F9
oh hoo.
finally. im back from the chalet.
lotsa screamings from mahjong-ing =D
stupid dumb.ness that ive contracted from yingying =X
and its still as nice meeting them (:
glad that the week has finally cuming to an end.
i gonna start searching for jobs from 1st week of march.
money issues seems urgent . haha.
im not gonna think so much abt those problematic stuffs anymore.
i would only get back into my sickness in no time.
and since finally i got so much better after winning those mahjong..
i gonna enjoy my life and stop stressing on this and that.
as life is still as great if u sees it in a positive way (:
oh..
and the F9 thingy zi and i was talking abt seems so funny.
me too will give nick a big fat F9 =X
hahaha.
i jus close one eye for the moment.
lets see.
alright. i gonna rest in very soon.
didnt rest well becos of chalet.
my whole body seems so chui. haha.
Till den.
with much loves (:
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Miss You
@ |2/24/2008 08:02:00 PM|
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Wednesday, February 20, 2008
women are from venus.
i guess its time for me to get ample rest.
ive caught a terrible cold.
and its really troubling me. no more clarinase pills .. sharks.
i gonna have a hard time 2night.
mummy say me for staying for so long hrs in de hospital.
wj say im a dumbo for de same reason..
they knew ive low immune sys.
bud whatever. its too late to fight back anything now.
im sick.
alright.
for whatever de case. i need some time alone.
thats the reason why im hibernating.
nth happened actually. so no worries ppl (:
found back my joy of hanging out wif my lovely frens.
found back my time of reading self-improvement books.
and somehow found back my happiness of catching up wif my dearests.
be it msn.email.friendster or in person.
i so miss you people <3
and i guess. its kinda true that men are from mars.
and no matter what. women are always from venus.
we think/talk/analyse/process everything just so differently.
in the end. wj questioned me oh how much my understanding towards nick worth.
as when he sees a drastic change in me over these years.
it kinda shocked me when i learned abt this.
so.. does understanding really worth some value?
u cum tell me.
so jus in within.
we talked abt lotsa things. since he was recovering from his illness.
and im resting my body as well. we had so much free time to conclude.
haha.
brought back really great memories. and i really wondered y we can still remain as friends.
hack that u would feel wierd reading abt yourself in this post.
bud seriously. i does felt the warmness .. etc..
when ive to understand my boy again.
that he needs space.
it seems so routined to me. since the day i get to know him.
so.. im kinda immuned to this sucky feeling. lol.
back to back.
for those lovely care and concern.
comments. emails. personal messages.
its really sweet (:
and i jus felt so glad that u finally acknowledge my decision.
i know that you are in a very difficult position.
bud hack. you are my guardian angel. <3
always so patient wif me. whenever im so lazy to reply.
whenever i dun feel like talking.
and whenever my mood swings like roller coaster.
bud you never gave up on me. still out there, supporting me (:
even though we always had different thinkings. and theories.
it still helps in generating reasons.
lol. its so hard to find such a sturbon person =D
and i sincerely thanked you for being such a nice friend all these years (:
and on to a more serious matter.
surprisingly. i din know that everyone ard me had the perception that im a dead busy individual.
it kinda wowed me.
i mentioned abt my schedules starting from tomoro to next sunday.
and he gave me this reaction 0.0"
and questioned me abt whether ive enough time for nick and my family.
lol. am i really that busy? hmmm.
thur-work + gathering.
fri-work + outing.
sat-chalet
sun-chalet + air show.
monday-working.
tuesday-back to school for some serious matter.
wednesday-working.
thursday- im free (:
friday-working + study/career fair
saturday- study/career/travel fair.
sunday- ktv sessions.
bud yup. im still as happy when people does ask me out (:
even those very random people. i would still jolly take my time out for it yah!
before i start my career chapter. see me more often =D
okie.
thats it.
ive to rest.
becos.. i think i having a fever.
best of luck to those having exams 2moro -ZILIN.
haha.. and study hard my lovely friends who are preparing exams.
as for ying ying - i went borders and so tempted to buy you the novel (ps. i love you)
=X
take care.
i so misses you people <3
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Miss You
@ |2/20/2008 09:33:00 PM|
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hibernating
lol. i think 1 picture shows everything :
im so nice to get her daisys for the second time.lol.
get well soon okie! (:
and in the end. i caught a flu tt bugs me till now.
wif a sore throat butterflying me. i guess i gonna be sick pretty soon.
ive so much free time.
haha. its time for me to get some rest den (:
and i think flowers still do wonders. haha.
jus like the fact tt i love lilies so much.
for now.
im the one hiding in the cave.
*hibernating*
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Miss You
@ |2/20/2008 01:17:00 AM|
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Monday, February 18, 2008
every second holds a meaning.
to sum it up.
theres the NAFA test.
in which im left wif breaking bones and muscles.
sentosa flower fair.
in which im kinda disappointed.
as to compared wif the past.
bud much to detail.
my whole body aches like hell.
i was so dead that i woke up replying sms @ 12. den returning to sleep.
onli waking up @ 4pm. lol.
and i could hardly take de stairs.
damn. it was even worst compared to my saturday.
and wj even have de cheek to laugh at me.
when he was still in de midst of recovering from the illness.
pls so take care and get well soon (:
so here.
im now enjoying my life.
really anticipating every second of my it.
so nice. so great.
n ive working less dis days. haha.
not that im lazy. its tt.
i realised. the importance of having ample rest.
the significance of enjoying life to de max.
its like regarding each day as my last in this world.
and i still felt so great so have my loved ones ard (:
and dis week seems so exciting!
-3 working days.
-gathering wif my cambodia mates!
-CHALET wif my dearest 2f mates!!
it somehow caught me in my dream.
u should know .. we so misses u.
and since you had left us for 4 gd years.
till den.
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Miss You
@ |2/18/2008 01:28:00 AM|
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Friday, February 15, 2008
happy valentine's day <3
oh ho!
happy valentine's day <3 seriously.
ive no intention of buying anything for nick.
haha. its like. arh.. nth seems to be in my liking.
so. ive made up an idea to bake him a cake.
damn. becos of de cake. i skipped my c com last lesson.
n luckily pear was nice enuff to help collect my results. (:
so heres de cake :
and ive been nice enuff to make him a card as well.
hahaha.
its been ages since ive done DIY stuffs.
n realising that i could cut heart shapes in one go.
no need to even draw de outline. lol.
n im jus so glad u appreciate what ive done.
n i think. afterall.
its the thoughts that counts.
and of the greatness that we've so understand each other.
im really contented wif my life right now.
of the final note.
i so love my boyfriend <3
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Miss You
@ |2/15/2008 02:49:00 AM|
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Wednesday, February 13, 2008
no.1 , no.2 & no.3
oh. im finnally back (:
theres the chinese new year event.. which jus went past in a flash. lol.
bud theres still some phtos to left the memories (:
*no.1 , no.2 and no. 3 (:*
no.1 has a wife.
no.2 mentioned tt he has many gfs.
no.3 followed no.2 saying she has many bfs.
*all those small kids*
and ive been eating non stop since new year eve.
appetite has been real good .. lol.
bud right off the rack.
currently. everything so far so good (:
work. lol. somehow.. it has split to 2 diff countries working under de same outlet.
nah. i gonna jus hack care everything. since i gonna find a perm job soon.
hahha.. im now ENJOYING MY LIFE! =D
working jus onli twice a week. ive more time for my loved ones <3
and i think. ive picked up my good reading habit again.
been droping by book stores very often dis days.
haha. n ive snap a recipe for a choco cake. haha.
sounds real bad. bud yah. i jus wan a page out of it. n i dun wanna spend twenty over dollars for tt.
since ive de tendency of losing cook books after those baking sessions. haha.
somehow. i baked till the bk jus vanished.
n im jus back from movie-ing cj7. wif mummy (:
its jus so damn cute.
n its kinda touching as well :)
and we paisayed ourself so much by dinning in @ hbf sakae.
thanks to mummy's idea. wanted to catch up wif nick so much. lol.
mummy complained abt dis n tt. haha.
and everyone was asking nick if may was my real mummy. LOL.
n we seems so richy. HAHA.
mummy ordered all de ex ex dishes.
esprit juice.
heneiken.
hahaha.
n i not gonna dine in there anymore. LOL.
alright.
i know no.1 (my big bro) still pass by my blog. yeap.
hope you ppl are enjoying your holiday (:
i miss u eating tibits. =X
lol. i not gonna care much abt what kelvin had mentioned. LOL.
ive total trust and confident in nick (:
oh yup. life's so nice becos of someone who still loves to bully his piyo.
sounds contradicting. bud hack.
piyo does bully back her sweetest boy as well <3
*hugs.&.kisses*
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Miss You
@ |2/13/2008 01:23:00 AM|
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Wednesday, February 06, 2008
kick . kick
ooolala.
finally im done wif my spring cleaning.
haha.. i so love my room. as much as i love my babies.
(:
right. work wasnt as bad as i tot it would be.
life still gotta goes on, even my motivation has transfered to hbf. lol.
bud hack. theres my mummy ard (:
so hopefully, last min shopping for 2moro. heh!
i jus cleared my wardrobe. and its kinda empty now. LOL.
n i jus realised. oh yea.. my pay should be coming in soon soon! =D
so here. everything is kicking good for the moment.
people are envious ive cleared my studies. haha.
no more exams okie.
on the dot.
i so miss my sweetest boy <3
*blessed*
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Miss You
@ |2/06/2008 04:08:00 AM|
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Tuesday, February 05, 2008
from truck to lorry (:
tada!
not that im lazy. its tt im damn exhausted & tired at the end of past few days.
its terrible of not having enuff sleep daily.
theres work @ pp & hbf.
career fair.
presentations.
reunion dinner.
shopping.
makan/suppering.
no more then 5 min on my bed. thats how fast i travelled to dreamland.
lol. everyone knows i need at least 10 hrs of sleep to keep me awake and pumping.
bud hack.
ive onli 5/6 hrs daily.
with so many stuffs lined up. frm early morning to past midnight.
and tue gonna be a sad day. 12-11
damn. i felt like resigning. seriously. im sick of it.
lol.
bud im so broke dis days ):
bud lets party !
no more going school. onli for an interview next week (:
my diploma course had somehow ended!
im so wheepy happy lar (",)
n yup. cny coming. which im not realli looking forward to.
still not captured the right mood for the festival.
lol.
and on a happier note. Ive found the right balance.
done lotsa stuffs last few days.
haha. glad that everything kicking gd.
and i gonna miss you when you are back home (:
dis time round.
i send u a lorry full of <3
*muacks.
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Miss You
@ |2/05/2008 02:09:00 AM|
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