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Sunday, April 27, 2008

saturday moveover.

actually. im really feeling depressed of the stuffs happening at my workplace.
theres was 2 ladies whom i interviewed wif boss & section heads. they cried.
then the cook i interviewed regarding the bonus. he almost shed his tears.
omg. i jus felt so hopeless that he couldnt take back his bonus no matter how hard i fought for it.
its jus so sadding. arks.
and then.
i was stung by mosquitos.
damn. all over my hands! #$%^&*()
im so despaired over these. and QQ said it was becos my danielle has rabbies.
QQ was the boss's son. and we bickered daily on everything >.<"
and then.
i felt so down . after i realised. someone took my pencil w/o my consent.
and its gone. damn it.
haix. very sucky weekdays ive been thru.
with the mosquitoes bites itching me.
decided to drag nick to go for turtle's soup =D
in the end. theres the crocodile meat. frog's leg. plus my turtle soup.
LOL.
and he commented that the 3 creatures are swimming ard in his stomach. haha.

oh yup. we went over to the recently opened kallang leisure mall.
SO MANY LOVELY DOGS OVER THERE!!! (:
they are so seriously cute man.
and clever+obedient.
unlike danielle.
hahaha. i ought to give her some obedient training classes.

so. back to back.
we had our usual walks.
dis time round is from suntec to somerset.
and then to plaza singapura.
n. i exchanged my n95 wf his LG viewty phone.
hahaha. my sacrifice seems so big.

and drawing plans for the upcoming mummy's day.
hahaha. nick has mummy and helen.
and ive mummy and may.
i so gonna plan a shopping trip to get prezzies for our dearest mummys (:

and oh!.
im so looking forward to MAY
theres:
1) 2 public holidays (labour day + vesak day)
2) graduation day! (:
3) mummy's day!!
4) a pending batam trip wif mr nick (:

so. in the end.
my saturday wif my sweetest boy did save me from becoming more sad/despaired/depressed.
thank you <3


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Miss You
@ |4/27/2008 12:54:00 PM|
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Friday, April 25, 2008

m.i.a

....
im having a very sad week afterall.


the end.


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Miss You
@ |4/25/2008 11:09:00 PM|
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Thursday, April 24, 2008

coma.

well. it got me so bad that negative stuffs had been running thru my mind dis days.
and i think.
i ought to give myself a few slaps.
to really wake me up.

something jus fade away apprantly.
and i dunno why.
isit becos of the usual cycle? of the rubber band. of the waves.?
i became so doubtful of everything.
i felt so despaired out of the sudden.

i know i ought to be understanding.
bud hack. my heart jus played dead.
it jus went into a coma to find a reason. an escape.
i felt so apologetic . as its never easy at all.

in addition. another rich man's son.
damn. y im always so entangled in these situations!.
*collapsed.

even though it went into a coma.
its a reason.and an escape. to miss my sweetest boy <3

anyway. happy 20th birthday to my dearest tu-er !
*cheers*




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Miss You
@ |4/24/2008 08:37:00 PM|
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Monday, April 21, 2008

the shared happiness.

so i think.
my life is kinda stable @ the very moment.
lol. i cant ask for much i think.
even though work is shaky at times. ive to carry on (:

and ive spent my last week pretty well.
very busy wif bonus & payroll. and den the jb trip wif nick (:
i does agree that we are very rubbish =X
bud yup.

here comes another week.
too bad ive to work dis coming sat. if not there gonna b a zoo outing.
hahaha. bud nvm
ive a gathering session wif my lovely girlfriends dis sunday (:

and on an extra note.
i wanna be a gardener after i retired. haha.
seeing those lovely flowers,trees,plants.
it jus makes me so happy (:

and yesh. things are looking great.
becos in life, we cant be so demanding at everything.
ive learned to accept the fact of this and that.
ive learned to be more understanding of how things goes.
learned that i cant jus want everything to goes in my way.
it can never happened.
oh yea. we gotta be contented of what we have now.

i wish everyone happiness.
sharing loads of love ard.

(:


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Miss You
@ |4/21/2008 08:59:00 PM|
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Sunday, April 13, 2008

white & more white (:

the days/weeks are passing by so fast. that i could hardly catch my breath.
thank god everything is bouncing great (:
payroll again in a few days time.
bud saturday gona be my motivation.
haha. becos i dun needa work.
and it so happens to be nick's off day (:

and ive spent my whole sunday tidying up my room.
everything is spanking clean n white!.

lol.i felt so dumb for de xxth times.
i bought some choco. bud forget to pass to nick.
now my fridge is packed full of chocolates.
>.<"

right den.
take care lovelies <3


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Miss You
@ |4/13/2008 09:52:00 PM|
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Wednesday, April 09, 2008

of the right way ; of the right thing

sometimes, i jus wonder if im doing the right thing.
regrets? mayby.
but i don't wish to further it up .

and i wonder, if your comment makes any sense.
im jus so so feeling exhausted.
and u could jus take my breath away. i suppose.


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Miss You
@ |4/09/2008 09:32:00 PM|
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Sunday, April 06, 2008

aww..

well. even though the weather wasnt as good as the normal saturday should goes.
and even though we are having less time together due to the different working hours.
plus de factor that ive been sleeping earlier den ever dis days since ive started working.
bud hack. i still so cherished you and i do think that both of us have been very understanding towards each other.
its a very positive area (:
and you surprised me with a very nice gift <3
i so look forward to our zoo trip. haha.

i thank u for being with me all these while.
im really content with my life right now.
having a loving family, a nice job, a bunch of pretty girlfriends, another bunch of mahjong kakis, caring guy-friends, cute babies + a sweet boyfriend (:

thankyou people!
i so love all of you (:
esp. my mr ong <3


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Miss You
@ |4/06/2008 12:47:00 AM|
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Friday, April 04, 2008

bus 61 terror.

ohms.
im not being lazy. its purely that im really tired out.
sad to say. im still adjusting to the office hrs.
so. for de past one week.
on monday night. i sleep at 12.30am.
tues. 12am
wed.11.30pm
thur.11pm.
bud. i still so lack of sleep.
arks.

n jus days ago.
imagine de scenario :

i was standing jus beside an old aunty.
de bus brake. and my heels jus step directly onto her foot.
i apologised.
and guess what she responded?
SHE SCREAMED AT ME!
omgness. that really woke me up that morning.
she argued what the use of saying sorry. she dun wan any sorry.
DAMN. that realli fumed me up.
so. i shouted back : DEN WHAT U WAN ME TO DO?
i dun care de stares any more. she is jus being ridiculus.
she jus went on and went.
so i jus keep shooting her back .
" YOU WAN ME TO RETURN YOU A NEW LEG ARH?"
"IF NOT. GET DOWN AND HAIL A TAXI INSTEAD! NO ONE WILL STEP ON U"
. . .
ive been nice not to say any bad words.
we jus argued until at the point. im sicked and tired.
i jus ignored her.
and the driver jus call her to shut up. since ive apologised earlier.
bud den. you know old ppl naggies. she jus went on.
so i jus tune my mp3 to louder volume.

arks.
dun ever let me see her again.
and suey think is she board wif me at the same bus stop.

and as for work.
damn. de payroll thing is kinda killing me.
i wander what my life will become after mat leave me ):
bud seriously. i think my HR dept. is somehow quite nice. lol.
with the 4 angels bullying the HR manager. and theres the ministry of information. HAHA.
so everyday. some of de angels will sneak back snacks from our manager's cupboard. LOL.
its jus HEE HEE HAA HAA session always (:

and ive to collect my ultrasound report 2moro.
bud im kinda lazy to do so.
when ive no work 2moro.

bud seriously. i think wj has been realli sweet.
he listed out the possibilities of the reason why i seems to MIA again dis week.
occasionally online. and when online. i rarely reply. lol.
1) fall sick again.
2) emo again.
3) problems arising.
4) lazy again.
5) tired again.

and he listed out of the way to tackle the top 5 cases.
ahhaha. makes me so LOL. when i hear tt.
you mus have so much free time to think of all these.
bud hack. u brighten me up again (:
i think i should realli made it a point to email u daily during my breaktime =)

and last of all. jus let me have a gd rest! =)


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Miss You
@ |4/04/2008 10:37:00 PM|
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