There is no balance.
A choice means a choice.
Back to back. actually im feeling much better after a MC rest on tuesday.
it was the ultimate decision when i tot im fainting on monday's class.
Bud hack. its really really a god damn good rest (:
i slept all the way after returning home from clinic @ 9am to 7pm. and sleep again from 11.30pm to 7.30am.
To a point. it was another round of bronhchitis with more hand shivers.
I think it was jus a matter of time when my doctor gonna diagnosed me of having acute asthma.
And somehow or rather.
i think i ought to give myself a "break" .. im giving myself too much stress and pressure.
its jus so hard to find the "balance point"
its even harder when i myslef had kinda high expectations of "ME".
i jus want stuffs to be done fast. jus wanna clear my workload.
Sometimes i just wonder..
guys of my age are usually still stucked in NS.
Ladies are usually enjoying their prime life .. be it working or just purely studying full time.
"shiok life" . the phrase to describe it.
And since. ive stepped into this hectic path. i must move on (:
Ive made this choice. A path to have better opportunities and better career propects.
It means a choice.
And of the balance. i wish my boy could understands me.
jus like he always does <3
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Miss You
@ |7/11/2008 12:03:00 AM|
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