentation thursday: presentation. friday: staying back for project. SEE HOW I'LL DIE. lol. cos. monday report ive not yet started. n ive not yet edited my audit plan's procedures. tues lab test ive not yet start studying. wednesday presentation ive not yet start doing the powerpoint slides. thursday presentation. IVE NOT YET EVEN TYPE THE REPORT FORM. DIE DIE DIE. so. IM HOME BOUND 2DAY. 2moro is another busy day. so im trying to finish up EVERYTHING BY 2DAY. WITH MY WILL-POWER. lol. k. stop wasting time. babaye ppl!. love.love. =) Miss You @ |1/20/2007 12:05:00 PM| Thursday, January 18, 2007
 haha. even though im so dead tireded 2day (tok for 4.5 hrs on de phone last nite), so bombarded wif projects & presentations. im feeling real good. =) HAPPY BIRTHDAY!. TO THE WORLD'S GREATEST MUM. *MUACKS* Miss You @ |1/18/2007 05:19:00 PM| Tuesday, January 16, 2007
cos. SIMPLY. many flunk it. study also proved useless. might as well save some of my brain cells for some other things. =) arhs. my sore eye r getting better. skip skool 2day. LOL. heng lar! lab was cancelled!. so!! no warning letter for mI!!. yup.yup. GOING SCHOOL 2MORO. sharks. i hate hate the start of the week. so damn LAZY & TIRED. BUD. **jus to add on to my new year resolution. LOL. which is.. TO LISTEN TO MY DEAREST WJ. =) (u mus be smilling BIG*) rite. i never really listen to him. im always making him worried. actually. he is so DAD to mi. lol. like my mum. who cared so much abt mi. bud ive always taken it for granted. felt sad and empty when u went away/not ard. always remind mi to be back home early. bud i never did. always told mi to stop working at sakae. i never did. for a long 10 months. always remind mi take my medicine. bud i always forget. always there to listen to my complaints. jus. always there for mi. bud i veri seldom listen to u. bud im really bad. ive taken all dis for granted. till. yesterday. or rather. the day when u *disappeared*. ive always think that happiness does not stays forever. in fact. the more happy i am. the more i fear of losing. and as for my MUMMY. lol. I'll be a good girl. =) yup. that includes : 1) pom pom early. 2) reach home early. 3) stop working at wine arcade. 4) wake up early. and never PON lesson. LOL. 5) no quarrels. 6) i'll take care of myself. =) Im still thinking wad to do for mummy's birthday. LOL. im thinking of getting flowers for her. HAHAHA. cos last year mother's day she complain she din receive flowers. YA LAR!. EVEN MY DAD DUN GIVE HER FLOWERS.! ARKS. lol. so. so. so. =) arhs.. im realli down wif INSOMNIA. wan to sleep also cant sleep. might as well drunk myself wif de bottle of ROBERTSON. haha.! or mayb. consult mr nick how to cure it. lol. rite. thats it. back to wad im doing. PACK BAG. lol. babaye. nite nite. =) Miss You @ |1/16/2007 02:54:00 AM| Monday, January 15, 2007
1)gt my haircut. and im feeling good!. =) 2)met kiansiong they all. LOL. *wow-ing* abt his BOTAK HEAD. haha. 3)smooth tuition. =) 4)met ah siang at vivo with HIS WIFE. lol!! 5)finally got sth for my CNY. =) 6)jus received an email that my team going CAMBODIA for OCP on april!. =) 7)FINALLY!. i hear news abt wj. =) arhha! 7 great things. bud sadly. im super broke 2day. lol. think im too tired thats y am buying those ex ex STUFFS. and also treating kiansiong&jaren for their burfday. BROKE is the word to describe my wallet now. yup.yup. we went lunching at NEW YORK.NEW YORK. arhs. think i needa stop going there for the moment. ive been visiting there kind of often ya. AND THE WORST THING.--> I DUNNO WAD TO ORDER. hahahaha. boo! are the days. =) im leaving wine arcade for good. n yup. think ive very good guessing sense. or rather some sort of good memory.. IM ALWAYS WINNING ON BETS. loL!. maomao/uncle/kiansiong/jaren are the victims so far. n MAO MAO considered to be the WORST. haha. hey!. IM PRO lar!. =P n even ive heard news abt wj. its actually some sort of bad news. he met an accident nearly a month ago. w/o telling mi. bud thank god . heard tt he is recovering now. =) arhs.. im having ISO interview on tue. SHIT LAR!. i haven study a thing yet. im way to lazy and tired to even look for my books in my refuge shelter-my messy room. lol. kk. i will aviod dis two words 2moro.---> L & T LAZY & TIRED. haha. I mus! MUST! study 2moro. =) nite nite ppl.! *muacks* Miss You @ |1/15/2007 12:26:00 AM| Sunday, January 14, 2007
1) BOOSTS IMMUNITY. 2) REFRESHES YOUR BODY. 3) LOWER LEVEL OF STRESS HORMONES. 4) RELEAES FEEL-GOOD HORMONES. 5) FIGHTS DEPRESSION & ANXIETY. 6) DEFUSES ANGER & TENSION. (try being angry with someone who's making you laugh) 7) ATTRACTS THE OPPOSITE SEX. (women find men who make them laugh very appealing. LOL.) 8) BRINGS YOU JOY. LOL. its true. bud. sadly. i dun laugh as much as in de past. i somehow find everything not as laughable/funny as b4. mayb. cos ive aged. HAHA. n on another note. the story abt de diary proposal really touched my heart. =) think i shall post it here when ive the time. n it sets me thinking. y im so worried for someone whom ive considered a fren all dis time. day-time.night-time. thinking wad will happen to him. cared so much for someone whom ive treated as a fren. or rather. mayb a kind of return. . . . well. it must be the case. =) nite nite ppl. having my sleep soon. IM DEAD TIRED. N YEA. HAPPY BURFDAY TO MY . MY DEAREST KIAN SIONG. LOL. cant wait to see his BOTAK HEAD. *wow*! haha. another gathering 2moro. =) bye! Miss You @ |1/14/2007 02:07:00 AM| Wednesday, January 10, 2007
felt like migrating to somewhere im more familiar wif : animal.land. if dis place does exist. lost my rabbit jus days ago. n de mixed feeling of sadnness + angryness. saded that she left us. no more chasing over my cats.. no more biting off my slippers and shoes.. no more chasing us for bananas and bread.. no more bad temper from her.. i miss her. rabbit and shushu were my stress reducer during my exam/test periods. looking at them could easily brighten up my day. bud yup. she left us for some better place.. n im so angried that my bro din even take the effort to look after her. since he was de one who brought her home. n din even bother to buy the basic necesities for her. jus leave everything to mi n mum. im really pissed off. im so sicked of HUMAN BEINGS. fear not. im not angrified over someppl. jus tt. i hope de whole world ends. on regarding my term test result. my most fav sub gt de lowest of all. . AAB+B+. yup. im content wif dis. =) bud now. ive totally no mood for test/quiz and projects. i din even study for my cds quiz im having 2moro. shag. leave it be. n to update. i am stopping my work de week after next. its time for projects.. ,driving lessons.. tidying.. CNY cuming. n yup. SHOPPING. arhs.. for presentation.CNY.n MY ROOM REVAMP. arhs.. im really worried tt i will go thru another depression. its another series of losing things/ppl whom i love n treasure so much. budstill. life goes on. babaye ppl. de monsoon rain seems to b back. its shivering cold for de whole day. take care. *Hugz* Miss You @ |1/10/2007 02:00:00 AM| Sunday, January 07, 2007
im feeling *oh-really-terrible* i once had dis feeling.. which was 3 years ago. diff situation, bud similar feeling.. i jus knew de reason..mayb we r as close as b4. bud. i do hope im wrong. i dun wish to noe de reason. it was meant to be over years ago. we've been tired down. i noe dis day will come. bud i din expected to b u. nahs.. im going to have a good sleep. ppl. let mi hav a day of rest. im tired. Miss You @ |1/07/2007 02:06:00 AM| Saturday, January 06, 2007
ive a gd start of de day. bud ive a bad ending for de day. char.charchar.. seems that i gotta change my bad habit of being late .. im always late for lessons..meetings..gatherings..n even exams. arhs. bud im beri beri beri seldom late for work. lol. *ppl. whack mi up if im late again k. haha felt really bad when ppl always waiting for mi. its realli not purposely.. jus wrong estimation of time. *really* or.. I OVERSLEPT. lol. rite. my happy start of de day: finally. bought de present for mr nick. after so many many days of delay. n yup. FINALLY watched death note 2 wif him. kinda nice. jus abit lengthy i think. lol n ya la. is abit slow, now den hav de time to watch. LOL. bud better den din watch at all yah. oh yea. also visited NYDC for BOO BOO CAKE. still so chocolatety. =) my bad ending for de day: work seems so SUCKY today. IDIOT. im in FULL FUMES. !! cant stand those ppl. F**K. bud. did gt better after toking to yh . arhs.. im trying to get out of that place soon. arhs.. ANGRY PANGS r acting up. looking for food food. or i'll end up scolding ppl in my sleep. *(sleep-talking)* !@#$%^&*!@#$%^!@#$%** bye ppl. im sicked.tired.angried.pissed.maded. Miss You @ |1/06/2007 02:06:00 AM| Wednesday, January 03, 2007
ive no mood to do anything. IM SO SICK OF THE ASSIGNMENTS. realli F it. tmd. getting so sick n tired when doing those work. ppl somehow jus dun WAKE up. nearly lose my cool dis morning .. it somehow reach my limitations. skipped my cds 2dae. kind of sinful plus gulity-ness. bud nahs. im way too sleepy + tired to even hav my break. not say attending those lesson. so jus it. MY 1ST SKIPPED LESSON. warning letter should b on de way. bud arhs. I DUN GIV A DAMN. sick of my studies realli. got back my term test papers. n even good results cant even liven up my day. super sianed lar. arhss.. i still hav org com to do. is a pair work. bud ended up im doing alone. even more sianed lar. felt that my life took a drastic turn when skool starts. somehow. everything turn so sucky overnight. darhs. give mi some boo boo cake!. or let mi freeze for a cool one week. i terribly need some good rest. my life is running out. if im not wrong. Miss You @ |1/03/2007 09:38:00 PM|
dahs. y can ive a longer holiday? ive still loads of stuffs not done up. 2007 seems so "future" to mi. i mean. im still so lack back at 2006. n de horrible part : skool starts in a few more hrs time. ARKKSSS. i wish im like those hu had completed their A's.. its holiday time for them man. they dun needa touch books for at least half a year. n im still struggling wif my pRojects. DAMN. how cum ive super many projects compared to other ppl in tp. =( n ive a beri bad start of de year. I HAD A SUPER GREAT FALL. lol. de BLUE-BLACK is 10x10cm big. de biggest one ive ever had. haha realise that ppl emo-ing always becos of guys. some r realli TOTALLY JERKS. not to emphasize anyone actually. jus a comment from mi. n yup. im not emo-ing. jus feeling beri down becos holiday has ended. n my mailbox is still so blank!. n that my 6th sense is telling mi i will not hav a gd year ahead. super sianed.. lets jus see. wad will happen 2moro!. sometimes.. to mi. the more i wanted it to happen. de more opposite it will turn out. ppl once told mi to never predict wad will happen tomro. dun ask for beautiful days. instead. jus sit back n relax. n let the wonders do the surprised things. n the more happy your day will be. i'll tell u ppl if its true for mi 2moor. =) nite nite ppl. *muacks.* Miss You @ |1/03/2007 02:26:00 AM| Tuesday, January 02, 2007
had a great countdown party wif 2f girls at wn's hse. LOL. had indianpoker as well. plus those drinking here n there. haha. food here n there too. =) NAH!. so many SECRETS r finally out. hahaha. topics that r used to be kind of sensitive. lol. n yeap. plus those gossiping. =D n im now so HIGH over chinese new year. cos of meihui singing the song to agitate ying. HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR~ FA YA FA DA CAI!. hahahaha!!! felt realli fortunate & blessed to noe this bunch of ladies. =) its hard to find this type of frens in poly i mus admit.  zi,hj,mh =)  drink.drink. aha  lol. *gao*gao* cuppucino. -> a mix of beer+softdrinks.  n as for my new year resolution.. hmmm.. 1) pls let mi hav my driving liscence. 2) move move hse pls! 3) work less. lol. should spend more time wif my loved ones more. i seems to hav neglected some of them cos of work. 4) more 2f girls gatherings. =) arhss. but still. im so hesitated to move on to 2007. but yeap!. 2007 will even b a greater year!!. so thats it. im still very stuck at my essay. still abt 200 more words to go. N IM SO SICK OF IT. christmas is over. new year celebration is over. BACK TO SKOOL LOAD POPPO. =D tc everyone. *hugs* -love.love. Miss You @ |1/02/2007 12:07:00 AM| |