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esp after a day of rubbish @ work. politics are getting on my nerves and boss was so pissed off of a missing cheque. >.<" bud yea. im not gonna take it so badly. thats life. and the thing to cheer me up abit. my SH cooked curry fish head for me (: he knew ive always wanted to eat the dish. and it so happened that the fish was duper fresh today. haha. i din realise i was so pampered until chubby mentioned abt it days ago. HAHA. oh yea. im in fact enjoying life back @ office. and also constantly adding the pounds on =D and i jus thought of my sakae days, those chef and cooks always cooking up stuff for me . lol. i seriously miss the fried rice + ribeye + any dishes they came up themselves. hhaa. i wish ive the time to visit them. haven seen them for some time already. + ive quite nice classmates ard actually. (: yest. night chill out @ timbre was really a gd chance to destress oh c'mon. i really love wines . till den. i still must live on. Miss You @ |7/23/2008 10:22:00 PM| Sunday, July 20, 2008
when colleagues thought of me differently. i wish im not in HR. ppl felt jealous/unhappy whenever i finish my work faster than them. pissed off when im lunching with my SH/boss they have such mentality that im so disappointed with. what should i do? bud anyway. in the end. FOODIE save the day (: had a dinner buffet@ novotel on tue with some colleagues. nice food + ambience. bud few variety. since the day i join broadway. ive been buffeting @ hotels now and then. i know its sinful. but "it" makes me happy (: and then. i finally met up my boy after weeks of busyness. nice food + booboocake + red cliff .. booboocake was definitely a bonus. when im just playing ard nydc and nick drag me in to take away a slice of it. lol. and still. enjoyed the long walk under the moonlight, from bugis to orchard. im just so glad that during this busy period, he is still as thoughtful as ever. and yeap. still as cute as he used to be (: thinking back the happy days @ work years ago. a jouney we had walked through till now. im fortunate to have met him <3 lol. i dunno if my lovely girlfriends have dump me out of the "xinfu board". haha. arh. i gonna be back when holiday comes (: and speaking of it. sunday - lovely girfriends' birthday gathering (: i miss them so much . haven seen dem for a super long time. and theres gonna be an upcoming zoo zoo trip!!! u ppl gonna be shocked if ive to mention who im going with. lol. come ask me if u are curious =D and of course. BLUE JAZZ (: i gonna stay motivated with all these. haha. and yes. ive to dig time out to spend with nick. no matter how packed my schedule is. busy is just an excuse. and love is the reason. Miss You @ |7/20/2008 10:53:00 PM| Wednesday, July 16, 2008
i was feeling real glad that my wj is coming back soon! (: even though there wasnt any specific date in the email. bud hack. i shall just look forward to the day u arrive.. i shall off my mobile soon, i kept getting calls and msg in the middle of the night from those random people. so random that yest my SH sms me regarding a worker's work permit. i was so dazed till i fall back to sleep w/o giving him a reply. lol. as everything starts to settle down. im starting to feel guilty of how things are @ the moment. i really felt bad abt it. it seems. my life is still in a roller-coaster mood. my social's life was like the US economy. its jus so chui. somehow. i wish i could fly. Miss You @ |7/16/2008 12:02:00 AM| Monday, July 14, 2008
jus another idea of blogging while @ de office. the days are still passing by so quickly that ive lost track of the dates. and omgness. it was already mid month. weeks after weeks of lessons. still. i found no much time for myself. onli until yesterday that ive the energy and time to switch on my tv. watching the news and some dramas. bud hack. i left my project undone still! =X i think chubby gonna scold me if he is reading this post. lol... and yesh. i dunno y im falling sick so frequent. in addition, the medicine for asthma is kinda horrible. the side effects are so bad, which includes : 1) tremor 2) increasing heart rate 3) fainting spell so much so that even the tablet could subside my difficulty in breathing, i still have to control the side effects . in the end. it makes no much difference.. bud hack. this week is much better. jus 4 days of lessons. and yesh. the days are passing by so fast and by then, its always so that difficult to have time together. and ive not meet up my boy for so so long. and i really miss him jus so much <3 Miss You @ |7/14/2008 04:31:00 PM| Friday, July 11, 2008
Back to back. actually im feeling much better after a MC rest on tuesday. it was the ultimate decision when i tot im fainting on monday's class. Bud hack. its really really a god damn good rest (: i slept all the way after returning home from clinic @ 9am to 7pm. and sleep again from 11.30pm to 7.30am. To a point. it was another round of bronhchitis with more hand shivers. I think it was jus a matter of time when my doctor gonna diagnosed me of having acute asthma. And somehow or rather. i think i ought to give myself a "break" .. im giving myself too much stress and pressure. its jus so hard to find the "balance point" its even harder when i myslef had kinda high expectations of "ME". i jus want stuffs to be done fast. jus wanna clear my workload. Sometimes i just wonder.. guys of my age are usually still stucked in NS. Ladies are usually enjoying their prime life .. be it working or just purely studying full time. "shiok life" . the phrase to describe it. And since. ive stepped into this hectic path. i must move on (: Ive made this choice. A path to have better opportunities and better career propects. It means a choice. And of the balance. i wish my boy could understands me. jus like he always does <3 Miss You @ |7/11/2008 12:03:00 AM| Sunday, July 06, 2008
over everything. nth seems to happy me up recently. . . . give me a day to cry. Miss You @ |7/06/2008 01:15:00 AM| Saturday, July 05, 2008
to have enuff time. bud i terribly failed. workplace had somehow turned into a war. im in de center line. and i gonna get killed anytime. my dept seems so fake that i always wonder if im working in a wax museum. and seriously. im not being sentimental,emotional or sensitive to broke down. it jus so happened. so i guess. somehow it reached a point that i gonna fight back whatever stuffs that are against me. and fear not. i wun stay long in de HR dept. and everything jus not coming my way. -phone sent for repair. -falling sick. again. haix. tats life. Miss You @ |7/05/2008 12:03:00 AM| |