becos i so love u.
lotsa stuffs are happening dis days..
theres de mahjong cum new year count-downing at uncle's hse.
jaren's birthday @ downtown east.
etc.
life's hectic.
and yet.
a sad day to start with.
ive had a very very bad dream.
jus tt tot of losing everything seems scary.
de point is. dis dream seems so real.
whenever things starts to backs off.
theres de old current thats chasing me ..
pls. it dosent comfort me any better.
u jus hurts me more.
yet. stuffs jus arent my side dis days.
de insecurities u had given me. i think could jus count up a mountain.
im always trying to be optimistic abt things going on.
bud sadly. i jus could not hide anymore.
its the fact that everyone sees.
which adds to the concerns and questions that ppl are showering on me.
im so trying my best to not have high expectations on u.
bud damn. i felt so cursed.
ppl are cheering on how i've understand u. on having an understanding gf.
bud they never know. it jus hurts me more whenever i hear tt.
its jus. "the covered up image"
in de end. i jus felt sad.disappointed.insecured.
nth else.
jus dis 3 words to describe what im feeling right now.
and i so felt like drunking myself with de amsterdam and de volka ard.
bud still.
i still needa rush my project.
im not even feeling cheery when i ACE my supply chain paper.
and on de dotting point.
i still so love u.
my sweetest boy.
goodbye for de moment.
it takes time to heal.
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Miss You
@ |1/05/2008 01:26:00 PM|
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