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2moro will be start of busy schedules of running here n there. n im going back work soon (: so, its not that bad. ive to be independent. as much i used to be *cheers* 10x for those lovely ones who drop care n concern over this difficult period. i truely appreciate that. i really do feel loved all over again <3 those of my lovely frens, whom i wanna grow old with. and wj has been the nicest ever, left a really sweet comment at friendster. omgoodness. i miss u as well (: bud fear not. im already in the midst of recovering. and i think those self-improvement books does pumps in energy for me .. as for what really happned. hoho. i really dun wish to elaborate much. but lets jus hope that we will be back on track soon. and yesh. im in de midst of finding a private school to get a degree. heh! and so yesh. im back on my mind. and i do really think that a diploma cert cant feed me well. lol. another impt matter. i wanna start find a job real soon. after cny (: a real permanent full time job (: with 35,000 jobs unfilled right now @ de current market. haha. im getting excited! (: and jus on the extra factor. big bro and my da sao were now @ tokyo enjoying themselves. lol. its kinda amazing that we chatted in msn. its never the case for me. since de day i start using msn. lol. sounds kinda pathetic. bud hack. hope you ppl are enjoying okie. take care (: life is still as great to have my loved ones around. including u (: Miss You @ |1/30/2008 09:00:00 PM| Sunday, January 27, 2008
im having a very very bad flu. and it kinda scares me. as the week passes so fast. bored lifestyle. that i still have supply chain quiz to study. interview to prepare. seriously. im tired of all these. it seems so difficult for me. everyone is busy with stuffs so current. u busy. i busy. u free. i busy. i free. u busy. "busy" sounds so fucking killer to me out of the sudden. im just so sad to think of anything right now. till the extent. that i wanna study hard for my scm quiz to pause the disappointment & sadness. for the 1st time. i wanna drink. like theres no 2moro. lets just booze. babaye everyone. just leave me alone for the time being. i wish everything could just end. everything. Miss You @ |1/27/2008 01:51:00 PM| Saturday, January 26, 2008
but yesh. i felt like getting married after watching the saturday 930pm show on channel 8. LOL. i dunno why. for the past few weeks since its debut. i had been watching it without fail. haha. to the point that i happens to be free at the timeslot. i loves to attend weddings. but sadly, marriage seems so far fetch for me ): still many years to go i think. and yesh. i admit. marrying at an early age used to be my childhood wish (: but im really waiting for bro's wedding. hehe. pinch me* i ought to be more awake. hah so.. actually. ive shopped for the past 2 days. when ive still tonnes of workload awaiting me. and. i recommend the KOI CAFE @ toa payoh. the bubble tea is just WOW-ly nice (: and those chewy pearls .. yummy (",) interesting . as it has the options.. big pearl/small pearl less sugar/half sugar/no sugar. small/medium/large even though its more expensive compared to others like those a dollar ones/each a cup/etc. i love dis more than any shops out there (: wj has been so nice since he talked to me again. lol. he wants me to have a new habit. to count my blessings before i goes to my dreamland every day. heh! it may sound stupid again. but hack. i think its kinda wonderful. to realise that im surrounded with my loved ones/etc. and yesh, im content of my life (: and said : "telling oneself the day has finally ended" makes one happier as well .. haha. he always have his ways. makes me into a better person. no longer holding grudges of anyone..etc.. and yesh. i so miss you guys (: but hack. i miss my boyfriend even more <3 Miss You @ |1/26/2008 10:30:00 PM| Thursday, January 24, 2008
i think scoring this project is never a case for me. if it is so. that means christina must had her hair waxed up by me. just a pass. and im happy (: still, the mc that i had comes in handy. skipped c com for the second time. lol. im just too lazy to attend the last lesson. as it reminds me of the torture taking bus service no.8 home. always dead packed containers full of students. and i really hate that. and on a happier note. sheryl msged me the good news. that im finally clear of salmonella (: which means i can go back work already. and that really wow me up. lol. as im really scared that its gonna be positive again. and nick replied me of "sick cat turns strong cat" so yup. will be back for work when feb starts. how excited can i get? and so. i realised something that seems so heartwarming. yayness to the point that, wj no longer ignore me (: lazy to elaborate of what had happened actually. but still. he is really a nice guy. i said goodbye to insomnia months ago. and i think nick did the same as well. and in actual fact, he turns in even earlier then me nowadays. as we no longer worries and thought of matters that seems suffocating. but sadly enough, my old problem is catching me up. liver/gallbladder infection* chui. i jus seems so old. anyway. ive sort things out. its the projects that make me so emo for the past one week. nice to hear comments about the *understanding* matters. hahaha. i still so love my boyfriend <3 Miss You @ |1/24/2008 09:11:00 PM| Wednesday, January 23, 2008
after so many days of project-ing. so many days of sickness and also to spend some time wif nick (: so theres de grocery shopping. soup making session. tv session and our gelare waffles. i so loved tuesdays. de 1/2 priced waffles (: ... ... n yeap. understandings n commitment does play an impt part. n there goes my lovely tuesday <3 at least. it makes me more motivated to work on my project again. n mayb i should leave de insecurity issues aside. things arent tt bad if i sees it positively. n actually. theres no arguements/fights/quarrels/disagreements going on .. oh well. de disappointment will fades. lets jus pray hard. sent u a truckload full of <3 (: (: (: Miss You @ |1/23/2008 02:41:00 PM| Monday, January 21, 2008
i think the hrs spent on my computer doing projects is more than anything right now. more than my sleeping hrs. more than my schooling hrs. more than the time i spent wif nick. in short. im using my computer+bro lappy for at least 12 hrs a day. and i think. its real horrible to realise dis ): bud on a happier note. BSI report sumbitted. CRM for my part completed. n ive de done de compiling as well. n derrick commented tt ive done a gd job for my part (: so far so good. supply chain report already on de 9th page. n ppl have been commenting tt ive been so hardworking dis days. lol. its really the last run! im left with 1. supply chain report 2. c com interview 3. supply chain quiz 4. supply chain interview 5. BSI presentation 6. CRM presenation 7. NAFA TEST ): before i realli considered a graduate. and i think my stool test results gonna be out 2moro n wed ): pls. jus NEGATIVE okie. im really into eating grass. if it turns out positive again. means. 2 more weeks mc @ cdc + 2 previous weeks = 1 month not working! yeap. thanks my deary frens who had drop msgs of concern (: i really do miss my girlfrens.. celebrating for eileen's birthday can can?? arks. for no matter what reasons. i still need a jab of HAPPY.DOSE Miss You @ |1/21/2008 08:27:00 PM| Sunday, January 20, 2008
n i wonder what happen to gmail.. it jus dun send out de compiled report. chui. i haven done up de crm. derrick gonna kill me if he knows abt it. lol. so. my weekend are spent solely on my projects. kinda pathetic right ): i felt so out of breathe suddenly. life just so so sucky. i used to be content of my life. jus back in dec. having a nice family. wonderful frens. relaxing semester/holiday. cute babies. fun loving colleagues. and a sweet bf. bud it seems. ive lost half of it. -half of my happinese gone. bud ive once cherished it so heartedly. lets jus absorb moonlight (: Miss You @ |1/20/2008 11:43:00 PM| Saturday, January 19, 2008
im jus that glad to have such a nice fren of REALLY WAKING UP MY SENSES! thanks so much weian! (: (: and yen has been really nice as well. called me up.. checking on my condition. now i know. who i can realli depend on. who are the ones always by my side. and never really given up on me. weian realli gave me lotsa motivation (: my mission is to clear bsi and crm project by sunday! and it would be great if i could clear half of my scm report. and de very good news would be. i needa go back skool only on thursday for next week! and ive declared brankrupt yest. having $0 in my wallet. lol. so .. i gonna jus lock myself at home. so pls. dun ask me out till next week okie. bye ppl! projects - im loving it! (: so in the end. its was someone whom i cherished the most, dump me on one side. leaving me to tackle my problems and clearing the mess by myself. its so heartening to realise this. when im in the midst of clearing projects. staying up late everyday. waking up early travelling to SATA clinic for the numerous stool test. enduring the lessons with stomach pains. passing out due to fatigue and pains in the end. im always alone. and makes me even more F up when u dun reply my sms. so whats the point.im jus so disappointed in u. ive totally no idea. what u are up to. Miss You @ |1/19/2008 03:39:00 PM| Friday, January 18, 2008
u are always there for me. when i needed u de most. always being so patient. so caring. so lame. just so nice to have u ard all dis years. so blessed being your only daughter. and i really do love you <3 * HUGS & KISSES * Miss You @ |1/18/2008 07:00:00 PM| Thursday, January 17, 2008
projects are definitely killing me. theres supply chain. crm. bsi. the never ending stuffs that i had to do .. and the never ending insecurties im facing. in addition. the salmonella virus tt my stomach is fighting. its seriously killing me. i left early during supply chain tutorial. becos i jus cant stand it anymore. n i think i did passed out shortly after i reached home.. bud still. ive tonnes of projects awaiting me. i so wish ive more time. even though im on mc. i still goes back skool every single day. damn. and even though wj had somehow completely ignored me. wa has still being nice. always asking abt my health occasionally for de past one week. ever since when i update him abt de virus im carryin. so thank you okie. i find it so heart-warming to have someone to have a nice chat whenever i sianxed doing my project. becos. u are always there. on my msn list (: and i realli find it realli sading. its a cycle that seems to be. i seems better. cos im facing with millions of workload @ de moment. i hardly had much time to think. so much so tt im rushing everything. keeping me dead busy. i jus dun wanna have the disappointed feeling running thru me de whole day. and i really do feel like crying.. Miss You @ |1/17/2008 09:00:00 PM| Tuesday, January 15, 2008
cant believe tt ive jus caught a cold on my way home. stomach was still as playful as ever. my scalp was badly scratched as well ): n everyone was saying im a sick cat. n i jus so miss u. even though we parted our ways jus an hr ago. <3 Miss You @ |1/15/2008 12:33:00 AM| Friday, January 11, 2008
im officially on a 2 weeks mc. becos im a case/carrier of salmonella virus. in short. de prima deli virus. haix. theres good and bad. so. jus look for de optimistic side (: chalet was over. oh. im refering to sheryl birthday @ aranda. lol. its somehow fun lar. when 2 of my part timers are DRUNK. lol. in de end. mi n nick gotta take good care of kaya. since he was sleeping de same room as us. >.<" and we dunno woke up how many times to help him wif his puking. skool stuff was okay. tried my best not to think so much abt it. and had lotsa travellng dis few days. from pasir ris to home. from home to skool. den skool to home again. den back to skool again. den went back parkmall. and den finally back hom. thats jus one single day okie. den today. from home to office. den back to home. from home go sata clinic. den go back skool. den from skool go back home. and i think im down with flu.. cos i caught some sunny rain 2day. chui. i everyday still will l-s.. i wonder when will it stop. its kinda mild. bud its bothering me. bud yup. ive decided to give de open hse thingy a miss. going back my family doc for de medicine i think. and yesh. so much thanks of de concern from my sweetest boy. im jus so glad that u tested negative for de virus. lol. n he mock me that he gotta take 2 weeks of mc to take care of me. haha. suddenly felt so loved dis days. and i so miss u <3 Miss You @ |1/11/2008 11:27:00 PM| Sunday, January 06, 2008
i should stop brooding so much of shit im facing. i need to have dis mentality. "I LOVE PROJECTS" I seems sick. bud hack. i still needa done up my projects whatever de matter arises. and so much thanks of the concern weian. realli enjoy chatting with u. i so miss those old good times. bud sadly. your bro doesnt seems to realise the fact that a friendship is actually a better investment. u does makes me felt better afterall (: promise. dis gona be my last drink. tada! i seriously needa stop drinking. weian jus highlighted that ive a gall bladder infection years ago. lol. i nearly forget how i swallowed all those big big pills to get me recovered. and on those days when i could hardly walked ard. and yesh. those are de days when im on MC most of the period. and failing my Amath all de way as well. haha right. de night is good. i jus realised. chinese new year is jus one more month! ARKS. shopping trips! bud hack. im still waiting for my pay. real sianx. and de upcoming weeks i gonna be faced with PROJECTS. open house matters. interviews. nafa test. presentation. ive no more extra time to think so much as well. no more extra time to work. and no more extra time to become insomnia. life's still as great with great frens around. thankies again. to my weian. how i wish u are my younger bro. lol. ciao! Miss You @ |1/06/2008 01:10:00 AM| Saturday, January 05, 2008
theres de mahjong cum new year count-downing at uncle's hse. jaren's birthday @ downtown east. etc. life's hectic. and yet. a sad day to start with. ive had a very very bad dream. jus tt tot of losing everything seems scary. de point is. dis dream seems so real. whenever things starts to backs off. theres de old current thats chasing me .. pls. it dosent comfort me any better. u jus hurts me more. yet. stuffs jus arent my side dis days. de insecurities u had given me. i think could jus count up a mountain. im always trying to be optimistic abt things going on. bud sadly. i jus could not hide anymore. its the fact that everyone sees. which adds to the concerns and questions that ppl are showering on me. im so trying my best to not have high expectations on u. bud damn. i felt so cursed. ppl are cheering on how i've understand u. on having an understanding gf. bud they never know. it jus hurts me more whenever i hear tt. its jus. "the covered up image" in de end. i jus felt sad.disappointed.insecured. nth else. jus dis 3 words to describe what im feeling right now. and i so felt like drunking myself with de amsterdam and de volka ard. bud still. i still needa rush my project. im not even feeling cheery when i ACE my supply chain paper. and on de dotting point. i still so love u. my sweetest boy. goodbye for de moment. it takes time to heal. Miss You @ |1/05/2008 01:26:00 PM| Thursday, January 03, 2008
goodbye to my beloved 2007 and holiday. ive always wanted to write something abt my wrappings of de year.. de resolutions of de new year.. etc. bud sadly.. till now. ive de time to post. well. jus to sum it up.. 2007 has been kinda good year for me (: it past off me so quickly. bud with lotsa wonderful memories. 2007 started off good with de new year celebration at weini's hse.. makes me treasure my bunch of girl-friends even more. in additions to those chalets and birthday celebrations (: and the wonderful 10 days spent @ cambodia. de team spirit. and fun.. everything .. i so miss those times.. (: in short. im content with what ive done/had during 2007. ive a nice family (: ive a bunch of sweet girl-friends (: another bunch of mahjong kakis.. i still meet up my primary mates for a couple of times.. having nice colleagues which makes work more enjoyable.. the many birthday celebrations with family, dearest, frens, colleagues, ex-colleagues. having my lovely babies-3 cats + danielle (: and esp. having my sweetest boy ard <3 thanks all those who makes my 2007 a wonderful year.. *loves* life jus so great to have u ppl ard.. hah..i think. i dun needa state who and who. u ppl should know (: as for my 2008.. i wish for abundance HAPPINESS ! (including all my loved ones) i do hope my bronchitis does gets better.. getting a proper permanent job. same as 2007. having all my dearest ard .. i jus love u ppl lar! (: *CHEERS* many loves to all my family, girl-friends, brothers, friends.. and my mr nick ong (: Miss You @ |1/03/2008 02:15:00 AM| |