I terribly hate dis song ):
my song mood right now : Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most
"What Hurts The Most"
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
As what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
U know. u hurts me deeply for what u've mentioned.
i really tot the distance,the years could just brush us off.
I always tot u knows me best. u could easily understands me..
bud mayb.. im wrong all dis years..
indeed.
you are always the one.. hurts me the most ..
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Miss You
@ |11/19/2007 07:41:00 PM|
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Sunday, November 18, 2007
whenever and whatever (:
arhs.
i dunno what happened to my body lately.
after ying's bbq. im sicked for 3 days.
recovered. fever again.
recovered.
and now. de flu and cough jus came back. >.<"
haha.. mayb becos i stayed @ home for too many many days!
and even thu im so bombarded wif deadlines. i did nth on my saturday!
omg. can u imagine? i woke up @ 11 plus.. bud went back to sleep till 3 plus. and onli went to de library to borrow up a bk.
gonna work on it 2moro man. (:
*homebounded* i need to clear all my stuffs!!
and i could onli get to see my sweetest boy next week..
hohoho! how nice if u are my neighbour. jus living next to me. (:
till den.
byes and loves*
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Miss You
@ |11/18/2007 01:50:00 AM|
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Friday, November 16, 2007
to my sweetest boy (:
ooo..
1st thing 1st..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DADDY!!
oh my.. it has been so long.. since de day my hse was so lively (:
everyone was happy.. enjoying ..
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bud yup. i look so damn short >.<" hahha..
anyway.. to my dearest daddy..
wishing u with good health..
and more wealth.. haha.
loves my mummy more okay.
happy family always (:
*****
and on the other side..
THANKS ZI for all de good luck okay (:
to my wj and wa. u can have a peace of mind. that your girl has finally found her "someone" to be well taken off. *yayness*
haha.. dis time is for real. no bluffs.. no acts..hahaha..
and yup. Buddies forever okies (",)
i gonna grab hold of everything that dosent cums easy..
everything that seems so sweet..
many loves from me to my sweetest boy.
till de very end <3
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Miss You
@ |11/16/2007 11:38:00 PM|
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Thursday, November 15, 2007
my sweetest boys (:
heh!
my beloved wj has been the sweetest ever (:
read abt his girl being sick for de past few days.. bud wasnt aware of it till she recovered..
feeling so bad abt it..
he actually team up with weian to send me a video.
becos his girl once said " i miss u playing piano.. de images became so vivid tt i could hardly rmb"
soo..
he actually fake/act up as a PROFESSIONAL MUSICIAN. hahahaha.
playing my fav piece.. paint my love <3
and indirectly telling me to take care of myself.
to my dearest wj and wa... thankies for everything.. u ppl had always been my sweetest boys.
go back melbourne and find a gf soon k ..
they gonna be de most happiest gf on earth (:
many loves to u ppl (:
bud still.
some should know y..
sometimes a supper could just easily happy me up in terms of everything (:
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Miss You
@ |11/15/2007 09:06:00 PM|
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50 great ways to surprise your girlfriend (:
lol..
MICHAEL DELL is seriously killing me..
de report on his DELL COMPUTERS.. i seriously have no idea how to write.
HELP!
ive gone mad becos of him..
bud on another matter.
zi.. mayb u are right.. U ARE BRINGING ME LUCK. haha.
lol. tok to u non-stop until i left my tutorials undone. lol.
thanks for listening to my problems yah (:
i think i gonna write my own book soon .. "50 WAYS TO SURPRISE YOUR GF"
haha..
okay.. i needa rest in soon. back to skool 2moro.
im so afraid tt i'll forget to submit my MC..
*war*
still. its still nice seeing u again (:
-minus de random jian-ness btw us..
-plus de usual rubbish btw us..
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Miss You
@ |11/15/2007 02:08:00 AM|
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007
oh baby, im back!
hahaha..
u ppl gonna be shocked of how many unposted drafts i had with blogger.com
its 10 posts in total.. hahah.
im always.. stucked. and jus left it there.
well..things jus arent going on my side.
projects are freaking disturbing me..
and yep. im sick. SICK.
sick at de wrong time realli.. arhs..
and on de other side. i jus finish fa-xie-ing to my buddy on certain matters.. haha.
seems so rubbish.
but yup. its bothering me as well.
HELP ME!
zi.. i seriousli hoped u help me think of 10 good solutions.. hahahha..
and thats de reason y im giving up. im so dead tired of all thses..
soon.. i goona say GOODBYE.
so here it goes.. decided to have a grace period until end of 2007. (:
pls. i have been superly kind!
and sadly enough. theres not much news of wj and wa recently.
until erm. last fri? haha..
forever asking me to join u ppl for your annual christmas party.
and i think its de reason why i fall sick.
haha.. u know what i mean.
i cant give up my dearests' birthdays jus to spend de christmas wif u.
its seems fun.. buden. i think. i gonna stick wif my dearests (:
n den.. mayb when i turn 21.. its kind of easier to fly alone to see u guys (:
so now. whats up?
IM BOMBARDED WIF SUPPLY CHAIN STUFFS.
dis module is in all directions-KILLING ME.
n theres still mp..case studies.. blar blar. im really dying..
ive seriousli tot alot during my "sick" days..
oh my.. i really miss you (:
alright.. promise gonna update as frequent as possible yah.
*chasing de busy wormy lazy bees*
*many loves from me.. to u ppl (:
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Miss You
@ |11/14/2007 01:54:00 AM|
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