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Thursday, November 29, 2007

just one more day!

phew~! a sign of relief.

JUST ONE MORE DAY BABY!

and den. i could properly catch my breath (:

supply chain still sucks.
gone for de presentation and report. gd luck to elaine & ridwan who are doing de case study 2.
ho ho ho! its jus freaking disturbing case study ive done.
waste of time / waste of so many millions of brain cells / waste of so many nights spent cracking de concepts out / waste my time on those recommendations that i could hardly time for dell.
which concludes y.. I HATE MICHAEL DELL.
damn. i never gonna buy any DELL computer for once.
i wun let DELL earn my $$. i wan your supply chain to chui! hahahaha.
ive seriously gone mad becos of de case study on DELL COMPUTERS.

so for once. dun ask me abt computers. abt DELL computers.
i will ARKKSKSS. !!

haha
crm sucks as well. hhaa
i think. i could onli scored 60 marks. damn sad k.
even though i studied. bud onli came out in de mcq. hahaha.
so idiot. bud since 50% of my peers copied during de quiz. i might as follow de crowd. HAHAHA.
bud yeap. i jus copied de 20 marks. to at least made me PASS. =X

and tomoro. de BIG THING.
major project judging. haha. actually.. im kinda relax abt dis matter. lol.
ive always presented de end product during presentations and everything.
reports also write till can memorize.
so.. haha.. anyhow lar. kinda confident in presenting my part.
so yup. i gonna throw one big celeb. after de judging. (:


damn.. how i wish my term tests could end quick. which would be on de 11th and 12th.
WOOHOO. jus in time for my zi's birthday. (:
also my boy's birthday. <3
linjie's birthday. (",)

haha. dis gonna be my wonderrfull december .. my wonderful break.
its my onli motivation thu.
next to de last run before i GRADUATE.
sem 3.2 realli a tough one. indeed a super killer sem for us.

oh right. for once.
i needa sleep early.
actually. im so dead tired after 2day's lesson. im so out of breath when i reached home for dinner.
well. a good night sleep for 2night.
haha. take cares ppl.

*loves.


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Miss You
@ |11/29/2007 09:22:00 PM|
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

happy happy (:

my day diden start off good.
my grp thingy nearly blood me off. i nearly used all those nasty words. those "bad" language.
arhs. bud anyway. we submitted de reports 2day.. phew~

and .. those disappointments.

bud luckily. my boy was being nice to ask me out for dinner. haha.
he had his exams running. and ive my projects to clear.
bud yup. he knew i was sick de last few days.. and being so pissed off and dead yesterday.

and so . finally. i had my kenny roger. =X
ive been yearning so much dis few weeks actually. lol.
and still rmb my fav dish after our first kenny roger years ago.

thankies so much okies.
my moodswing was cuming. i nearly crumble myself down.bud u saved everything/prevent it to start.
im so blessed to have him when im de verge of breaking down.
u had your studies to clear, its real sweet that u still set aside some time for me. at least.
best of luck for your upcoming exams okays :)
soo. everything is back to its pace. fine and well.
i gonna clear dis week fast! im returning work next week again.
haha. kinda excited dis time round. im kinda determined to train my new part timers well.. lol. and which means i get to see my boy more often (:

heh. till den.
many loves to my sweetest boy <3


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Miss You
@ |11/28/2007 12:54:00 AM|
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

"I sees in every reason behind that its just being so true, as reality holds back things that seems so well and fine afterall. ."

my god.
im really on de verge of breaking down.

my cramps and stomache pain has been glue-ing for de past 3 days.
my projects are in all directions killing me.
im totally pissed off .. f**k
things jus arnt as smoothly as it seems.
im really getting sick and tired of all these.
damn. could u ppl think? could u ppl be more thoughtful? could u ppl be more serious?
i really feel like SKIN-ING ppl alive.

"I sees in every reason behind that its just being so true, as reality holds back things that seems so well and fine afterall. ."

if anyone could understand what im thinkin. what im feeling right down.
i realli feel like running away even though ive someone i truely cherish.
its kinda sad to feel dis way.
its kinda disappointed to think dis way.
bud it hurts me . of treating me like dis.

goodbye for de moment.

till den.
a one week grace.


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Miss You
@ |11/27/2007 01:22:00 AM|
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Saturday, November 24, 2007

im looking forward to my 50%

damn. im still so stucked with reports.
MANY REPORTS.editing.presentations.quizes.judging.
im so dead lar.
>.<"

dis 2 weeks having the same fate of all dis.
and it seems like after all dis.
IVE ONLY ONE WEEK BREAK.
before my term tests starts.
arhs.
life so damn shag. so tiring .

ive no much time for my sweetest boy.
and he too. have not much time to spend wif me.
lol.
we r both so stucked wif studies.
at the same time. and yup.
ends at de same time too (:
and we are yearning for our december so badly lar. hahaha.

back on track.
i die die gonna rush through my supply chain case studies report by erm. 9.30pm.
haha. ive jus started doing actually.
its gonna be impressive if im able to finish by 2night.
bud well. mus still try!
as im meeting my boy 2night for supper (:

and 2moro.
i would be stucked wif BSI project. i hate de idea of visiting de diving centre realli. arhs.
WASTE MY TIME.
and ive de mission statement to rush.
whao.

monday..
i think i gonna be dead busy wif supply chain case studies stuff.
CHUI.

tuesday.. will be compiling de c-com project report bah.
ive done my part. bud i still needa edit their parts.
>.<"
chui man.

wednesday. i needa be a good girl. spending my whole day studying CRM.
ho ho ho. im never wake for dis subject's lecture u knoe.
im always falling asleep. as its too boring for me.
and theres its quiz on thurs!

thursday. still .
i need to prepare myself for friday's MP judging day.
its gonna live or die.
haha.

friday.
YAY! my boy ended his exams. bud is leaving spore anyway.
lol. bud a mini celebration for my groupie bah! (:
at least.. we will relax abit. 50% done! be4 i GRADUATE. hhahaha

SATURDAY & SUNDAY.
im still wondering what to do for de weekend.
and since my boy wasnt ard. i gonna start clearing up my tonnes of rubbish in my room.
my room starts turning into a refuge shelter since de day im so dead busy wif my projects.

till den!

im blogging dis post. cos im s0 superly sian if what im doing currently.
REPORTS. & MORE REPORTS.
and im starving badly.
my dad is not home for my lunch yet!
):


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Miss You
@ |11/24/2007 12:59:00 PM|
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Monday, November 19, 2007

I terribly hate dis song ):

my song mood right now : Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most


"What Hurts The Most"


I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me


What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do


It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken


What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
As what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do


Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do



U know. u hurts me deeply for what u've mentioned.
i really tot the distance,the years could just brush us off.
I always tot u knows me best. u could easily understands me..
bud mayb.. im wrong all dis years..

indeed.
you are always the one.. hurts me the most ..


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Miss You
@ |11/19/2007 07:41:00 PM|
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Sunday, November 18, 2007

whenever and whatever (:

arhs.

i dunno what happened to my body lately.
after ying's bbq. im sicked for 3 days.
recovered. fever again.
recovered.
and now. de flu and cough jus came back. >.<"
haha.. mayb becos i stayed @ home for too many many days!
and even thu im so bombarded wif deadlines. i did nth on my saturday!
omg. can u imagine? i woke up @ 11 plus.. bud went back to sleep till 3 plus. and onli went to de library to borrow up a bk.
gonna work on it 2moro man. (:
*homebounded* i need to clear all my stuffs!!


and i could onli get to see my sweetest boy next week..

hohoho! how nice if u are my neighbour. jus living next to me. (:

till den.
byes and loves*


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Miss You
@ |11/18/2007 01:50:00 AM|
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Friday, November 16, 2007

to my sweetest boy (:

ooo..

1st thing 1st..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DADDY!!
oh my.. it has been so long.. since de day my hse was so lively (:
everyone was happy.. enjoying ..




bud yup. i look so damn short >.<" hahha..
anyway.. to my dearest daddy..
wishing u with good health..
and more wealth.. haha.
loves my mummy more okay.
happy family always (:

*****

and on the other side..

THANKS ZI for all de good luck okay (:

to my wj and wa. u can have a peace of mind. that your girl has finally found her "someone" to be well taken off. *yayness*
haha.. dis time is for real. no bluffs.. no acts..hahaha..
and yup. Buddies forever okies (",)


i gonna grab hold of everything that dosent cums easy..
everything that seems so sweet..

many loves from me to my sweetest boy.
till de very end <3


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Miss You
@ |11/16/2007 11:38:00 PM|
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Thursday, November 15, 2007

my sweetest boys (:

heh!

my beloved wj has been the sweetest ever (:

read abt his girl being sick for de past few days.. bud wasnt aware of it till she recovered..
feeling so bad abt it..

he actually team up with weian to send me a video.
becos his girl once said " i miss u playing piano.. de images became so vivid tt i could hardly rmb"
soo..
he actually fake/act up as a PROFESSIONAL MUSICIAN. hahahaha.
playing my fav piece.. paint my love <3
and indirectly telling me to take care of myself.

to my dearest wj and wa... thankies for everything.. u ppl had always been my sweetest boys.
go back melbourne and find a gf soon k ..
they gonna be de most happiest gf on earth (:
many loves to u ppl (:



bud still.
some should know y..
sometimes a supper could just easily happy me up in terms of everything (:


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Miss You
@ |11/15/2007 09:06:00 PM|
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50 great ways to surprise your girlfriend (:

lol..


MICHAEL DELL is seriously killing me..
de report on his DELL COMPUTERS.. i seriously have no idea how to write.
HELP!
ive gone mad becos of him..


bud on another matter.
zi.. mayb u are right.. U ARE BRINGING ME LUCK. haha.
lol. tok to u non-stop until i left my tutorials undone. lol.
thanks for listening to my problems yah (:
i think i gonna write my own book soon .. "50 WAYS TO SURPRISE YOUR GF"
haha..

okay.. i needa rest in soon. back to skool 2moro.
im so afraid tt i'll forget to submit my MC..
*war*

still. its still nice seeing u again (:
-minus de random jian-ness btw us..
-plus de usual rubbish btw us..


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Miss You
@ |11/15/2007 02:08:00 AM|
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

oh baby, im back!

hahaha..

u ppl gonna be shocked of how many unposted drafts i had with blogger.com
its 10 posts in total.. hahah.

im always.. stucked. and jus left it there.

well..things jus arent going on my side.
projects are freaking disturbing me..

and yep. im sick. SICK.
sick at de wrong time realli.. arhs..

and on de other side. i jus finish fa-xie-ing to my buddy on certain matters.. haha.
seems so rubbish.
but yup. its bothering me as well.
HELP ME!
zi.. i seriousli hoped u help me think of 10 good solutions.. hahahha..
and thats de reason y im giving up. im so dead tired of all thses..
soon.. i goona say GOODBYE.
so here it goes.. decided to have a grace period until end of 2007. (:
pls. i have been superly kind!

and sadly enough. theres not much news of wj and wa recently.
until erm. last fri? haha..
forever asking me to join u ppl for your annual christmas party.
and i think its de reason why i fall sick.
haha.. u know what i mean.
i cant give up my dearests' birthdays jus to spend de christmas wif u.
its seems fun.. buden. i think. i gonna stick wif my dearests (:
n den.. mayb when i turn 21.. its kind of easier to fly alone to see u guys (:

so now. whats up?
IM BOMBARDED WIF SUPPLY CHAIN STUFFS.
dis module is in all directions-KILLING ME.
n theres still mp..case studies.. blar blar. im really dying..

ive seriousli tot alot during my "sick" days..
oh my.. i really miss you (:

alright.. promise gonna update as frequent as possible yah.
*chasing de busy wormy lazy bees*

*many loves from me.. to u ppl (:


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Miss You
@ |11/14/2007 01:54:00 AM|
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