a choice.
finally. and finally.
i recieved a reply from sim.
they accepted me. bud ive to complete de 3 month preparatory course 1st.
which starts on 4th june.
and im so taken back when i browse thru the timetable.
ive 4 lessons on average per week. sometimes up to 5 times. >.<"
and it runs from 7-10pm or 2-5/6pm on weekends.
so now.
im in a dilemma.
haix. i dunno wanna take up de course anot. event hough ive filled up de contract and the reply form.
i really wanna further my studies. bud den...
my 1st concern is . im so scared of failing. im so troubled by the consequence if i really fail. wasting money and time.
as for my 2nd concern. is nick.
haix. i think i would be happier if sim rejected me.
i was back from batam happily. and now im faced with such a decision.
and im now still in a daze. whether yes/no.
what a tough decision.
my brain jus stopped dead.
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Miss You
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